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Niffla



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LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC
#18733670 - 08/20/13 06:54 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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It ain't really fucking late yet but it will be. Y'all know the drill.
Go.
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733676 - 08/20/13 06:55 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm working my last night of this rotation. 11 more hours til freedom.
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Tmethyl
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733677 - 08/20/13 06:55 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's fucking time.

Discuss.
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Sheekle
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733680 - 08/20/13 06:56 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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i'm about to do laundry
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st1llnox
dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Sheekle]
#18733710 - 08/20/13 07:02 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm super depressed but listing things on eBay makes me feel encouraged
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18733715 - 08/20/13 07:04 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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st1llnox said: I'm super depressed but listing things on eBay makes me feel encouraged
why are you depressed mayne
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st1llnox
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733728 - 08/20/13 07:07 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Niffla said:
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st1llnox said: I'm super depressed but listing things on eBay makes me feel encouraged
why are you depressed mayne
- realizing I'm stuck with my parents for another semester over a class I may not get in - overwhelmed with debt and my financial/job situation - worst of all, realizing I no longer have a group of friends and that I have no idea how the fuck I'm supposed to start elbowing my way into the young-20-something male suburban social scene; considering starting to sell drugs to make me seem worth having around - feeling like I lost all the momentum I had in my first couple years of college after fizzling out the last couple years
All amplified by the comedown dysphoria from taking my Adderall for the first time in about 5 days. The dysphoria alone's it's own case of depression mang. 
@everyone else He asked so no calling me self-absorbed (I already acknowledged that in the 5 things about you thread).
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox] 1
#18733744 - 08/20/13 07:10 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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dont stress it st1ll. when you're down, you're down. of course you're going to bring it into whatever threads you're in.
lucky for you, we you! so, smile! like this
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VivaLaMushie
RIP LS :(



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: memes]
#18733753 - 08/20/13 07:11 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey guys
I'm laying in bed watching Airport 24/7
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: memes]
#18733754 - 08/20/13 07:11 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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meams said: dont stress it st1ll. when you're down, you're down. of course you're going to bring it into whatever threads you're in.
lucky for you, we you! so, smile! like this


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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18733763 - 08/20/13 07:13 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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realizing I'm stuck with my parents for another semester over a class I may not get in
You got your whole in front of you. Another semester with the folks isn't the end of the world.
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overwhelmed with debt and my financial/job situation
It may be cliche but just take that debt one day at a time and keep working it off. Eventually you'll whittle it down.
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worst of all, realizing I no longer have a group of friends and that I have no idea how the fuck I'm supposed to start elbowing my way into the young-20-something male suburban social scene; considering starting to sell drugs to make me seem worth having around
Dude, fuck this. If you're going to sell because it's something you really want to do, then do it. But doing it so you can get douche bag motherfuckers to accept you? No. Either they accept you for you or they can go fuck themselves.
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feeling like I lost all the momentum I had in my first couple years of college after fizzling out the last couple years
Life is all about momentum. Sometimes you have it, sometimes you don't. You'll get it back.
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Edited by Niffla (08/20/13 07:16 PM)
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#18733773 - 08/20/13 07:15 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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VivaLaMushie said: Hey guys
I'm laying in bed watching Airport 24/7
Lol I forgot about that show. It's pretty entertaining. I've seen a handful of them. What channel is it on again? Travel channel?
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VivaLaMushie
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733782 - 08/20/13 07:17 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah, travel channel.
This guy tried bring a walrus penis bone in his carry on and security wasn't letting it happen.
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#18733794 - 08/20/13 07:19 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Niffla said:
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realizing I'm stuck with my parents for another semester over a class I may not get in
You got your whole in front of you. Another semester with the folks isn't the end of the world.
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overwhelmed with debt and my financial/job situation
It may be cliche but just take that debt one day at a time and keep working it off. Eventually you'll whittle it down.
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worst of all, realizing I no longer have a group of friends and that I have no idea how the fuck I'm supposed to start elbowing my way into the young-20-something male suburban social scene; considering starting to sell drugs to make me seem worth having around
Dude, fuck this. If you're going to sell because it's something you really want to do, then do it. But doing it so you can get douche bag motherfuckers to accept you? No. Either they accept you for you or go fuck themselves.
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feeling like I lost all the momentum I had in my first couple years of college after fizzling out the last couple years
Life is all about momentum. Sometimes you have it, sometimes you don't. You'll get it back.
I love you a lot Niffla. Maybe I need to come up with some "boosts" to get me hurling back in the right direction along some of these dimensions in my life.
I'll bet I could really enjoy spending more time with my aging parents as long as I can be subtle about drug use and not traumatize them too much lol. (but really heh)
The drug dealing thing was just about exposure I guess but IDK. Might be able to (help) solve both my financial and friendship dilemmas, but it seems like a rather hollow/rotten way to start building myself back up.
I'm going to go on a jog. Right. Fucking. Now. Can't hurt, certainly!
And I think I'll suck it up and make that "how to make friends" thread. You know you've made it when you ask hallucinogen forums tricks on how to make friends lololol
For real, you're a good person Niffla, and very helpful!
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VivaLaMushie said: Yeah, travel channel.
This guy tried bring a walrus penis bone in his carry on and security wasn't letting it happen.
Way to answer my "How could that POSSIBLY be interesting?" question I was just having lol. Viv, you should get on DTChat in like an hour.
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18733812 - 08/20/13 07:21 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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Its almost my bed time!
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18733818 - 08/20/13 07:22 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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You're a good dude st1llnox. Keep your head up, buddy.
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#18733827 - 08/20/13 07:23 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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VivaLaMushie said: Its almost my bed time!
Is it curfew time at the nursing home already?
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VivaLaMushie
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: Niffla]
#18733831 - 08/20/13 07:25 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think their curfew is later than mine.
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st1llnox
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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#18733841 - 08/20/13 07:26 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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VivaLaMushie said: I think their curfew is later than mine.

Grandma just likes to party
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Niffla



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Re: LNC RIGHT HERE COME GET YOUR FRESH LNC [Re: st1llnox]
#18733846 - 08/20/13 07:27 PM (10 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'll bet I could really enjoy spending more time with my aging parents as long as I can be subtle about drug use and not traumatize them too much lol. (but really heh)
By the way, I'm glad you brought this up. Odds are our folks will be gone before us. Don't take the time you spend with them for granted. And I'm not just telling you this but speaking to myself as well.
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