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Anonymous #12
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Re: Having a hard time forgiving myself [Re: Anonymous #1]
#17193007 - 11/09/12 09:24 PM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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Anonymous #1 said: One time in the summer I took an unknown amount of xanax at night (powder). I didn't black out or anything, and I didn't even feel noticably relaxed or anything. The next morning I got in the car to go to the gym, not even thinking that the xanax could still be effecting me. The drive there was a little rusty but nothing crazy. Once I got to the gym I tried doing a warmup squat with the barbell and when I was at the bottom of the squat I fell backwards, lol. I was like "fuck this" and left because I knew I could never squat like that. On the way back I was making a turn and was headed off the road if I hadn't stopped. I had to go into reverse to make the turn (that should have been no problem). I even heard some lady say "you shouldn't be driving" out of her window.
I'm lucky I didn't crash or anything but I feel bad because I could have hurt someone. I swear though I didn't know I was affected by the xanax until I had some questionable driving manuevers
Could be a lot worse, I have a buddy of mine has a similar story. he was driving home on thanksgiving day on Xanax, nodded out, veered into oncoming traffic on the interstate, caused an accident that killed an elderly couple and their two grand kids. It could be a lot worse OP, hopefully you learned your lesson without anybody getting hurt. Forgive yourself and know you learned your lesson, and move on, no body got hurt, no harm no foul provided you truly learned something and dont do the same shit again.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Having a hard time forgiving myself [Re: Anonymous #12]
#17193190 - 11/09/12 09:59 PM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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Anonymous #12 said:
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Anonymous #1 said: One time in the summer I took an unknown amount of xanax at night (powder). I didn't black out or anything, and I didn't even feel noticably relaxed or anything. The next morning I got in the car to go to the gym, not even thinking that the xanax could still be effecting me. The drive there was a little rusty but nothing crazy. Once I got to the gym I tried doing a warmup squat with the barbell and when I was at the bottom of the squat I fell backwards, lol. I was like "fuck this" and left because I knew I could never squat like that. On the way back I was making a turn and was headed off the road if I hadn't stopped. I had to go into reverse to make the turn (that should have been no problem). I even heard some lady say "you shouldn't be driving" out of her window.
I'm lucky I didn't crash or anything but I feel bad because I could have hurt someone. I swear though I didn't know I was affected by the xanax until I had some questionable driving manuevers
Could be a lot worse, I have a buddy of mine has a similar story. he was driving home on thanksgiving day on Xanax, nodded out, veered into oncoming traffic on the interstate, caused an accident that killed an elderly couple and their two grand kids. It could be a lot worse OP, hopefully you learned your lesson without anybody getting hurt. Forgive yourself and know you learned your lesson, and move on, no body got hurt, no harm no foul provided you truly learned something and dont do the same shit again.
damn. is your friend serving time or anything?
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Anonymous #5
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Re: Having a hard time forgiving myself [Re: Anonymous #1]
#17193313 - 11/09/12 10:34 PM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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Id sure as fuck hope so!
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Anonymous #11
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Re: Having a hard time forgiving myself [Re: Anonymous #12]
#17193614 - 11/10/12 12:10 AM (11 years, 2 months ago) |
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Anonymous #12 said:
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Anonymous #1 said: One time in the summer I took an unknown amount of xanax at night (powder). I didn't black out or anything, and I didn't even feel noticably relaxed or anything. The next morning I got in the car to go to the gym, not even thinking that the xanax could still be effecting me. The drive there was a little rusty but nothing crazy. Once I got to the gym I tried doing a warmup squat with the barbell and when I was at the bottom of the squat I fell backwards, lol. I was like "fuck this" and left because I knew I could never squat like that. On the way back I was making a turn and was headed off the road if I hadn't stopped. I had to go into reverse to make the turn (that should have been no problem). I even heard some lady say "you shouldn't be driving" out of her window.
I'm lucky I didn't crash or anything but I feel bad because I could have hurt someone. I swear though I didn't know I was affected by the xanax until I had some questionable driving manuevers
Could be a lot worse, I have a buddy of mine has a similar story. he was driving home on thanksgiving day on Xanax, nodded out, veered into oncoming traffic on the interstate, caused an accident that killed an elderly couple and their two grand kids. It could be a lot worse OP, hopefully you learned your lesson without anybody getting hurt. Forgive yourself and know you learned your lesson, and move on, no body got hurt, no harm no foul provided you truly learned something and dont do the same shit again.
Oh my god man, talk about worst case scenario.. That's gotta weigh heavy on his conscience..
I too want to know if he's in prison.
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