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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: JesusIsLord]
    #18733592 - 08/20/13 06:40 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1) I used to be absolutely enthralled by everyone else around me but now am really wrapped up in myself

2) I'm vegetarian and have been for 5 years, with a rare break until I realize I prefer not eating meat anyway

3) I study philosophy and computer science at university but I've been fucking up at this for the last 2 years and haven't really made any progress... regressed, really and forgot most of what I learned

4) I start lots of projects I don't finish

5) I'm a huge metalhead


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: st1llnox]
    #18733629 - 08/20/13 06:46 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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st1llnox said:
5) I'm a huge metalhead




Acting like a robot,
It's metal brain corrodes.
You try to take it's pulse,
Before the head explodes.
Explodes...



:smirk:


I want to plug your anus more and more as time goes on, Nox.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Tmethyl]
    #18733646 - 08/20/13 06:50 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Tmethyl said:
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st1llnox said:
5) I'm a huge metalhead




Acting like a robot,
It's metal brain corrodes.
You try to take it's pulse,
Before the head explodes.
Explodes...



:smirk:


I want to plug your anus more and more as time goes on, Nox.




If you're going to probe me, you'll want to put on a pair of these:



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st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: JesusIsLord]
    #18733750 - 08/20/13 07:10 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1. curved penis, it almost makes a loop
2. addicted to cheetos, drs have told me im destroying my kidneys. dont care
3. ive never held someone close to me
4. have one foot with toes sticking out cockeyed
5. i like to fabricate lists of personal information


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Lizard Eyes]
    #18733971 - 08/20/13 07:54 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Lizard Eyes said:
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JesusIsLord said:

5. Buried somewhere in my chest is such an abundance of peace it is difficult to stay motivated to do anything sometimes, knowing I can find beauty in anything, anywhere, at anytime, striving seams pointless. :shrug:

Go :cookiemonster:





:hugitout:

What a beautiful way of putting it.  For myself thanks to LSD and NBOMe for 7 months straight life is never boring. I feel infinitely content. I often think about why I enjoy going to work so much when I have a really shitty job. Like I wonder why I'm not more miserable :lol:

1. I was straight edge until 19 :facepalm: I got a Edge(ish) related chest tattoo and sold out less than 2 months later :facepalm:/:lol:


2. I got a concussion last december that completely changed my personality from super extroverted to an introvert :feelsweirdman:


3. I can force myself to like pretty much anything in terms of Food and music. Someone one once told me the quote "We don't do things for the people we like, we like the people we do things for" I then extrapolated it in my own mind to "we don't listen to the music((food) we like, we like the music(food) we listen"
to"  This train of thought has changed the way I live my life.

4. I am a ridiculous featherweight. I blackout almost everytime I drink on really small amounts of alcohol and 3.5g of shrooms was enough to get me completely visual disconnected with reality. It's a good thing as many times as its a bad time. For every story I have about amazing psychedelic experiences and visual trips I have a story about fighting someone and waking up in my own vomit. :lol:

5. I think religion is bad, drugs are good, people should love more and hate less, and don't trust anyone that doesn't like Bob Marley :peace:



Thanks :raveface:

What do you do to earn moneyz?

Also, errbody is a little introvert and extrovert. It's just defined by which aspect predominates I guess. I've always been introverted. A recluse. We all kinda have to be quite a bit to be on an internet message board.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: ManianFH]
    #18734028 - 08/20/13 08:03 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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mick said:
1. curved penis, it almost makes a loop :aweohyou:
2. addicted to cheetos, drs have told me im destroying my kidneys. dont care :datass:
3. ive never held someone close to me :sad:
4. have one foot with toes sticking out cockeyed :derp:
5. i like to fabricate lists of personal information :ifyoucanawe:




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And I will bring you out from the people, and will gather you out of the countries wherein ye are scattered, with a mighty hand, and with a stretched out arm, and with fury poured out.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Sheekle]
    #18734114 - 08/20/13 08:20 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Sheekle said:
my actual name is skunkle



LOL


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sheekle: fuck peace love and unity
sheekle: death despair and misery
sheekle: is where it's at


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: JesusIsLord]
    #18748549 - 08/23/13 07:12 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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JesusIsLord said:
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Lizard Eyes said:
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JesusIsLord said:

5. Buried somewhere in my chest is such an abundance of peace it is difficult to stay motivated to do anything sometimes, knowing I can find beauty in anything, anywhere, at anytime, striving seams pointless. :shrug:

Go :cookiemonster:





:hugitout:

What a beautiful way of putting it.  For myself thanks to LSD and NBOMe for 7 months straight life is never boring. I feel infinitely content. I often think about why I enjoy going to work so much when I have a really shitty job. Like I wonder why I'm not more miserable :lol:

1. I was straight edge until 19 :facepalm: I got a Edge(ish) related chest tattoo and sold out less than 2 months later :facepalm:/:lol:


2. I got a concussion last december that completely changed my personality from super extroverted to an introvert :feelsweirdman:


3. I can force myself to like pretty much anything in terms of Food and music. Someone one once told me the quote "We don't do things for the people we like, we like the people we do things for" I then extrapolated it in my own mind to "we don't listen to the music((food) we like, we like the music(food) we listen"
to"  This train of thought has changed the way I live my life.

4. I am a ridiculous featherweight. I blackout almost everytime I drink on really small amounts of alcohol and 3.5g of shrooms was enough to get me completely visual disconnected with reality. It's a good thing as many times as its a bad time. For every story I have about amazing psychedelic experiences and visual trips I have a story about fighting someone and waking up in my own vomit. :lol:

5. I think religion is bad, drugs are good, people should love more and hate less, and don't trust anyone that doesn't like Bob Marley :peace:



Thanks :raveface:

What do you do to earn moneyz?

Also, errbody is a little introvert and extrovert. It's just defined by which aspect predominates I guess. I've always been introverted. A recluse. We all kinda have to be quite a bit to be on an internet message board.




Warehouse standing forklift driving, and outbound freight, UPS, and Fedex stuff. Its really not that bad, just the fact its from 5am-2pm and school is from 2:30 PM to 4:30 PM.  I also couldn't agree more with you on the internet message board aspect. Oddly enough I made my shroomery account 26 days after the concussion I speak of :lol:

This thread also deserves a :bump:  wanna find out more about all you shroomies!  :shineon:


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: JesusIsLord]
    #18754395 - 08/25/13 08:24 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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JesusIsLord said:
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Bodhi of Ankou said:
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Romi said:
1. Self-centered






thin ice :gooby:




I often wonder what that will feel like. Fuck everybody and just care for me, love me, appreciate me. A feeling of happiness overwhelms my brain with such of thoughts.

Reality is there is nothing I do for me. Daughter leaves very little time to be self-centered. Very conflicting thought, Leo's don't like to be overshadow.
Daughter will always win the battle.

I try very often to care for me, but that often gets interrupted with all the people that counts and depends on me.

Thank you for entertaining the thought a least somewhere I get to be self-centered =)


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Romi]
    #18754500 - 08/25/13 09:07 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1.I don't care enough to make lists.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: fapjack]
    #18754593 - 08/25/13 09:53 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1. I can't stand cheese of any kind. It disgusts me. Even things like cream cheese on desserts. People will tell me that you can't taste it but oh I definitely notice that gross cheesy twang. I don't really care for anything chunky, creamy, or mushy either unless its a nice sugary dessert.

2. Continuing on with the food thing, I am a big texture person. If its crunchy and crispy,  more than likely I'm going to love it.

3. I have a weird, painful looking way of holding pens, pencils, silverware and etc. They tried to correct it in elementary school by putting this stupid rubber thing on my pencil but it didn't help.

4. I am addicted to chapstick. I keep it on me at all times and I keep backups in my purse in case I lose the one that I keep in my pocket. If I ever am without any, once I realize it, I swear my lips almost instantly get dry. :lol:

5. I think that the fact that I am a girl who uses psychedelics is pretty unique.  Not in the grande scheme of things of course, as there are plenty of us if you look in the right places. But in my podunk backwoods town its something special.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Ballerium]
    #18754746 - 08/25/13 10:45 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1. I have a bunch of business ideas, but I don't like work, so none of them happens.

2. I'm still debating if I want a woman in my life, I love my solitude too much and I dislike being committed to things

3. My mind bounces from a subject to another and I ask myself a bunch of questions I have to google. The most recent "is wood alive?"

4. I used to be very anxious and I suffered from bipolar depression. I am lucky enough to have found the perfect meds

5. I'm very energetic, I move a lot, I walk a lot, I can rarely stay in one place.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: JesusIsLord] * 1
    #18754765 - 08/25/13 10:53 AM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1. Sometimes my thoughts are sporadic

2. I eat muffin

3. I eat water

4. I have family reunion in heaven for conclusion of Lost

5. Sometimes my thoughts are sporadic


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Synthe]
    #18755051 - 08/25/13 12:43 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Tmethyl said:1) I've never settled on a favorite.. anything, maybe I'm indecisive or non-committal, dunno.
But being completely honest; as I browse through my mental gallery of colors, I cannot pick one, I can't even pick 2 which are my favorites.
I have tried for a very long time to settle on one favorite color, but it won't happen. It's kind of a bad thing sometimes because password recovery questions can be things like "your favorite color?" and I will literally sit there for 10 mins trying to figure out my favorite color, only to choose a different security question instead.




1) Same here. I certainly know what I don't like, but out of the ones I do like I have no idea what my favourite is in most cases. Out of any category of 'things' (e.g. food, music, colours) what I like is going to depend a lot on context and mood. I change my mind on things quite a lot so it's not really possible for me to have a favourite of something for more than a few minutes. Some categories I really never have a favourite for, like the classic favourite animal/dinosaur questions. I love all animals so I don't feel drawn to any one more than the other.

2) I do have a favourite plant though, the fern. Not just one species but I love all ferns... there we go, can't decide on a favourite fern species. :lol: Actually do I like bamboo more? I can't decide! Bamboo and ferns. I've always felt drawn to them. And conifers. Shit how could I forget cycads?

3) My memory of things like conversation dialogue, names, numbers, locations and incidents that induced an adrenal response is worryingly bad. Like if I was getting bullied at school and I went to my mum for advice, I wouldn't be able to tell her who they were and I couldn't recall exactly what was said or what they did, just that it was bad and I was afraid every time I went to school. My mum thought I was afraid to tell her but it really was because I couldn't remember the details, only the fear I felt.

4) I seem to have an over-active adrenal response. Tried getting it checked out but the doctor just put it down to anxiety. I'm not convinced. I've always been this way, it's always impaired my function around others for as long as I can remember. When I was a small child (like 4) I used to get anticipation anxiety so bad on christmas day I'd be retching over the toilet, just because new toys! It was worse in my childhood, not so bad now. I was such a frightened kid it was unbelievable, everything scared me. But even to this day the slightest little annoyance and I can feel the adrenaline being released from the glands and spreading around my body and my heart rate picks up instantly. Thankfully I recognise and understand it better now and it doesn't snowball like it used to. A good, pleasant but energetic conversation with a friend will actually make me physically shake, it's a bit embarrassing.

5) There are so many things about basic human conversation, humour especially, that continue to elude me again and again. I would love to understand humour, what it is about a joke that makes someone laugh. I want to experience that. I want to experience telling a joke and actually understanding it myself so I can tell it energetically and sincerely. I want to banter, to know what it's like to throw witty jibes to strengthen bonds of friendship. However I never seem to succeed. The banter one for example, I can never tell when someone is joking or serious and I get hurt to begin with. Even when I know they're joking it still hurts and I tell myself "why are you hurt over this they were only joking" but I can't get over it for some reason. Also, sometimes I say something that I think sounds fair and sensitive and I end up being disciplined/fired for it. Or someone will say something to me and everyone else will be like "why didn't you stand up for yourself" and I'll be like "what? They were only talking to me" I'd later find they were taking the piss or dealing a subtle but harsh insult and it went right over my head.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Eukaryote11]
    #18755118 - 08/25/13 01:03 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1. I love dancing
2.People are often shocked by my dance skillz cause I don't really look like I could dance
3.I earn my living doing outdoor recreation(skiing and biking)
4.I have a mustache and there is nothing wrong with that.
5. I live at 8000 ft


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: JesusIsLord] * 1
    #18755732 - 08/25/13 03:55 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

I couldn't think of things that are strictly unique to my self....I'm sure some others experience these sorts of things, no doubt, but I've only talked to few that do.



1....I've never been able to hear lyrics in music, regardless of how clearly or slowly they're sang. I either hear the music and the lyrics fade into the music like an instrument, or I try my hardest to hear the lyrics and I can't hear the music. So I don't listen to any music with lyrics, and if there are vocals it's strictly female because I like the pitch/tone of the female voice.



2....Everywhere I go I'm constantly experiencing a different feel-vibe-mood that directly correlates to where I am. Every house/building, every hallway, every room, every part of a room, every city block, every mile of road or open highway, every single place/space I go I experience a unique "feeling" of sorts that the place/space radiates to me. So anytime I'm moving I experience this constant flow & flux of feelings, I think this gives me my good sense of direction. I also experience this in dreams. Every place I go to or have been in my dreams has a different feel about it, and I remember the feelings of every single place I've ever been to in my dreams. So I know where I am and can navigate the places I go in my dreams with ease since I know exactly where I am based solely off the "feel" of the place.



3....I don't think in words and don't have much of an internal voice, or I do so very minimally. My thought process consists of a constant flow of images, concepts, patterns, abstractions I can't explain, and feelings that I have no words for. Words/verbally speaking only comes out after I've processed/translated the images/concepts/patterns into words. Words are handy for sharing ideas, but I think words, or thinking/having thought in words really gets in the way of things/understanding.



4.....I thoroughly enjoy sensory input to the point of being obsessive or compelled to repeat a sensory input over and over. I'll repeatedly smell things over and over. If I see something I've never smelled or touched before, I'll sniff it over and over and/or rub & feel it over and over again (sometimes even chew on it a little bit just to see it's texture). I explore my surroundings/environment very much so with all my senses. At the same time, I find certain sensory things painful or incredibly abrasive, such as fluorescent lights, the sound of V-Twin harley style motorcycle engines, lots of people talking at once, cars on a freeway, etc....



5.....I've been having lucid dreams, and exploring the realms of dreams with damn near no effort since I was about 5 years old. I have experienced the entire gamut of sleep related phenomena. I have been smoking small amounts of cannabis daily for years and I still dream vividly and lucidly almost every single night with little to no effort to do so.





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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: openmind]
    #18755788 - 08/25/13 04:11 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1. I can pretty much remember any and everything that I read or hear. My best friend gets a real kick out of the stuff I can remember.

2. Sometimes I hear this amazing music in my head that I know everyone else would like instantly if they heard it. Thing is I'm not musically inclined so I can't replicate what I hear. It just comes to me sometimes.

3. I'm an Israelite. I try to follow God fully but here lately is appears i'm dangerously close to losing my salvation. I won't give up though.

4. I have a lot of patience and i'm long suffering. Things that would normally pile up on people and drive them crazy actually does the opposite for me. I have a breaking point but it's extremely high up. One of the ways I stay patient is I try to see the good in everything that happens. Because if something happened, God allowed it. And all things work for good!

5. No matter how I may act on here, i'm actually caring and compassionate on people in real life. I'm the type of guy that if you needed 20 dollars and it was all I had in my name, I'd give it to you. And wouldn't even ask you to pay me back. Not trying to boast but it's true.


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: JesusIsLord]
    #18755841 - 08/25/13 04:22 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1.  It's rare I can be bare foot.  I get the heebie jeebies if I walk on sand with bare feet.  Just hits nerves a certain way and it's extremely uncomfortable :shrug:

2. So far, I haven't been able to experience the same emotional response as friends and family when a close family member/friend dies.  The thought of losing my parents though...I have a feeling that will invoke a response when it happens.  Makes me sad to think about.  But grandmas, grandpas, uncles, best friends...doesn't do a lot for me. As stated in another thread, I can sense and feed of emotions easly, so I feel much more hurt seeing the people hurt around me. SO MUCH pain, it hurts for me to see people like that.  I rarely go to funerals

I don't have five "unique" things about me.  Those are the only 2 i can think of


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Masked]
    #18755861 - 08/25/13 04:28 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

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Masked said:
2. So far, I haven't been able to experience the same emotional response as friends and family when a close family member/friend dies.  The thought of losing my parents though...I have a feeling that will invoke a response when it happens.  Makes me sad to think about.  But grandmas, grandpas, uncles, best friends...doesn't do a lot for me. As stated in another thread, I can sense and feed of emotions easly, so I feel much more hurt seeing the people hurt around me. SO MUCH pain, it hurts for me to see people like that.  I rarely go to funerals




I'm the same exact way and I've thought about that many times. I used to feel guilty about not being grief-stricken, but the only people in my family who have really died are grandparents, aunts, and uncles who I rarely ever saw, and they died when I was younger so I never really had the chance to get close to them and be attached to them. I cry sometimes just THINKING about how things would be if my parents died, especially after seeing my dad go through the grief of losing his parents a few years ago and seeing him not be the same since. :sad:

Funerals make me uncomfortable, and it makes me uncomfortable to be in hospitals and around sick people. It also makes me uncomfortable to be around someone who is having a hard time with life, or who has had something bad or traumatic happen to them, if I am not very close to that person. I feel like I suck at expressing my condolences and all I can manage to spit out is something generic sounding, which I feel like is a slap in the face to the person because I couldn't come up with anything better to say. :frown:


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Re: 5 unique things about you yourself and selfyou. [Re: Ballerium]
    #18755896 - 08/25/13 04:39 PM (10 years, 5 months ago)

1. I love drugs yet i live for God

2. Grew up living with my grandparents who were hardcore Christians PLUS my parents who on the other hand were poly drug addict of heroin and cocaine. This is why I am so fucked in the head.

3. Money has no real value to me

4. I am responsible for a death


5 i don't give a fuck


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


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