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starfungi
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Confession
#1825076 - 08/18/03 02:42 AM (20 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hi, I just feel like telling the whole world I just dropped E for the first time!!! Did it last weekend and oh my god that was soooo beautiful!!! I can easily say that I have never ever felt so good in my entire life!!! Magical! I am going to live on this experience and carry it with me for a long long time! I know I can't take it often, and i don't want to. I don't care if this is the only time i will have ever taken it. Just knowing that you can feel this good is enough for me! Even though it was last week I still feel on top of the world, reborn, richer! I think this opened more than a few doors inside me. Such a wake up call! From now on I will always smile more, cause it feels great, it's highly contagious and it will ultimately make this world a happier place! Peace!!!
Edited by starfungi (08/18/03 02:47 AM)
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Strumpling
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hehe I haven't done this stuff because I'm afraid to find out how awesome it feels
Sounds like you had a blast - I'm glad you're looking to practice extreme moderation
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SummerBreeze
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Oh dear, someone sounds like they're about to turn into a Pill Monster(tm)!
I'd say that 90% of people, i include myself in this, started out sayin' the same thing. "Only at parties/special occassions, blah, blah". Ballix! Yeah, in the beginin' when your still gettin' "Loved up", your like that, and it would be fantastic if it were like that all the time. I started eatin' only half the pill in a night, split the other half with a friend. Now we, as a group, pass pills with rounds of drinks, "whats yours? A pint, Here take one'a'these'an'all!" Feck but i'd love to be where you are at the moment! My first few times takin' E were the best i could ever have hoped for. The dancin', the laughin', the lovin'! Pills, thrills and belly aches abound! I'm not sayin' that the magic is gone but my tolerence has increaed quite a bit and it takes a few to get me off'on'one.
I've just read this back and it sounds slightly condesending, that was not the intention.
"Hey Mr.Pharmisist help me please, I love my vitimain E, Oh, Mr.Pharmisist".
The Other-Half.'66
-------------------- "Must'nt Grumble!".
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JacquesCousteau
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I wrote this the other day after rolling on MDA (what a fucking experience, it's like rolling with hardcore visuals, awesome open-eye stuff, like people turning into life-like-textured cartoons) Anyway, I think it expresses what SummerBreeze was saying pretty well:
You took one to feel better Now you just take it to feel like things are back to normal though it seems you've lost the wheel
I wonder if this started when you first started the game Nothing's back to normal, consistency's hidden the blame
Could it be that what we start is only the demise of happiness in mind and heart you see it wave goodbye
You see it wave goodbye.
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starfungi
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He he... don't worry summerbreeze! I'm honestly not the addictive/overconsuming type. And I know if I take it often i will loose the magic (and maybe my brain). And the last thing I want to do is to use up all these amazing feelings on a few occations over the next couple of months, trust me on that. I will live on this one experience for a long time! Hell, i'm the kinda guy that don't even quench my thirst unless i'm *really* thirsty because I know it tastes so much better then (feel free to call me a weirdo )! I know it's worth the wait.
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tak
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MDA is the shiznizzle.
-------------------- The DJ's took pills to stay awake and play for seven days.
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Fungushungry
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Re: Confession [Re: tak]
#1828012 - 08/18/03 08:52 PM (20 years, 7 months ago) |
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Plur!
-------------------- "Early man walked away As modernman took control There mind's weren't all the same And to conquer was their goal So he built his great empire And he slaughtered his own kind He died a confused man And killed himself in his own mind"
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SummerBreeze
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StarFungi, get them down ye! Seratonia(sp), whats that? Sure you can always eat prozaic! Dont listen to me i'm a cranky 'ould fecker. The question of seritona(sp) levels in the brain has yet to be studied in full in connection with MDMA usage. What i'm tryin' to say here is that we ARE the experiment. We ARE the guinepigs. So come on Star Fungi, get with the program and help with the tests. EAT MORE PILLS!
-------------------- "Must'nt Grumble!".
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Infrared
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mdma is beautiful the first couple times you do it. after years of use ive found it to be a very shallow drug. it gives me no insight really, its just an aesthetic feel real good drug. and the come down is completly gay. stick with shrooms if you are a seeker. mdma is for homosexuals. lol j/k dont any etards get all pissy.you all know its true.
-------------------- When chemistry is outlawed.. Only outlaws have chemistry
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SummerBreeze
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Re: Confession [Re: Infrared]
#1829804 - 08/19/03 01:11 PM (20 years, 7 months ago) |
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What?!? Yeah, i'm gettin' pissy! Ectasy only for gays! Pah! Ok, so maybe it entered the mainstream scene through gay clubs and fruity House music, but i think its a great drug. MDMA powder that you can get here quite cheaply is very, very enjoyable. I will agree with what you say about it bein' an aesthetic drug, but dont we all need a'bit'a'that sometimes?
-------------------- "Must'nt Grumble!".
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Infrared
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hey man what ever floats your boat. but you cant deny that mdma makes you love everything, and that would include guys. ive seen many staright guys say they love other guys and get a little too pyshical while on mdma. the universe is made out of equal amounts of love and hate. thats why i like shrooms better you see the univers for what it is. not just one side of the equation. the world has some very dark things and pyschedlics make me appreciate the beatuy in even the dark, not only the good. this kinda explains my view, i dont fell like writing forever because i could
-------------------- When chemistry is outlawed.. Only outlaws have chemistry
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starfungi
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Re: Confession [Re: Infrared]
#1830802 - 08/19/03 05:20 PM (20 years, 7 months ago) |
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Beautiful is the word!!! And i'm quite confident with my sexuality, so i don't have to worry about maybe acting gay... I really don't care. But how long until the chemicals are completely gone out of the system? It's been 5 days since i took it, and I feel absolutely on top of the world! Like my brain had a big spring cleaning or something. I'm much happier, more social, got more energy and less worried than I used to be! I don't feel like drinking, smoking dope or taking more E or whatever. I just want to stay this way naturally, if possible. I'm very aware of that the pendulum might swing soon, but i'm just curious if this is still the afterglow or is it natural?
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Sev
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Maybe you're lucky and you've just been permanantly reprogrammed.
-------------------- "Do we want the stars? We can have them. Can we borrow cups of fire from the sun? We can and must and light the world." --"On the Shoulders of Giants", Ray Bradbury All of my posts are full of fiction and blatant lies.
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Dao_Monkey
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Re: Confession [Re: Sev]
#1846056 - 08/24/03 05:36 PM (20 years, 7 months ago) |
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I had my first E in Koh Samui at a black moon party last February. My god, it was best I have ever felt on a drug, but then again I had also washed it down whopping doublehandful of shrooms. I remember bugging out thinking that everyone could smell me (I hadn't washed my clothes for a month - doing the whole filthy backpacker thing) so I left my friends dancing and sat under a tree on the beach to ponder the universe as you do. My friends found me still under the tree 9hrs later. It felt too good for me to ever want to take it again. Think I'll stick with hallucinogens.
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I_Stain_Blue
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mdma is a hallucinogen
-------------------- Be Here Now
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Strumpling
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and its often "cut" with other substances like mescaline and stuff, from what I hear
-------------------- Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me. In addition: SHPONGLE
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Dao_Monkey
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yeah, sorry, I meant things like shrooms, acid, salvia, datura...
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DailyPot
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Ecstacy isn't only for gays, but I do admit after I tryed it at some point in the next few days I got pissed for how 'pussy' it made me feel. Lovey huggy happiness just doesn't feel very manly But w/e I got over that, its BS to be anti-E for that reason.
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starfungi said: I know I can't take it often, and i don't want to. I don't care if this is the only time i will have ever taken it. Just knowing that you can feel this good is enough for me! Even though it was last week I still feel on top of the world, reborn, richer! I think this opened more than a few doors inside me. Such a wake up call! From now on I will always smile more, cause it feels great, it's highly contagious and it will ultimately make this world a happier place!
I feel the same way about it, sort of heh. Like its very cool and everything and I was scared of it thinking if you feel uber-happiness then you'll be instantly addicted but I tryed it and as much as I loved the moment its not like I care to recreate it. Very strange, you'd think w/ something so fun you would want to do it again but I have no cravings what so ever
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starfungi said: Beautiful is the word!!! But how long until the chemicals are completely gone out of the system? It's been 5 days since i took it, and I feel absolutely on top of the world! Like my brain had a big spring cleaning or something. I'm much happier, more social, got more energy and less worried than I used to be! I don't feel like drinking, smoking dope or taking more E or whatever. I just want to stay this way naturally, if possible. I'm very aware of that the pendulum might swing soon, but i'm just curious if this is still the afterglow or is it natural?
The chemicals are completely out in afew days (2-3 I think) but after afew hours they're no longer mood altering. Its just that you've changed, like the way people do after they go on vacation and have a really good time I actully stopped doing drugs and the 'usless' stuff abit after rolling also, but I did that after tripping too. I got the whole make life great and be natural and go out hiking thing hehe. I dont think I'd call it natural tho heh or an afterglow, atleast not a chemical one. But that will last awhile since its not chemical, only you, time, or horrible events in your life will get rid of it
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I_Stain_Blue said: mdma is a hallucinogen
As much as weed is
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Infrared
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Re: Confession [Re: DailyPot]
#1850262 - 08/25/03 11:47 PM (20 years, 7 months ago) |
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mdma is a weak hallucinogen. personally my idea of an awesome experience is with shrooms, dmt, or mescaline. these are bliss to me. if you get something out of x then keep doin it. im not into the whole etard raver scene though, seems kinda lame.
-------------------- When chemistry is outlawed.. Only outlaws have chemistry
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Sev
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Strumpling said: and its often "cut" with other substances like mescaline and stuff, from what I hear
Pft. I wouldn't say it's often cut with mescaline, since that's a rather rare and rather highly desired substance...
That's like saying the shrooms you usually find on the street are dusted with acid. If they had acid, they'd just sell it as acid.
-------------------- "Do we want the stars? We can have them. Can we borrow cups of fire from the sun? We can and must and light the world." --"On the Shoulders of Giants", Ray Bradbury All of my posts are full of fiction and blatant lies.
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