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OfflinesTePpInGoNsToNeS
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ViBrAnT is dead...
    #1714333 - 07/14/03 03:17 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

ViBrAnT's real name was Mike Derksen
He lived in Saskatoon, Sk Canada
He was a really good friend of mine, and many others
On Friday, June 11th he committed suicide by jumping off the train bridge behind the university... he died instantly on impact.
Rest in Peace man, wherever you are.


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Anonymous

Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: sTePpInGoNsToNeS]
    #1714368 - 07/14/03 03:23 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I don't know what to say. Please don't think this is meant to be cold because it isn't. Others had thought that this might be his final outcome from the posts he had made.

This is just tragic.





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OfflinetrendalM
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: sTePpInGoNsToNeS]
    #1714373 - 07/14/03 03:24 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I am very, very sorry to hear of your loss  :frown:

Rest in Peace, ViBrAnT  :heart:


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OfflineGrav
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: trendal]
    #1714450 - 07/14/03 03:38 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

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InvisibleSclorch
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Grav]
    #1714589 - 07/14/03 04:16 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Holy shit... that just sucks man...

I remember when ViBrAnT used the screen name "chemicalBLUE"... from reading his posts, I could tell he had some issues... but what can you do?

Maybe there should be a therapy forum... invite only... toss Markos or somebody in there and do a little housecleaning...

This kind of news really saddens me.


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OfflineJackal
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Sclorch]
    #1714595 - 07/14/03 04:18 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

(cries)


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Offlinegnrm23
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Jackal]
    #1714612 - 07/14/03 04:23 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

11 july...
friday last weekend...
sad to hear, wished him well, so hard to do more than offer what shreds of hope & possible solutions from these thousands of miles away...
walkin' that lonesome highway, all by yourself...
condolences to his family and friends...


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OfflineDogomush
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: gnrm23]
    #1714681 - 07/14/03 04:41 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Wow. Good luck man. My condolences


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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Dogomush]
    #1714738 - 07/14/03 04:57 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I can't believe it :frown:
I had been waiting for his reply on his last post where
he mentioned Kundalini and how it ultimately leads to
ego-loss which inevitably causes suicide...
He was a good man, I hope, if there is an afterlife, that
he is given eternal peace and happiness to make up for
his sadness. He will be remembered deeply. 


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OfflineJumpy
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: lucid]
    #1714763 - 07/14/03 05:05 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

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Offlinepattern
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: sTePpInGoNsToNeS]
    #1714772 - 07/14/03 05:08 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Are you serious????  This is terrible, we had some great conversations !!! 

:sad:

"i hope"


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Offline3DSHROOM
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: sTePpInGoNsToNeS]
    #1714778 - 07/14/03 05:12 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

That's very tragic and sad to hear.. may he rest in peace.


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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: pattern]
    #1714779 - 07/14/03 05:12 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

That sucks! He lived where I live.


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Offlinepattern
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: sTePpInGoNsToNeS]
    #1714810 - 07/14/03 05:23 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

here are some of ViBes posts:

Quote:

"good post man, i agree, when i am walking home from work it appears that everything is watching me, especially the trees. God is a proton."




Quote:

"Life is intelligence, evolving, out of life the universe was created and into life will it one day recede, the bliss of eternity. "




Quote:

"I felt that revelation, your energy, it was like a flash. i am so sick of that fluffy cloud spiritual garbage, hey i'm not saying its not true but i am not percieving any of it. last night i went for a walk at about 3:00 in the morning,thewalk was not peaceful a tall but it was still spiritual. all of a sudden i was overcome with a sense of a high energy, follwing my life seemed to become very clear, not its purpose but i saw myself andeverything around me very clearly. Itseemed like physicality is mimicking something like we are machines or something. mindseemed very obvious andsimplistic andi felt close to full enlightenment, very phsycadelic. even thestreetsigns seemed to be trying to tell me something, i saw relativity very clearly,i dont know but it was fucked."
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php?Cat=&Number=845465&page=&view=&sb=5&o=&fpart=3&vc=1






Quote:

"in a society where death is percieved to exsist can you blame them for their error in thinking, or love them into the light. You dont need drugs anyways, you need nothing outside of yourself, all of it, all of it is an illusion, even your own reflection in the mirror.

urge them to go within, there are no victims or villians. I may be percieved as a crazy lunatic by many of you due to my mood swings. But I know at least one person on this site knows what i am doing. Is this a beautiful construction of reality and illusion or am i a lunatic with mood swings? If it is a construction than what am i trying to accomplish here on this site?

I can assure you that the construction is over in this forum. I have seen the inner light of so many of you that i thought did not exsist by Gods design, I am deeming that theory false. No more does darkness have to exsist on this site or anywhere for that matter to experience the light. The illusions do not have to be created anymore, they are already there as thoughts of past experiences, physical pain, they are evrywhere and quite automatic. So many of us and even on this site are creating illusions without even knowing it, sorry to point the finger at you swami but its the truth. We have all been creating illusions to some degree through various points in our lives. If we are to evolve as ascended beings you must learn too see through the illusions.

Don't get me wrong here, life is not in doubt, but remaining in the illusions for your entire stay on earth is not what we came here to do.

As long as you believe yourself to be at the effect of your experience, completely enveloped in anxiety and negative karma, thinking someone is punishing you, the illusion will remain a reality. "

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/favlinker.php?Cat=&Entry=9183&F_Board=Forum11&Thread=902079&partnumber=&postmarker=





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"even though i've never had the so-called hallucination i wouldn't call that one, i see that shit every day man, i'm so used to my fucked up perceptions it seems normal to me now, I smoked weed last night, it was funny because i waited for the high to come on, well it never really did seem as how i was already high on something else, if i could tell you what i would. life story: born, verbally abused, shitty unfulfilling life, ate some shrooms a couple years ago, got high, hit a lampost at 170km/hr, didn't die, read some books on spiritual enlightenment a few months ago, got high, wait, something doesn't make sense here, how can reading a book make you high, fucked if i know, been meaning to eat some more shrooms lately, found god, found hell, found heaven again, tried to forget i exsisted, tried to forget the world, still here, why, i serve no purpose, i have become heaven and hell, can't handle it, going nuts, thought i gave a shit about myself today, realized i didn't, gonna smoke some more bud tonight, mybe i'll give a shit tomorrow, hope i do, god doesn't look to kindly on people who think like that, wish i could stop thinking like that but it's just so fucking hard sometimes, every time i feel the divine light i pray for god to take me away, but then he tells me, hey mike you can't leave yet, you have so much left to do with your life, oh shit thats probably just my ego talking, damn ego, once i thought god wanted me to be a healer, i said sure but then realized the impossible task of healing myself, so i guess the point of this all is that, exactly, there is not such a thing, we just live, die, and live again ( exsist ), but what about my weird high, that doesn't fit at all with there being no point in anything, now the question is, where do i go from here? fucked once again if i know. "
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php?Cat=&Board=Forum11&Number=607179&fpart=&PHPSESSID=





And his sig:
Quote:

" liken this life illusory, for your sand castle will one day be adrift amongst the wind "




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Offlinepattern
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Earth_Droid]
    #1714812 - 07/14/03 05:23 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I had no idea he was in Saskatoon... :frown: 


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InvisibleSwami
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Jumpy]
    #1714835 - 07/14/03 05:32 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Bye Vibrant! Sleep well old friend. :heartpump: 


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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Swami]
    #1714845 - 07/14/03 05:34 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I'm sorry... :sad:


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Anonymous

Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: sTePpInGoNsToNeS]
    #1714879 - 07/14/03 05:44 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

He had a lot of interesting insights. If he was suffering, I respect his choice, but it is sad nonetheless. May he rest in peace.


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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: LeViTY]
    #1714884 - 07/14/03 05:44 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I'm sorry he felt that was his only option.  :frown:

And to whomever said the following:

>>it ultimately leads to ego-loss which inevitably causes suicide...

That's the biggest bunch of bullshit I've ever heard.  Egoloss and altruism have no relation, direct or otherwise, to suicide.  True ego detachment develops and nutures altruistic emotions of compassion and love for all beings.  It has nothing to do with "feeling like I don't exist." 

It boggles my mind how stupid myths like this get started.

Love & Light,

Boppity


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InvisibleSclorch
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Re: ViBrAnT is dead... [Re: Boppity604]
    #1714936 - 07/14/03 06:03 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

ViBrAnT said that.
I think that gives a little indication of his internal environment.


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