Hi all
My first post here, so first off hello and I hope all are well.
Prior to this trip I had tried LSD on 5 occasions around 5 years ago, I enjoyed it at first but for whatever reason I found acid to be a bit of an invasion and I got bored of it.
I am a heavy cannabis user, daily and have been for just under 10 years.
Recently my old man cam into some liberty caps, around 2g dried. I decided to give them a try with a friend so we made a tea but achieved nothing more than an energetic stone with a sense of well being, certainly no tripping though. I personally came into possession of 3.8g of dried B+ cubensis this week. My tripping partner was unavailable for a week or so, so I decided to try a low dose and have a blaze one night to just get a light body high etc.
The evening arrived and I hadn't eaten for about 5 hours, so I dropped 0.7g at 9.15pm and sparked up a fatty, I decided to watch 'The Matrix' as I like the movie and when watching it before while smoking some lightly opiated hashish I had some epic philosophical moments, I was hoping for something similar. Anyway 2 and a half hours passed and nothing had happened, I was pretty gutted. I skinned up a last joint before bed and smoked it, upon finishing the joint I decided to just lay back on my sofa for a while. As soon as my head hit the arm of the sofa it began lol.
11.50pm
I had no come up, I just felt that unmistakable gut feeling verging on nausea as my consciousness began to be pulled from under my feet. It came on so quick my initial thought was 'whoaah too fucking fast' at which point the rush stopped and I was in another world. I could not believe I was tripping this much from 0.7g and found this absolutely hilarious but like many of the thoughts which followed the feeling of sheer comedy was so deep my laugh sounded more like I had been winded because there was too much to get out. I also found it funny that I'd planned to watch the matrix and have some complicated thought processes about life and here it was so simple no matrix required!
The majority of this trip was CEV's while I lay in dark silence sprawled out in ecstasy on my sofa, I saw a lot of geometry but not all kaleidoscopic, and a lot of colour. At several points I found myself in different places, some of which I felt for no reason where the 5th dimension but that realization was in itself ecstatic and hilarious in its obviousness. I really felt in heaven at one point when I was in a sort of pinkish/orange hued place with waterfalls of clouds that had rainbows flowing through them. When I had that mental orgasm mushrooms began to appear, jumping from my nowhere into my right side of vision and then multiplying out. I automatically began asking them questions, one of which was "What is your purpose?" to which they replied "why do you assume a purpose is required?", this caused a cascade of understanding that all my life I was so focussed on all things including myself having a purpose that I had ignored the simple beauty of things just being. From this point I asked another question I cant remember yet but they answered "yes", now it wasn't a question that 'yes' would normally answer but it was quite profound and I then understood that whether these mushrooms were real and I was talking to them or it was my own subconscious producing the image what this meant was we spend too much time looking for the right answers to life when we don't really know the right questions to ask about it, all the answers lie literally at our feet. I wish I could explain that deeper but I'm still unwrapping that present.
Other CEV's included seeing a giant statue of a sitting pharaoh made of what I would call perfect crystal, it was transparent but it had an almost ivory glare at times that would blend with the spectrum's of light passing through him at different angles. I briefly appeared before a gigantic black tarantula like space craft, almost like something from transformers. I felt dwarfed in its presence but not intimidated, it gave me the impression it had bigger fish to fry than me and I didn't want to be around to see what was going down with it so soon left. Final CEV came from me being in complete awe at this place wherever it was and finding the awe funny, it occurred to me their might be a comedy level somewhere out there. Instantly my visuals pulled me to the front of an orange glowing auditorium guarded by two faceless creatures, I could hear infinite high frequency laughter echoing within. The thought of this comedy club in another dimension creased me and the bouncers called out "Not from round here are you mate? You got any i.d? Didn't think so, we don't serve your type here, on you go" The fact I was hysterical at the front door let me accept the fact I wasn't going in, what would happen if I heard a joke on that level? I'd probably explode! One for another trip I reckon.
After the first waves drew back I had to turn on a light and skin up, I had OEV's similar to my acid experiences, wheels of patterns, things waving and bending, my hands looking very fuzzy when skinning up, and also I noticed how much a wrinkled rizla paper looks like mountain ranges from above, this gave me great delight as I associated getting high of the joint like climbing a mountain after that. After smoking the lights went off again and I went back into my own world of colours and geometry. I managed to listen to some dub music towards the end of the trip and that was interesting watching sound in your head.
At one point I had an image of the/a universe and as I was breathing(and fuck me I could breathe deep that night!) it felt like the breath was turning the wheels of existence, also I think my centre of conscious shifted at one point to my centre because while seeing these billion galaxies rotating I moved my leg and saw galaxies spinning off in fractals in the same movement as my leg, at the time their was no distinction between the two, I felt very centred and again it was quite profound.
Overall I had an extremely profound night of spiritual and philosophical revelation dressed in comedy rainbows on a stage of light. the thing I loved most was that I always thought the more you knew about yourself or life the heavier it got, on mushrooms I somehow understood how you could know everything and be so free and full of light and energy, it wasn't a burden at all.
And that from 0.7g? Maybe its just my metabolism or something.
I have noticed since then that my eyes see differently, not in a bad or distracting way but if I look at something for a few seconds I can pick up purple and green hues on edges and curves as well as seeming more sensitive to seeing light spectrum, for example a cd now seems to look a lot more intense that it did. I also have felt a lot lighter in general and not so burdened with unneccesary thoughts or anxiety. I still have an anxiety inducing thought but I can feel it like the path is blocked and it cant reach my adrenal gland and cant send me fight or flight anymore without good reason.
I don't really know what level trip I would class that as but 0.7g doent seem massive and I did from time to time still know who I was and that I was witnessing something but at points I was definitely gone. I look forward to reading a lot of other trip reports on here and perhaps the future exploration of this magical plant, especially as I still have 3.1g left!
Thanks for reading and I hope it made some sort of sense, if not sorry but I also discovered English isn't really suitable for communicating a lot of info.
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