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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: liquidlounge]
    #17994850 - 03/22/13 01:00 PM (11 years, 8 days ago)

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Who would win at poker if the 3 of us were trippin?




So I post the best youtube video ever, and absolutely in tune with the topic, and this is what you respond with?



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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #17994873 - 03/22/13 01:07 PM (11 years, 8 days ago)



Go on, keep feeding papi man.


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: Memories]
    #17994913 - 03/22/13 01:17 PM (11 years, 8 days ago)

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Memories said:
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Memories said:
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OrgoneConclusion said:
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Memories said:
OC, do you regret not having thought about death more in the past so as to become better at dealing with the inevitable anxiety?




No.




Why do you think that would have been a worse move?




I don't know if you are ignoring this question or forgot about it.




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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: liquidlounge]
    #17994927 - 03/22/13 01:21 PM (11 years, 8 days ago)

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Go on, keep feeding papi man.




You on FullTiltPoker?  I can only play for free (USA) but unless you have some serious play money it wouldn't be worth my time.


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #17995175 - 03/22/13 02:17 PM (11 years, 8 days ago)

Well, dont just let me talk to the hand then.


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #17995868 - 03/22/13 05:11 PM (11 years, 8 days ago)

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As I have been going through this trial by illness, my brother asked me, after I told him I would refuse treatmnent if it was cancer, "Do you want to die?"

Very candidly I said, "I don't know."




Assuming you find the answer to that eventually, is there anything you know you want right now?

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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: Rhizoid]
    #17996030 - 03/22/13 05:44 PM (11 years, 8 days ago)

beer


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: Icelander]
    #17999121 - 03/23/13 12:14 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

Hmm... And wow.
This thread IS actually pretty special.
Best of my wishes to ya OC.
Seems you are caught in the death bind, only inevitably so since you fear your Demise so imminent.
I have years of long days (barring some accident) left to deal with my death anxiety.
Those days are long because of it. I will certainly struggle to fill my days with positive repressive actions for the Eros to remain not schizo and as little depressed as possible. Is this THAT much better than leaping into the oblivion? Only bc life is all we know. But we all share in the same possibilities of life as too, therefore you were faced, at some point, with the same chances i am now. The only thing I have a side up on may be my lessened fear of actual life, this could be solely because of my youth, btw.
While I fear life in general for its possibilities of death I refuse to stop expanding... Because that is what healthy living must consist of... Expanding in some fashion.
Remember on your great experiences and appreciate them, if you are trying to die gracefully, that may help.  You have fought the good fight in living and not becoming insane (clinically), I will attest to that. And you may yet still win out and earn a few more years of enjoyment, I'm just laying all this out so if you do, appreciate the fuck out of those days and use them to expand as wisely as you know how.

1L


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"I'm naked and fearless... And my fear is naked."

"life isn't worth living without the threat of death"

"I got my plans in a ziploc bag, let's see how unproductive we can be"

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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: ashfiken]
    #17999280 - 03/23/13 12:59 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

That would be very unusual. When the pressure comes off we go back to the default position.


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: Icelander]
    #17999358 - 03/23/13 01:17 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

Yes as it naturally seems.
I guess if it took the pressure of slow impending death to bring to the surface it can be very easily re-repressed.
It is so prevalent in my life that the
Idea of a default position where it is not consistently (multiple
Times daily, when not purposely repressing through this or that action) rearing it's ugly head seems impossible. But here I must stop speaking bc everyone handles it quite differently apparently.. Well in a couple of different ways but in their own usually secret overall "default position".
I find my default position to be fuckin terrifying and can only seem to get a few minutes here and there of peace. And these
Only when I am fully immersed in something I
Enjoy/have passion for.

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hmm...

"I'm naked and fearless... And my fear is naked."

"life isn't worth living without the threat of death"

"I got my plans in a ziploc bag, let's see how unproductive we can be"

"nobody lives their lives fully except for bull fighters"

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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: Icelander]
    #17999363 - 03/23/13 01:18 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

Theory of Relativity

Played some racquetball this morning and during a full-on mid-point collision, an opponent drove his shoulder into my rib cage and bruised or cracked one of my floating ribs making it very hard to breath. I finished the game in pain and everyone kept asking if I was OK.

It was sort of ironic as this temporary injury doesn't even make a blip on the screen in comparison to what else is going on, but still garnered much concern.

I guess that is what everyone talks about when they say a crisis puts everything else in perspective. I know this would be considered minor even under normal circumstances, but now everything else is all small potatoes.


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #17999371 - 03/23/13 01:20 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

Next  to death And "life" everything IS small potatoes.


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"I'm naked and fearless... And my fear is naked."

"life isn't worth living without the threat of death"

"I got my plans in a ziploc bag, let's see how unproductive we can be"

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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: OrgoneConclusion] * 1
    #17999507 - 03/23/13 02:00 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

So maybe you have cancer of the butt,
And for fear of Doc sewing it shut,
You now feel its illusion,
A Foregone Conclusion
But maybe you feel like a nut.

How do you know what will happen?
Like a flag in the wind you're just flappin?
You might feel real sad,
But life's not that bad,
It can't be much worse than dirt nappin'

When you're gone you'll be missed from the forum,
If you die we'll feel short of a quorum,
Your posts just might bore some,
And some might just seem dumb,
But but without you one less won't ignore em.

In your posts you do try to enlighten,
So they might be some reason for fightin'
You dispute misinformation,
So you can fight inflammation,
And any growths in your colon may lighten!

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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #17999548 - 03/23/13 02:13 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

Hardly.  I've had cracked ribs and the pain is something to behold later on.  It can last for 6 months.  A fate worse than death. :laugh:


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: xFrockx]
    #17999554 - 03/23/13 02:15 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

Thanks for the humor! :thumbup:

Doc, please don't accidentally sew it shut. :rofl2:


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #17999633 - 03/23/13 02:46 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

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Theory of Relativity

Played some racquetball this morning and during a full-on mid-point collision, an opponent drove his shoulder into my rib cage and bruised or cracked one of my floating ribs making it very hard to breath. I finished the game in pain and everyone kept asking if I was OK.

It was sort of ironic as this temporary injury doesn't even make a blip on the screen in comparison to what else is going on, but still garnered much concern.

I guess that is what everyone talks about when they say a crisis puts everything else in perspective. I know this would be considered minor even under normal circumstances, but now everything else is all small potatoes.




So, now you are not as sensitive about a little ribbing?


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: xFrockx]
    #17999648 - 03/23/13 02:49 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

"Rectum?  Damn near killed him..."

I think there is a joke attached to that punchline...


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #17999662 - 03/23/13 02:53 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

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Theory of Relativity

Played some racquetball this morning and during a full-on mid-point collision, an opponent drove his shoulder into my rib cage and bruised or cracked one of my floating ribs making it very hard to breath. I finished the game in pain and everyone kept asking if I was OK.

It was sort of ironic as this temporary injury doesn't even make a blip on the screen in comparison to what else is going on, but still garnered much concern.

I guess that is what everyone talks about when they say a crisis puts everything else in perspective. I know this would be considered minor even under normal circumstances, but now everything else is all small potatoes.




So, now you are not as sensitive about a little ribbing?






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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: Icelander]
    #17999665 - 03/23/13 02:54 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

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Hardly.  I've had cracked ribs and the pain is something to behold later on.  It can last for 6 months.  A fate worse than death. :laugh:




The greater the pain, the more alive you are. :yesnod:


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Re: The most honest/vulnerable thread of mine here in 13 years [Re: OrgoneConclusion]
    #17999763 - 03/23/13 03:22 PM (11 years, 7 days ago)

You must have the greatest life ever then. :thumbup:


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