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Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts--you have GOT to hear this 1
#18708392 - 08/15/13 09:50 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Not another "Yay DXM" thread. It's time to be fucking serious about this shit before we see another DXM Ben.
It's been awesome reveling with the more open-minded of you in how awesome DXM can be. I've really enjoyed sharing stories and to a lesser extent, techniques and tips. It's been especially awesome seeing my DXM thread become the go-to hub (at least lately) for DXM, plus I feel good that we're concentrating it there instead of jamming up the pub or TPE forums.
That said, this shit is not a joke and furthermore, shit may be getting real for me today.
I find out in a couple hours the possible presence of, and therein the extent of, damage I've done to my liver with this shit.
There are shroomerites on here also with health scars due to DXM use. Another guy who, like me, has clearly been toeing the line of addiction has just recently found out his bloodwork is wonky due to abusing this drug.
Another, who I won't name, has problems with liver enzymes. Problems with liver enzymes 10 years after he last dosed.
There are plenty of cases, too, of users, especially younger ones of the pure ("research chemical") version of DXM, actually dying because of this. Would you even be willing to leave this world over DXM of all things? I'd be fucking embarrassed.

Guys, read this. We can have our fun, especially with EXTREME CAUTION AND MODERATION, but using this drug presents a potentially huge cost to our health, our social well-being, and to our family, friends, and other loved ones.
http://voiceofthevictims.blogspot.com/2006/01/dxm-and-death-letter-written-by.html
Seriously, read that and imagine your mom, dad, aunt, foster parents, brother, sister, friends sending a message in a bottle to the great, wide, internet hoping to
DXM is fun, BUT IT IS NOT A FUCKING GAME, IS NOT TO BE TAKEN LIGHTLY, and make no mistake: there will be consequences
I've fielded several lines of inquiry in my PMs and message box asking for advice on extractions, potentiations, etc and I quit responding to them.
Do you know why?
Because I've gotten just as many people (many of whom I suspect don't want to bring it up in the open forums) who paid SEVERELY for using DXM just like I did and just like some of you do.

And they're not mad.
They're not judging me.
They're scared for me.
And quite frankly, it's about fucking time I listen. I'll leave you with the two most prominent--de facto even--documents on harm and harm reduction.
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/dxm_health1.shtml
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/dxm/dxm_health2.shtml
You'll notice even in the second document where he contends that the brain lesions are likely not an issue, he says we simply don't have good positive affirmation of them. They may happen--he's merely pointing out a weakness in extrapolating what we observe in rats to the human brain (not to mention the dosage difference).
He also says, at the most liberal, that DXM can *maybe* be a once or twice a month thing safely.
That's it. Not twice a week, not every weekend, and (god help my liver) not 3-4 times a week for a month. Doing this daily even for a month is sufficient to cause permanent, observable heart damage.
I hope you guys make better choices than I did and please send vibes to the mushroom Jesus that I got away with it health-wise, this one, last time.
DXM is a several-times-in-a-lifetime experience and I hope those of you inclined towards it keep it that way.
Seriously, we don't want anyone else falling the way our old member here, DXM Ben did.
Edited by st1llnox (08/15/13 10:01 AM)
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: st1llnox] 5
#18708405 - 08/15/13 09:56 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: rulesq]
#18708417 - 08/15/13 09:59 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Fuck. Didn't know we already had a graemlin for that
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ive never done DXM ive always had bud or something but am highly fascinated by it stillnox ad its effects,extractions and so forth..
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: Doctor Sponge]
#18708530 - 08/15/13 10:38 AM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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learning sponge said: ive never done DXM ive always had bud or something but am highly fascinated by it stillnox ad its effects,extractions and so forth..
I think most people of our kind should try it out a couple times and that it has a lot to offer, but only insofar as one goes into it with my original post in mind and with the understanding that it's not something you can replace weed with for your 5x/week high.
I really like your name learning sponge . Might've said that before but that's okay.
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: st1llnox]
#18710544 - 08/15/13 06:09 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ya'll aren't gettin' away with letting this message sink that easy.
In other words, BUMP AND HEED, NIG NOGS
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: st1llnox] 4
#18710593 - 08/15/13 06:18 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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this thread again So have you decided when your going to stop using DXM
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: st1llnox]
#18710646 - 08/15/13 06:27 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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So did the test come back?
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: goldcaphunter]
#18710663 - 08/15/13 06:30 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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DXM is one of the most worthless dissociatives anyway. I've had great experiences on it but there's much more value in other dissociatives IMO.
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: JoieDeVivre]
#18710679 - 08/15/13 06:33 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Agreed, DXM wasn't even fun for me. MXE on the other hand is one of my all time favorite drugs.
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: goldcaphunter]
#18710684 - 08/15/13 06:33 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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is dxm like dmt?
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: dontknow]
#18710693 - 08/15/13 06:36 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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volcomstoner said: Agreed, DXM wasn't even fun for me. MXE on the other hand is one of my all time favorite drugs.
Hey, it's one of mine too!  
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dontknow said: is dxm like dmt?
Not at all, two completely different classes of drugs.
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: JoieDeVivre]
#18710710 - 08/15/13 06:38 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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JoieDeVivre said:
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dontknow said: is dxm like dmt?
Not at all, two completely different classes of drugs.
they both start with D a was jw 'cos i recently met someone who is wanting me to try their dmt
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: dontknow] 2
#18710942 - 08/15/13 07:20 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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drugs don't work like letters and cryptograms do.
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: volcomstoner]
#18710965 - 08/15/13 07:26 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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volcomstoner said: Agreed, DXM wasn't even fun for me. MXE on the other hand is one of my all time favorite drugs.
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dontknow said: is dxm like dmt?
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JoieDeVivre said: Not at all, two completely different classes of drugs.
It is... don't listen to Joie. totally kidding--I came up with "this must be what DMT is like" when I first hit the upper (read: ego death) plateaus of DXM and I was on cam chat with the whole DTC crew... Salomon took extreme intellectual offense to this so now I bring it up here and there for him to trip over 
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volcomstoner said: Agreed, DXM wasn't even fun for me. MXE on the other hand is one of my all time favorite drugs.
Dude IDK when I'm going to quit it. I didn't find out about my liver today as apparently I was seeing a therapist, not my new psychiatrist so I find out next week. I don't think this will have any significant bearing on my immortality (I'm not being drunkenly grandiose again; vegetarians simply do not die... scientific fact!) but I'm still a little nervous.
I'm not worried in the slightest about brain damage, although I'd be lying to you guys if I didn't say I was extremely tempted to go get a couple bottles right now, and I may in fact.
Volcomstoner, you're a good dude and it's a good point to ask when I'm going to quit DXM.
The thing is, I'm WAY down, like 85% down on it or more, so between it continually falling further to the wayside of my drug hobby and the fact that--as you alluded to and many others have--I will likely be plain bored with it once I've tried LSD or Shrooms, I think it's safe to say I'm out of the "danger zone" with my use of this drug.
BUT, not to allay the caring help from shroomerites who've been trying to shepherd me from my own decisions with this, I realize all I ever have to do is say, "Fuck it, I'm moving back into the dextroverse" and I'm going to end up worse off than I've been before.
I do think I'm going to trip tonight. I'll send prayers to The Mushroom Jesus that my weed guy comes through, although it's not like I'm helpless (definitely not: I need methadone now, doc, or you know I'm getting heroin!-type thing).
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: st1llnox]
#18710975 - 08/15/13 07:28 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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yeah, drug addicts are EXACTLY that... helpless.
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: akira_akuma]
#18710992 - 08/15/13 07:33 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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You just tripped the other night, and now you're going to do it again tonight, but you're breaking up with DXM but you're still just going to do it occasionally..
You are just all over the place.
I'm a bad alcoholic, I know addiction, so I'm not looking down on you or anything (in case it comes across like that). It wasn't, and remains to not be easy for me to just say no.. I want to say "just this once" or "only once in a blue moon" but it never works out that way. It becomes bi-weekly, then every other day, then every day. I had to just say "no" and cut it all off.
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Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts--you have GOT to hear this
So you have learned and concluded that DXM and syrup trips are bad for you. This observation seems trivial in a world where we drink beer, smoke cigarettes, and enjoy plenty of other experiences/habits that may hurt the body. People also base jump, fight for sport, and, similarly to drug use, partake in activities that may harm the body.
It is every adults responsibility(everyone is an adult on the shroomery) to research these sort activities, but alas, you are the helpful messenger who fights for prevention. Cheers to yourself.

Will your next campaign defy keg stands at college parties?

But your right. It just sounds corny and desperate is all.
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Edited by XUL (08/15/13 07:46 PM)
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Re: Attention DXM/syrup enthusiasts [Re: XUL]
#18711290 - 08/15/13 08:32 PM (10 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yo st1llnox have you tried shrooms or any other psyches yet? I may be confusing you with someone else or just completely delusional but I swear I remember you saying somewhere that you've never even tried shrooms?
If you have tried them then disregard the following
DXM is fun and all and has its value but it doesn't hold a candle to Mushrooms and Acid.... If you really can't go without catching a buzz you should really try to find some cid or mushies. I think it will help set your mind straight more than dex at least IME.
The one time I dexed I could see how easily it could be to slip into addiction with it because I felt so disconnected and removed from my life, my worries, and my problems. With Cid and Mushrooms it forces all the issues in your life to explode before your eyes and brain in psychedelic fireworks. You can't escape your sorrows with cid, I've tried way too many times and failed every time. 
If you have tried Cid or shrooms and you still prefer the syrup then I don't know what to tell ya. Different strokes for different folks I guess. 
 
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