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Deathcore
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Ultimate Nightmare Trip
#18730204 - 08/19/13 10:33 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Acid trip sent me to hell, I was revealed this entire time I have been duped and I am the devil. I thought I could just repent at like age 65 and become a good person and be worthy for heaven..But In reality, I never had a chance at all. I have been trolled into being so confused about what to believe and everyone has been in on it my entire life. Like the truman show, only worse.. Because every aspect of reality is just used to control me. One huge inside joke between (me) and the universe.
I was picked up and I was begging and screaming, pleading for another chance.. Just one last to prove my worthyness, so the trip ended and i got the message...That life is one big trip filled with lies and deceit.. Once I actually die ill be in hell.. No matter what. That was always the plan and taking a trip only showed me the ending.. I am essentially going to hell, for creating my own hell for believing that trip was reality, because you guys will say its all in my head and not real... But thats just a way to numb my truth and get me to think otherwise because well.. It doesnt matter. I cant escape death.
It seemed I was the only living being, and everything else was just a projection. I cant prove it but thats just how it feels.. Its my luck.. There will be no paradise for me. That is just to easy.
How could a trip really let me see all of this madness? How can I be certain it was all because of the drug? My mind cant be that crazy..can it? I was mocked and riddiculed for thinking I couls be saved.. I was tossed right into a fire pit.. I was a dead soul I couldnt see my body.. I was straight energy being tormented eternally.
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Deathcore
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18730279 - 08/19/13 10:50 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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I kept saying "nooo...nooo...this cant be it...is this for real? mom..." but there never was mom...dad..never was dad...bible....never was a bible...jesus...never existed...no credibility for being saved..
then i seen heaven above me and it was like a vip section to the best after party of all time...everyone there gets to have fun...forever...the party never stops..but i couldnt reach it.. i failed... i failed...
it was all a huge joke and entities were laughing histarically at my demise...
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wolf8312
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18730327 - 08/19/13 11:01 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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It seemed I was the only living being, and everything else was just a projection.
I've had that before bud too, and I can assure you that it is you who is my projection!
-------------------- "I'm every nightmare you ever had. I am your worst dreams come true. I am everything you ever were afraid of." Pennywise the dancing clown
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Chastity Psilocybe
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: wolf8312]
#18730341 - 08/19/13 11:06 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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I'm glad my bad trip on acid wasn't like this... Makes me glad i don't do acid anymore...
-------------------- "Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive that is youer than you" ~Dr. Seuss
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CatchThirtythr33
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Entities on LSD?
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huffinglue
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I've had quite a few trips like this and I think a lot of people have. I felt like every person in the world was just some kind of entity testing me my whole life, and I was the only one that was real. I also thought my tripping buddy was the devil and was very mad at me for figuring this out. Its really strange that a lot of people experience this feeling while tripping. I wonder if there's something to it, wether it being somehow the 'truth', or just how the chemicals affect our brains to make us think the same thing. Probably the latter, but very interesting non the less.
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Deathcore
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how is life possible? uggh
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mushroomfred
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18730417 - 08/19/13 11:28 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Your reality is only a perception of what you believe. If you believe in god and you fear the devil, then its you battling your own fears. After reading some of your other posts, it seems you are a religious/christian god believing of a person. I don't see how this belief system would work very well with psychedelic drugs.
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Deathcore
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yeah well i had fun on a few shroom trips.. i just had more bad experiences than good..
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huffinglue
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: Deathcore]
#18730503 - 08/20/13 12:06 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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If your still feeling this way several days after the trip, I would be concerned honestly.
-------------------- I fucking hate grammer nazis! Yes, I can't spell. Yes, I don't have perfect grammer. I post from my phone and dont give a shit about people whose lifes are so boring they get off on putting people down for not having perfect fucking grammer, even though they know excactly what there saying.. Fuck You. It's just a ride mang...
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: huffinglue]
#18730653 - 08/20/13 01:11 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Then maybe psychedelics aren't your thing? To truly enjoy a trip you need to literally let go of pre determined beliefs and fears.
I would lay off drugs for a while, gather your senses, and learn something from your past trips.
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COOKED101
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: huffinglue]
#18730671 - 08/20/13 01:27 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Psychedelics opened me up to whole another world over a year ago after 10 years of experience and i respected them, time and a place always. The world They showed me I never believed in and I'm a skeptic I still am, I need proof of everything to believe its really there. So I went straight no more shrooms or acid, even stopped weed. It still didn't stop entity's manifesting every negative emotion, experience i had in my life all at once, i felt soulless, felt like i would never love again so i got help from high magick, it got them out my house and the person repaired me to an extent some emotions experiences had to stay they were important and apart of who i am, im working through them every day. But I was instantly was floating on cloud 9 after the help. Food never tasted so good, i felt like the air i breathed was like pure bliss. I also had my house cleansed and magickally locked by this person. And no they didnt charge me a cent.
I have had another 6 encounters with entity's scince then just not at home. Whenever I work away, stay at friends, go on holiday they seem to know that I' have no lock and I'm open vessel ready to be taken for a ride, some are just sad, some are very mischievous and some are just have mean intentions. There tricksters be careful. Don't go down the road if you have a choice, my last straw was when the physical pain started and had bruises for a month. All I can say is try and visualise white light and love, it's the best protection.
I could go on but what I'm trying to say is you know what's really going on when your not under the influence of any drug. Oh and I had my brain scanned and checked out mentally to make sure I wasn't crazy, and a few photos taken of me through this time showed me I wasn't crazy.

Edited by COOKED101 (08/20/13 01:29 AM)
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my3rdeye



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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: This_Guy]
#18730674 - 08/20/13 01:30 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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So OP you going to drop acid again?
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rikuni

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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: my3rdeye]
#18730883 - 08/20/13 04:14 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Edited by rikuni (03/15/14 09:20 AM)
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Dark_Star
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OP it seems like psychedelics are not for you. If I were you I wouldn't take these experiences to heart, and I'd stop taking psychedelics.
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CatchThirtythr33 said: Entities on LSD?

It's very possible. I've had many entity contact experiences on LSD.
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: Dark_Star]
#18730980 - 08/20/13 05:37 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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So you are doubting if other exist? Well the answer is you can't know except through the senses. They are all you have. If all sensory input could somehow be stopped, including awareness of gravity , orientation and temperature, your only awareness would be of internal sensation -such as pain from a rotten tooth or breathing chlorine- and the awareness of your thoughts. If your nerves could be blocked by anaesthetic, you would be left only with your thoughts. Now suppose this was done to a newborn baby which has no vocabulary, which never sees, hears or feels anything.
Would it be aware at all? Remember, unlike Helen Keller, it could not be taught by external stimulation- there are no sensory channels available.
Would a person exist , from your point of view?
Now think hard. Would you exist from it's point of view?
I don't know the answer to these questions. You are free to decide. My point is that there is no possible way, other than the sensory, through which the questions are even answerable in principle. You do not exist from a cloud's point of view, because it has none.
Some might say that a disconnected mind might know "through the spirit " that others exist- but that would be just as open to the doubts you express about sensory knowledge. How could anyone ever know for sure?
Dr.Johnson's famous rejection of solipsism was to kick a stone, saying "I refute it, thus!" Now as a Scot, I would like to be able to refute a few of Johnson's jibes by applying my boot to his backside in similar vein, but in this case he's right. We either take the world as our common senses tell us it is , or we do not. But if we do not, we will soon be in a sorry pickle.
The supposition that things are real, coupled with the consistency of the supporting evidence, is all we have. It's either that or nothing.
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: Dark_Star]
#18731029 - 08/20/13 06:10 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Dark_Star said: OP it seems like psychedelics are not for you. If I were you I wouldn't take these experiences to heart, and I'd stop taking psychedelics.
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CatchThirtythr33 said: Entities on LSD?

It's very possible. I've had many entity contact experiences on LSD.
LSD is very confusing when it comes to entites, for me. First, I always felt how Catchthirty felt. I never got close to entity contact with LSD and mocked everyone that claimed to do so. Then I mixed LSD with some spice one day and it totally threw me in a state that nothing ever has. I was told the meaning of life and all that crap.
Moral of the story..any psych can help achieve entity contact if its combined with the right drug and the stars are aligned just right.
But LSD invoking entities on lower doses and just LSD by itself it very farfetched IMHO
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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COOKED101
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Jesus_Animal_The said:
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Dark_Star said: OP it seems like psychedelics are not for you. If I were you I wouldn't take these experiences to heart, and I'd stop taking psychedelics.
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CatchThirtythr33 said: Entities on LSD?

It's very possible. I've had many entity contact experiences on LSD.
LSD is very confusing when it comes to entites, for me. First, I always felt how Catchthirty felt. I never got close to entity contact with LSD and mocked everyone that claimed to do so. Then I mixed LSD with some spice one day and it totally threw me in a state that nothing ever has. I was told the meaning of life and all that crap.
Moral of the story..any psych can help achieve entity contact if its combined with the right drug and the stars are aligned just right.
But LSD invoking entities on lower doses and just LSD by itself it very farfetched IMHO
Some people's senses are more sensitive than others it's got nothin to do with does levels, people reach entities with nothin more than meditation, its all about activating these senses and unfortunately some people have these senses opened through experiences and cannot shut them again or close the door.
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anarchris420
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Re: Ultimate Nightmare Trip [Re: COOKED101]
#18731117 - 08/20/13 07:09 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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lol negative nancy!
ive had a few hellish experiences....
learned to adjust the vibes or change the set....feel safe, for you will only be in the now. focus on other concepts if death frightens you so much
why not try and integrate that experience?-- by doing 'better' things that you wont go to hell for? psychs are the best teachers, and i think you were trying to teach yourself a lesson
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