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atomikfunksoldier
T'was born oftrue in the yearof the cock!

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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: tak]
#1797374 - 08/10/03 03:24 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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time and change will heal everything. wait 80 years, and if you're still depressed then kill yourself.
time goes very quick to bro, so things will straighten out sooner than you think!
-------------------- enjoy the entertaining indentity i have constructed for you while you can.
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HarveyWalbanger
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: Earth_Droid]
#1798336 - 08/10/03 02:17 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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And why the fuck do you cut yourself?! I have 6 deep scars on my upper left arm for the rest of my life for that crap. Everytime I go swimming I get to tell the story of the worst time of my life.
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Adden

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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: Earth_Droid]
#1798616 - 08/10/03 03:34 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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You don't want to go to the psych ward. Trust me on this one.
Glad to hear you're feeling better. 
If you ever need anything from a man who has been down the road you're on right now, PM me and we can chat.
Be well,
2dope
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PantherionShroom
Nothing
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: tak]
#1798660 - 08/10/03 03:52 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Hey If you ever feeling like talking to someone, I will be here for you, just message me ok? And dont liseten to d4m.
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d4m0n
journeyman

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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: tak]
#1798896 - 08/10/03 05:15 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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If you got your arms, legs and eye balls melted off in some freak accident acid spill and all that was left was the top half of your tourso I will personlay throw you in the lions pit at the zoo just cuase I dont wanna see you suffering. But if its something like your girlfreind dumped you than I will just smack you upside the head just for thinking about it. Maybe if I WAS around for the ripper ordeal I coulda knocked some sense into him.
Edited by d4m0n (08/10/03 06:36 PM)
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pattern
multiplayer

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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: Earth_Droid]
#1798936 - 08/10/03 05:33 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Dude you can always talk to me online, and if you do kill yourself, I will come to the afterlife and hunt you down and give you an asskicking!! so dont do it. There are alot of people here that are alike and if we want the world to be better for us, all we gotta do is live in it.
-------------------- man = monkey + mushroom
Edited by pattern (08/10/03 05:38 PM)
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MindTrap
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: pattern]
#1798994 - 08/10/03 05:44 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Stop with the self-multilation crap. That is just going to destroy your self-esteem even more. And then when you see those scars it will just remind you of your problems.
What you really need to do is work on yourself in a productive manner.
Excercise, read a book, take a trip somewhere you haven't been, get a new job, etc. Basically just break up your destructive routine. If what you're doing isn't working for you then change something.
You need to get out of your funk or noone will want to befriend you in real life.
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Earth_Droid
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: MindTrap]
#1799335 - 08/10/03 07:19 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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MindTrap, I don't need friends that won't accept me for me regardless if I get depressed sometimes. I said I stopped self mutilation, of course it makes things worse. That is why I said cutting doesn't help. But honestly when you get depressed as I do it is very very hard to get out of a bad situation. Everything feels like a trap.
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neutralizer
Spiritual beinghaving a Humanexperience
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: Earth_Droid]
#1799490 - 08/10/03 08:16 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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That mentality is something that I was able to change about myself. I've been okay for a little over a year now and so far so good. It takes time (took me a couple years) and effort, but it is definately worth it and it is a huge growing experience. After a long time of trying and hoping to get better, for me it came to a point one day where I was actually like "fuck this, I don't want to feel this way anymore" and from then on it became much easier to pull myself up into a completely new world of emotions and attitudes and of living. It takes work, but it is a way out of that way of feeling, and it is definately well worth it. I was into self injury and i have some nice burn scars on my upper arm that'll be with me for a long time to come. I never was institutionalized and I never did attempt suicide, though I was very close, I had a plans and all. I found that time is the most important factor and can be the worst one to endure. I guess what I'm trying to say is, give it time and don't give up. Coming from someone who has been through his own version of it.
-------------------- There are things known, and there are things unknown, and in between are the doors - Morrison
Edited by neutralizer (08/10/03 08:30 PM)
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tak
geo's henchman



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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: neutralizer]
#1799784 - 08/10/03 10:00 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Friends can be bad man. The idea of a friendship is someone who is there for you, who you can both mutually kinda rely on eachother and make one another stronger. People often form friendships off something they share in common, because at that time they feel strong with that person. I know I have made friends with people because I knew no one else, and it just snowballed from there and sooner than I knew, i was around bad people messing my whole life up, but it was better than having no friends, right? ;\\\ Then some of the friends wanted stuff from me, and not give me anything in return. When i was having problems in my life, they turned thier back like it was not thier problem, how could it not be thier problem, I am thier best friend i would be there for them....I guess its not mutual. ;\ Becareful who your friends are, because relizing they are bad is 1 thing, but not relizing it, and either doing something stupid, or thinking that they dont care because of who you are, and not who they are. I dunno what im trying to say other than friends can be good and bad, remember that =]
-------------------- The DJ's took pills to stay awake and play for seven days.
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WaveRider
In search ofWisdom

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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: Earth_Droid]
#1801269 - 08/11/03 10:41 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
Earth_Droid said: I have been to so many psychiatrists and none have helped. And to top it off, I don't have a friend in the world that seems to understand me or want to listen to me.
Only you can help yourself! Life is suffering and joy, both sides are necessary. If you can see no reason to live then there will never be a reason, if you have a reason to live then that will keep you going a little longer, if you need no reason to live then you have searched inner peace. There is no reason to live but to know that you are alive, and able to experience the world for yourself. NO ONE can tell you what is right for you and the decision is your to make, no matter what is said here, they are only opinions and the only opinion that matters is yours.
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO IGNORE MY OPINION, IT IS ONLY THAT!
-------------------- "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer, the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear, permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it is gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path."
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: floridaboi101]
#1801375 - 08/11/03 11:21 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: floridaboi101]
#1801398 - 08/11/03 11:30 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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gnrm23
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: Earth_Droid]
#1801852 - 08/11/03 01:27 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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"i show you suffering... and an end to suffering..." please hang in there... suffering is part of existing as a sentient being... but so much of our suffering is caused by pointless clinging, and by needless aversion... walk on...
-------------------- old enough to know better not old enough to care
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Tomandjerry58
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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: gnrm23]
#1802218 - 08/11/03 03:03 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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2 valum and three beers should put you out for a little while. hey smoke a good fatty too. i self mutulate sometimes too. only when im really deppresed though. try to get away from your current surroundings maybe rent a hotel with a jacuzzi if you have any money and go out clubing.meet some girls or something. just think if you killed yourself you would never be able to see the sun set a pretty flower or a gourgeous girl, your children if you have any, or pins when the first come out of your casing and you know your going to have a fantastic flush or a cool breeze on summer night. when i think about those things that make me happy i could never kill myself.u have such a short life to live and life is so precious hang on to it for every thing that its worth. i can tell that your young! don't do anything a 70 year old man wouldn't do.:)
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Irradiated_Feces
doomedgeneration


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Re: Kill Myself? or Live Suffering [Re: Tomandjerry58]
#1802407 - 08/11/03 03:57 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's been said if you kill yourself you go straight back to inutero, no relief for you just another lifetime of suffering, you gotta break the chains from within.
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