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bluegreenbaby
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Re: So I guess I could do outpatient rehab instead? [Re: st1llnox]
#17376495 - 12/11/12 07:32 PM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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Theywill piss test you...You willsubstitute Something in its place, whatever you give up....I said the same thing when I went to rehab for speed."I didn't come here to quit weed, just speed." They don't go for that at all...wouldn't give me my 'graduation' certificate, even thogh I did the whole 28 days. They preach honesty but if it doesn't jive with what the program calls for...abstinence from all chemicals, they punish you. A cpl of Honest counselors admitted...that hey if you can just smoke weed and give up the hard stuff, that would be great, Tld me they knew ppl that HAD done it that way. Which BTW I did. It is not E Z and if weed makes you want to do k2 it wont work. you need to figure out what works for you and stick to it. P.S, if you go I wouldn't keep saying you dnt wanna quit other things, they will likely kick you out. The drinking was a big trigger for me, had to cut that out.
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withoutawire
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Re: So I guess I could do outpatient rehab instead? [Re: bluegreenbaby]
#17376509 - 12/11/12 07:35 PM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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That's not absolute and it sounds like you went to a shit program. 28 days is nothing.
My program encouraged people to talk about quitting one thing and not the other. It was talked about QUITE often in ALL my groups. Talking about these things is how you lift the desire to use, so if you want to end up back on K2 then bottle up all your feelings in rehab.
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st1llnox
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Re: So I guess I could do outpatient rehab instead? [Re: bluegreenbaby]
#17376653 - 12/11/12 08:01 PM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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bluegreenbaby said: Theywill piss test you...You willsubstitute Something in its place, whatever you give up....I said the same thing when I went to rehab for speed."I didn't come here to quit weed, just speed." They don't go for that at all...wouldn't give me my 'graduation' certificate, even thogh I did the whole 28 days. They preach honesty but if it doesn't jive with what the program calls for...abstinence from all chemicals, they punish you. A cpl of Honest counselors admitted...that hey if you can just smoke weed and give up the hard stuff, that would be great, Tld me they knew ppl that HAD done it that way. Which BTW I did. It is not E Z and if weed makes you want to do k2 it wont work. you need to figure out what works for you and stick to it. P.S, if you go I wouldn't keep saying you dnt wanna quit other things, they will likely kick you out. The drinking was a big trigger for me, had to cut that out.
Hmm... ironically, I'm prescribed speed as Adderall and don't abuse it, although I'm sure they're going to give me high hell for being on it. I don't know if k2 makes me crave weed... i think they're similar enough but weed is different enough that weed could satisfy me and help keep me off of k2. Not like methadone->heroin but more just if it's okay to smoke weed and I can have some here and there, why would I do k2?
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withoutawire
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Re: So I guess I could do outpatient rehab instead? [Re: st1llnox]
#17377165 - 12/11/12 09:21 PM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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Drugs are drugs dog. Some make you crave more than others and some will effect you in different ways, but it's all the same shit. Just because you DOC is a certain type of drug means that's the only thing to stay away from. You might not "get" a certain drug but the end result is all the same. If you are an addict it's to all drugs. The brain has literally been rewired.
Don't see the connection? I get high as fuck on food. I just started an eating disorder out patient program. I am a drug addict and I got addicted to binge eating and purging. It just started out with purging once every couple weeks if I over ate since I was trying to lose weight. 10 months later and it's turned into binge&purge.
Once an addict always an addict. My "personality" has been changed by drugs where I have to be careful with EVERYTHING- food, sex, exercise, tattoos, etc. I tend to do something to the extreme and there is no balance. Once again, genetics+drugs.
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