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 Re: As it starts to melt....  [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
#1823474 - 08/17/03 06:52 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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#1823519 - 08/17/03 07:05 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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damm man, hope things get better
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Re: As it starts to melt.... [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
#1823524 - 08/17/03 07:06 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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Well, for what it's worth, I've read lots of your posts in the Cultivation forums, and I'd say you're one of the more knowledgable (and coolest!  ) members here..and I hope this doesn't discourage you! Best of luck, dude!
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#1823575 - 08/17/03 07:23 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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I suggest going camping next time you dose that high. That way you won't destroy your grow op, or your house. You might tear down your tent, and lose a few things, but hey, it's easy enough to sort out in the morning.
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Re: As it starts to melt.... [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
#1823576 - 08/17/03 07:24 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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you should right a trip report!!!!
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#1823583 - 08/17/03 07:26 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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pic up those poor little mushies lieng on the floor and make sure theyr bodys get a proper bariel in someones stomach
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Re: As it starts to melt.... [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
#1823714 - 08/17/03 08:05 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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as soon as you added "I hope!" to that one message, I was wondering if it would turn a bit sour on ya..
This is why I only move to use the restroom on large doses; because destroying things I've built/worked for can feel REALLY GOOD on shrooms - I think it has to do with the extreme feeling I get on shrooms that "I am all I need" and the rest of the shit around me could be disposed of but I'd still be OK.
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#1823779 - 08/17/03 08:28 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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What do you think happened? How much of it do you remember? Sounds like a scary night.
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Re: As it starts to melt.... [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
#1824173 - 08/17/03 10:40 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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I dont like you to feel that way. You are good friend and a good man. I truly feel for you and I love you too. I want you to get better and get back to the happy side of psilocybin. Im here for you and everything is going to be alright.
 
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Re: As it starts to melt.... [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
#1824201 - 08/17/03 10:54 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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Shit thats crazy, you really eat 18 dry grams? The closest thing ive got to that was, I was seeing devils, demons, snakes, dragons, massive amounts of bugs, and was walking around in my boxers, smokin a blunt drinkin beer, and poking myself with a knife, saying "Did you know you were the devil"
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#1824432 - 08/18/03 12:06 AM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sounds like you've had a classic Hell Trip. I've had those -- a long, long, time ago -- the important thing is that you came out the other side, and that you seem to have your mental faculties. Learn from it, grow, and move on!
They're not really bad. They can be really good for burning off the excess baggage that we all carry around with us. They can be a way of blowing all the cobwebs out of one's mental cylinders, and tearing through all the excess tape-loops that strangle and choke our being. At least that's how I look at them, but that sort of heroic optimism should be the ultimate lesson, if one is to evolve...
I guess...
This is shit that I usually talk about outside of very select and chosen company. The key thing is, that you'll be alright, and it's probably a good thing as soon as you get some distance and perspective on it!
Everyone should be careful, and respect this stuff! Especially those larger doses. Preparation; set and setting; and a guide...
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Re: As it starts to melt.... [Re: LiL_KuSsH]
#1824482 - 08/18/03 12:22 AM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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I had a trip that was similar to that. AMT was the drug used in my case. I took an insane amount one time.
In my "visions", blood was going all over the place. I had to fight 40+ "demons" while having an out of body experience in multi-dimensional spherical vision. There were tons of loud screams. A woman was raped in this vision. A 12 year-old had his skull smashed in by these demons and blood exploded all over the place. All in clear detail. There's a lot more to this but I was just going to post the parts that related to your experience.
BTW, I ended up smashing through the steel bedframe on my bed and destroying a few minor things. I know that you gain "superhuman strength" (Lack of muscle inhibitions, I believe) under heavy doses, but it still amazes me that the steel was destroyed like that.
Anyways, the trip ended up being the best thing that has ever happened to me. I skipped telling the good parts because they would take quite a while to explain.
Good luck in the future.
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#1824514 - 08/18/03 12:34 AM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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When I was young, and used to take the "big doses," it was in the late seventies, and I was fortunate enough to have some good people around me, who were young adults in the sixties, so they were good guides, and they showed me "the ropes."
It's a lot of shit you can't explain, you just have to be shown, and then you know. But they were very good guides, and they helped me build a good framework, which helped me use my psychedelic experiences for the betterment of myself.
I'm not very active in "the culture" anymore -- at least in a public way -- and it often seems to me, anymore, that the concept of guides, mentoring, and respect for psychedelics, seems to have been abandoned. It seems a lot of this all fell apart with the rave culture of the late eighties and nineties, which seemed to be based more on pure hedonism then on the spirituality of psychedelics. It seems a shame, really...
I dunno, I'm just thinking aloud...
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