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OfflineShamanSean
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I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story
    #1788156 - 08/07/03 01:30 PM (13 years, 4 months ago)

Last night i had the crazyist trip. I took 6 grames dried cubensis at 8 pm (Ive done it before and had a really good trip) Shortly after I gradually started to go crazy and I had all these evil thoughts and they were getting more and more evil. I was experiencing mass confusion. I was pacing around and rolling around and having the most evil thoughts and laughing about them. I was having homicidal thoughts and i had super human strength. I felt like I was possessed by a daemon. I could hear all these voices in my head taunting me and saying confusing shit that made no sence and I would b like "wtf" and start laughing. I was glad no one was home, I would have prably killed someone and/or ended up fighting the police and ending up in a mental ward. I cant emphasize how evil my thought process was.
I remember looking in the mirror drunk with the overwhelming power i felt saying "built to kill, built to kill" and i would laugh because i felt so powerfull that it would take an army to stop me.

Then I hurd the phone ring at around 11 pm . It must have been my neighbor wondering if i was alright or wanting to know wat all the noise was. I didnt answer of course but i quieted down real quik. I thought I was going to get raided or somthing. After the phone rang I started coming down fast. once i was relativly sober ( still could see trails, had the afterglow thinking about life) alll I could say was "whoa" I came close to really fukin up shit. I was lucky . There are memory gaps about the shit that happend last night.

Im glad I had gotten rid of my gun because last night i would have killed someone or myself. It was a trip straight from hell.

When I woke up, the only thing i can compare it too was the end of fear and loathing in las vegas, when hes in that hotel and everything is all destroyed and a mess and memories of wat happend start to come back to him.



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OfflineTheHobbit
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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: ShamanSean]
    #1788793 - 08/07/03 04:00 PM (13 years, 4 months ago)

Perhaps it brought some issues to the surface, eh? Could be a learning experience.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: TheHobbit]
    #1788838 - 08/07/03 04:15 PM (13 years, 4 months ago)

i would not call that level 5. Maybe it was. Sounds fucked up though


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: ShamanSean]
    #1788901 - 08/07/03 04:33 PM (13 years, 4 months ago)

"woah"


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: ShamanSean]
    #1788902 - 08/07/03 04:34 PM (13 years, 4 months ago)

If level 5 is defined as ego-loss ,I definitly wouldn't count that as a level 5.
Ego-loss=thoughtless existense in the moment of eternity or psychological/cognitive death. Its the "I" dissolved into the "ALL".

What you had sounds like a bunch of repressed anger come to surface in the form of homicidal rage. You retained your identity, but felt superhuman and wanted to beat and murder people.

Glad you didn't kill anybody. Have you ever tripped with other people before and if so are they still alive? :cool: 


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: chinacat72]
    #1788978 - 08/07/03 04:53 PM (13 years, 4 months ago)

i feel like beating and murdering people when im sober, lol



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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: DF2K]
    #1789668 - 08/07/03 08:23 PM (13 years, 4 months ago)

With my first Ayahuasca trip, I felt something like that -- I was alive, I was strong, I was fuckin' invincible -- but I didn't have any of that kind of rage below it. I was utterly happy and at peace with the world, which made that kind of feeling of power all the cooler.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: Sev]
    #1790969 - 08/08/03 04:22 AM (13 years, 4 months ago)

Now that im thinkin about it, when the voices started, they were talkin hella shit and pointing out all my factual cons (and saying shit that made no sence ie. making wierd noises and sounds and whenever i closed my eyes in that stage, i could see a what i suppose was a clown (he was like a cartoonish person bouncing around and hopping and sayin all these things too me. then I hurd a vehicle honk thier horn out behind my house and i thought it was one of my good friends (who dosent trip and didnt know i was trippin ; i dont tell ne one when i trip until after) so i was like "fuk well i better go tell him im trippin and he should cut out" so i went and opend my garage walked out there and my friend wasent there. The honk came from a nighbors car and there were a group of my nieghbors out there. This made me feel like an idiot in this state of mind. I imagined that they were prably thinkin about how stupid i was to think that my friend was out there. and then i came back inside and these voices wouldent let it go. they kept makin fun of me and talkin shit. thats when i started to get mad. I then got mad at the fact that someone i didnt know honked thier horn outside my house at around 10pm. and thats when all the evilness started.

I really felt like i was possed by a daemon.

And chinacat, yes i have tripped with other ppl plenty of times, this is the first time ive ever had a trip like this.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: ShamanSean]
    #1791351 - 08/08/03 09:55 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

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crazyist

grames

sence

prably

hurd

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some funny shit you comin up with. too bad it really makes you look like a fucking retard. you still trippin'? or are you possessed by an illiterate daemon?

you sound like one fucking stupid asshole. got rid of your gun? oh how clever you must feel now that you had to hide your own weapon from yourself. what good has your gun ever been?

your whole story sounds like some kind of bad dream you had, but thought of it as 'cool' anyway. the fact that you were laughing at evil thoughts and images should perhaps get you thinking. maybe you do belong in a mental ward.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: Jeroen198]
    #1791975 - 08/08/03 01:46 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

There's nothing wrong with laughing at thoughts of homicide.

Primates are nasty critters... chimpanzees'll wait up in trees all day when they aren't even hungry to pounce and kill on anything warm that walks by underneath. Including other chimpanzees!

It's not your fault.


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OfflineShamanSean
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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: MightyQuinn]
    #1792030 - 08/08/03 02:08 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

jeroen ur hella gay. No u dumb ass bitch, i dont think i am possessed by a daemon.If you read the fucking post u would see that i felt like i was when i was tripping that night u stupid bitch. Obviously u dont know shit and are not experienced with tripping so stop talkin like u do.
and i didnt hide my gun from myself, i "got rid of it" about a month prior. Your the idot who cant read gay boy MCoy.
As for am i still tripping, im prably not going to for a while.
And why would I lie ? to impress a bunch of ppl that I have never met and never will meet? I think of this site as a place to share knowledge and experiences.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: ShamanSean]
    #1792291 - 08/08/03 03:43 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

hi, Im recalcitrant.

I'd like to remind everyone to be nice. Friendly attitudes are important.

If you've got 'em, smoke 'em, and if you're smokin' 'em, you've got 'em.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: recalcitrant]
    #1792902 - 08/08/03 06:30 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

i was constantly suicidal untill i started smoking weed, then i loved life, but now when i have to quit smoking for a piss test, i go back that, through periods i am able to smoke weed everyday i sell all my wepons, lol, and when i have to quit for some reason theres always a gun or knife somewhere in my room, thats why i never dont smoke PCP, but if i kept on hearing voices tellin me to do shit i wouldnt trip again atleast not at that dosage anyway.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: Spokesman]
    #1794571 - 08/09/03 04:38 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

wowwoowow that just kinda freaked me out lol. scary shit bro peace and love for jesus sakes :blush:


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: Spokesman]
    #1794575 - 08/09/03 04:40 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

When you go on a trip you can easily be "posessed" by evil spirits. Some precautions will help. Scented candles, easy music and having a pet dog or cat will all help.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: niteowl]
    #1795073 - 08/09/03 01:02 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

What do u mean niteowl? elaborate.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: ShamanSean]
    #1795093 - 08/09/03 01:10 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

youve got mental problems man... when i trip i feel connected to god... not the devil...


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: ShamanSean]
    #1795780 - 08/09/03 05:43 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

The American Indians believed that these mushrooms opened up the spirit world for whoever took them. You can commune with the spirits both good and bad when you go on a "trip". If you dont take some precautions then the bad spirits can take over your body. If you trip on them at night alone and with no precautions then you are asking for a bad trip.


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: niteowl]
    #1795859 - 08/09/03 06:07 PM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Damn sounds like a level 8 or 9 trip,ha,must of been sum good shroomiez!


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Re: I Went Beyond ; a level 5 story [Re: aminitaman]
    #1797336 - 08/10/03 04:56 AM (13 years, 3 months ago)

Niteowl where can i read up on this more? after my experience this dosent seem far fetched to me.


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