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 Re: One of the saddest days of my life  [Re: joemolloy]
#18131464 - 04/18/13 07:29 PM (11 years, 8 hours ago) |
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joemolloy said:
You got chains around your neck and they're seductive and sexy and euphoric. Fuck 'em. Move on. These drugs do nothing but make us screwy anyway.
I have to agree tripping and children don't seem to go hand and hand.
But I have to disagree that the only things drugs do are make us screwy. They make it much easier sometimes to improve ones perspective on life through a powerful and positive trip. Of course there are very many pros and cons.
Joe it is always a pleasure reading your artistically put together post. Heres some tits if your into that
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 joemolloy
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Don't PM me with bullshit. I don't sell or trade cactus and I don't know where you can get any, other than your mother's ass.
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Bill_Oreilly
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: joemolloy]
#18134080 - 04/19/13 06:56 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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I finally realized what joe was trying to warn us about. Hes right, all they do is make us screwy in the end. To raise a child you need to be clearheaded, sharp, smart, and energetic. Drugs do the opposite. Not to mention they put me and my son at risk when I have them laying around the house.
Yesterday was a real eye opener...I was planning to breakthrough while the baby was sleeping and have a euphoric time....I took the hits and everything was vibrating out of control refusing to let me in the pearly gates while communicating to me that I wasn't doing the right thing. Then the baby woke up crying in the next room. I ran to him and picked him up while still kind of tripping saying "I promise ill never do this to you again, I promise I just want you in my life I don't need anything else..its me and you its me and you" while rocking him back and forth. It was a very sobering moment.
I need atleast a year off. I might bury a hit in the backyard for whenever the time comes I feel responsible and rejuvenated from this epic few year run I was on with these wacky drugs.
Like said above...I got the message, now its time to hang up the phone. Will it ever ring again? Who knows.
I am blessed with an awesome life. I am comfortable with money, I have a cool wife, a perfect kid, a decent apartment, a loving family, my health...what more can I want? At this point I feel like if I continue to use drugs I do not deserve anything that I have.
Thanks joe and others for the support. Its great to know a few of you understand where I am coming from and has been here before.
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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.
It's just a shot away..
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#18134174 - 04/19/13 07:38 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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Maybe if you wouldn't try to blast off when you were supposed to be babysitting, your conscious wouldn't have gotten the better of you.
It wasn't the drugs making you do bad things.
Also, if you are worried that if you give your friends a hit or two of L they will rat, you don't actually have any friends at all.
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joemolloy
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#18134191 - 04/19/13 07:44 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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you don't actually have any friends at all.
Very few of us really do.
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Don't PM me with bullshit. I don't sell or trade cactus and I don't know where you can get any, other than your mother's ass.
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Bill_Oreilly
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: joemolloy]
#18134236 - 04/19/13 07:57 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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Well, all my friends are pussies and if they got in trouble, they would rat. fact. So I guess I don't have friends.
And the baby was sleeping, DMT lasts for 10 minutes. I was denied access not because the baby was at home while I did it, but because i had to be shown somehow that my time is over. the baby needed to wake up crying or else i wouldn't of learned the powerful lesson that nothing is worth risking the safety of a child.
I hope you realize what true responsibility is one day.
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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.
It's just a shot away..
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Big L
In tall buildings
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Loc: Luxury
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#18134277 - 04/19/13 08:06 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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Whatever you have to trick yourself into believing. I know what responsibility is. I don't sell myself short. I taught myself responsibility. I didn't use drugs as a crutch to teach it to me like you did.
I hope you realize what true responsibility actually is. "Drugs told me to do it" That sounds like the logic of a responsible person.
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Bill_Oreilly
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: Big L]
#18134317 - 04/19/13 08:21 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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Drugs didn't teach me responsibility, they were a tool in which i learned it. It was still I that made the choice, not the drugs. Get real.
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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.
It's just a shot away..
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#18134512 - 04/19/13 09:19 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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I don't understand why you feel the need to chuck it all away. If it was me i'd store it all in a safe place for a rainy day. You know, when the kids not around. Get a babysitter once in a while. Don't get why you have to choose between the two.
Also the cops don't know shit, stop giving them credit. And as someone already mentioned what kinda shitty friends do you have? My advice.. keep the drugs, lose the friends ..and the kid. 
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: Krackatus]
#18134612 - 04/19/13 09:50 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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are the drugs destroyed yet . iom sure there are enough shroomerites hhere that are willing to receive some lucy by mail
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Re: One of the saddest days of my life [Re: hidenseek1]
#18134824 - 04/19/13 10:59 AM (10 years, 11 months ago) |
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