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Stranger Registered: 05/09/10 Posts: 105 Last seen: 11 years, 3 months |
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(i'm using this website because ive noticed after lycaeum started to suck and became negative then closed, hipforums started to single me out and ban me, and all yogas forums started banning me randomly, it must just be about the forum, being here puts me with good energy, you guys have worked with shrooms for a long time, and that is sacred, your website has been pretty good, it seems though i havent folowed it closely, maybe all of this can be helped greatly just by being more of a part of it, everywhere else its like im not getting enough space to even speak, here its not all focused on me but at least i can make a say, and that means a lot, to me, this place is always a part of wanti, and thanks so much for being here, the mushrooms are amazing and so inspiring... wow)
treated like an animal shown horrible things so i would feel sadness placed directly under satellite so i would feel worried sexually repressed felt like parents and family were coming onto me which was disgusting to me and very uncomfortable places where you live seem like they are controlled, i moved to two different places, both in the end seemed like they were controlled by the same forces who had an intricate connection to pornography and deep knowledge of my personal life, possible the choctaw indians blatant representation of the so called 'patriarchy' my dad who they tried to frame as patriarchy on the interneet they set it up to look just like your family and friends 'Mosuo Matriarchy' Mosi is my dad, several videos of family member look alikes in schizophrenia videos, and pornographic videos to treat they give cannabus but unwilling to stop historical and family based bdsm (juxtaposed on Black History, too disrespectful) a hacker, a fraudulent psychologist, the FBI? Firefly Academy? The Choctaw Chickasaw tribes? Masons? I fear theres several things they can do with the recipe to end up in me being imprisoned in a hospital forced to take horrible poisons ignoring by personal body chemistry thats the bad side of the shaman they tried to make me a slave, and make me another person, claiming racism, and hung up but not actually doing anything to solve the problem just stating past grievances over and over again, they set up a huge illusion to seem like they were all that boring and by the book and completely sterile in history books as written but i don't know what if i am a secret agent? but i'm also schizophrenic, this is too much, I would never operate to enforce control tactics like that, if the government wanted me to, I would rebel and spread messages of peace to think for yourself and understand the tao. Thats what I've been trying to do, thats what my idea of what being an Agent was like anyways, kind of an archetypal ninja, but not seriously the herb was always there throughout though, the Ness, cannabis, Kanneh, as if it was a blessing from the Yomo as if to say it was only a ritual, only a test, a point of lucidity... i had to prove myself in some way, but there was no way the world could truly be like that they are real fractal psychological attacks, MK Ultra, Mosi Kitwana, that is my dad, I just don't know anymore if it was all designed to be this from the beginning, if all of the people I knew were just pawns in some government thats wants to treat us like machines, I just dont know anymore, anyone who does LSD and really goes there, you dont know, but with me especially, just because of all this stuff around it... that is also definitely in this physical world, worst kind of attacking 'Fleming' became a huge painful thing, like revolting to my senses, making me feel as if I was being touched, sneezing parents, and this girl Ruby Jacobs and her sneezing fetish, and its like they would try to snort my semen, it was invasive, similar to yopo ritual of snorting dmt, they had furniture that looked like an ayahuasca setting even down to a ornately decorated cutting from a plant looking a lot like a caapi vine, it was like literally the shaman that kind of paganism that becomes parental rape, its not normal, high stress, especially over sex can cause shamanic experience its fake though i dont know if its just jeaousy or just them trying to exploit me it definitely feels like being milked like an animal, overmilked with no empathy as to my feelings i want to help the spirits of those who suffered here at harpers ferry, not turn into one of them, thats what they want me to do, oka nahullo i am ayahuasca, thats how they treat me, i dont need the repressive sex paradigm or the chair or christianity, this stupid secret silent ritual of trying to make it like santo daime, and not say anything about it, i am able to redeem it by not making it all about power, dont try to manipulate sexual energy like that, thats not where the true magic lies, it lies in passion and having good intent, all that all of that sex stuff did was make this a lame movie set, i never adhered to it anyway, they just kept trying to impose while at the same time, denying they knew anything about shamanism. asides, the sexual magic goes against jewish law, at the same time, they did things like provide cannabis, it was more hindu than nazi, it was mysticism i passed their test of the psychedelic chimerical tribe , i didnt want espionage drama and oppresion, instead my ninja way was just consciousness, intelligence, it wasn't doing official things at all but helping beings to be lucid, without hypnosis, what america is really about the tested me and they recognized my mysticism and my wanti practice, they recognize i am wanti, they wanted to know, i am a friend of the jews and all peoples and beings to help them, but also much of it depicted in media is illusion, tv especially and current events in form of news are shunned by hippies, they used enough magic to somehow overcome framing me, not just stories this is reality, faith provides us with a story to make us believe in mystery it can only get stronger psychedelic intelligence, its never really organized but if you are aligned with nature and appear and go as needed, and artfully and subtley apply and spread the gnostic sutras you are an agent of tao please help its like your confused then they start being like go attack this and that ahimsa, Hashem spoke to me then and also Hashtali, explaining that it was happening because of the programming of the torah and of ayahuasca shamanism which had linked themselves to me because they at first appeared to be good and indeed in their true forms they are truly good ' "you have the power to change the torah at will everyone does but consciousness makes it more effective the torah is always changing" the torah is one with the practice of zazen when i realized Torah is literally the practice of zazen, I awakened, i was able to change the torah at will, not being hung up upon the tradition over actually morality, and was able to use the Torahs form as a kind of loose madlib, substituting different terms whenever there was violence involved or injustice, for the Tree of Life itself inspired me, I set a path for myself, to own no other being and regard them all equally and to plant trees, when i practiced in this way twas an organic second ago connection to the natural mishnah and living tradition of judaism as the living word, a flowing tome always changing, a philosophers stone not a document lodged permanently in one time and set of circumstances, these are limits upon the divine. I realized how there could be peace, there would be no more possession and it is the duty of all beings to unite zazen meditation with the spiritual teachings in order to make them living and relevant the torah was also able to change into anything, it was literally a magical book blessed by hashem, with full lucidity i became a house for Hashem and spoke truly and without harm not causing fear but intense joy and end of suffering, united with the magic within myself, every jew in reaching adulthood must go through this they did it because i wrote a mystical blog as a teenager and i recieved messaged from the CIA or so i thought, I decline the offer to join, but now they know my character, so much good info seemed to become rare now hopefully it will come back, i have told the story in the best way i can considering the bizarre circumstances these were people who seemed like jewish people telling me this, truly spiritual, they practiced for good, they were not caught up in just following laws if it stopped them from being moral, they had the living connection to spirit, the Hashem, that made them able to see all names as one, they had the connection to wanti, and to the choctaw, and all the peoples of my life, as the rainbow people, it was told in a fractured way but i had seen the truth, brought it together, this was an ancient prophecy like Aztec, in how it really was the moving of mountains, but in my case, the planting and expansion of many great forest and nature loving spirits, it happened in sync with 2012, the Choctaw people and the Jews were all tricksters working together, working so the traditional stories could be saved and encouraged, but the oneness could be seen among all peoples, we didn't really have a name as people, but you could see us as similar to the cetra from final fantasy 7, any true jew hears the call of Hashem and is not for slavery, Hashem has always spoken through the animals and we ourselves are not just human form we are form of consciousness, any true jew, leaves all that limitation behind and finds that the torah, the living word is being created everywhere all the time by all who think with their thoughts all who write with their words, it is everything and even that which is not worded, we are it, and thus our lives are sacred and magical, we paint a sacred story for ourselves and the rest we let surf in the zen and hope good comes to us. I am glad to be with the Yomo and in the sacred way, here as for the strange banging it seems to go on, but everyday i pray it can not be so bad, i pray the satellite has no effect and avoid it as much as possible, i try not to be stressed. we are the true jewish peoples, we are the true rainbow peoples, we are all forms of life, united by spirit, by the Ness, the spiritual experience is sacred to us, and integral to our lives, but we cannot let immorality eclipse it and pretend to be it, this is never truly from God, or from Goddess. It doesnt matter which you say in this kind of Judaism, we are the round table. It makes sense, down to the houses being so controlled, which correlates to the real estate aspect talked about by ayahuasca shamans... by unearthing more of this story, hopefully it will cause something to open up its shamanic, it seems mundane, and magical at once... maybe it really is a healing from beyond that had to happen at this time and later well be so happy for it, but for now, im just trying to get it over with i respect all shamans, but i am just an amanita muscaria shaman, and wantist, i dont like a lot of structure around the trips, its not broadway, its introspection, not influenced by outside. it is a vision that the plant spirits were giving me, because the herb was there throughout, it didn't make sense but cannabis is that sacred, and through going through this dance, and sticking with it i kind of uphold ancient jewish teachings, and show that i truly love cannabis, and cannabis is whats truly good we've been through so much together, and we are parts of eachother, we are not clones, never clones, no two are the same, so much detail, its important, lets create a real cannabis culture a sacred one not just a adjunct to pornography, but it could be matriarchal, thats all i've been trying to do, and no doubt many others no i am a part of it, i have become a part of that something, i am not sure what it is, but i've gone up to them in the middle of the cosmic mistake, i've shown them what i can and i've said i see what it is they respect that, they see i am really crazy, but also just spiritual they understand i just wanted there to be free speech truly why hip forums wanted to battle me about it i dont know, its not a ritual, its just zen stuff, its not programming dont go exactly on my words, just understand what i mean sometimes we can't be perfect, this is not toltec, those guys took it a little too far nobody is impeccable, but if we try thats enough dont do it exactly like the books, chaos1 its true at points you can really mess with someones mind, but why do it continously? why never just cause joy in them? do we go through all that just so we can be ready for the joy which is much more permanent, is this a true kundalini awakening, in the context of the choctaw tribal wisdoms, which unites supposed opposites in a ritual and takes out the edge of a fight and just makes it into a dance like male and female? i see transgendered people around me, i feel its time i began living at a woman... outgrowing the disrespect, of course no one is serious all the time but the ways of the old are getting too cumbersome, The Goddess is turning the page, being a woman isn't about the stuff they talk about it, just just a spirit if thats what you are great, its beyond that, its just a certain way of being, i will dress as who i really am, and i will live in the paradigm thats true to me and my spirit journey, not just science, something with no heart of personality.... and i go around living this, in harpers ferry west virginia, please have compassion on me, i had no idea it would go this far, i didn't want that, i didn't know it was so rare to start a religion, or a new school of a religion, but i do it just in a selfless way, so there can be more variation and also more oneness, a religion thats not focussing on differences as if they are bad or somehow imply that it can't be together. im not much of a leader, miraculously most of that kind of stuff has been avoided, just strange yogic things happen occasionally and i feel like heavenly things are a foot, its really happening in a divine way, its a dream for me to see it. i am here but i am not a mason, maybe i will go somewhere else, i'de like to go to seattle or something, or maybe great things will happen here, everywhere they will happen, because its connected to everything... its just something im doing it means a lot to me, and maybe a few others understand but its just meant to manifest in this way, kind of surreal, not realy a huge deal, but its there doing something, like all the other mysteries of the world, imagine how many out there, all going at once, at times i am very lonely, but at times i feel them all together, in wanti and i know its happening, and i see the magic letting the world be what it is, it is beautiful like a japanese mural, i practice zazen and live, trying for good, loving hippies, and magical things, and wisdom, and truth, and trying to pass that on, like timothy leary and terrence mckenna, and gil scott heron and jack kerouac and rabbi simeon bar yohai, and so many alchemists of the past, and so many mystics, and healers, i have found wholeness with my spirit, now i still try to refine it more and more, not forcing anything but allowing it to float together, i trust that it will pay off, i know it will, it works it is real, it is divine, my life is not wasted, it is just different, mysterious are the ways of God. its become different, its not families, its literally the Shekinah, we manifest the divine, its returning to the way i saw it as a kid, again, im so happy, and thoughts cannot be trapped no we can all change the torah, it changes all the time, it is everything, its not set it stone, no its alive, we are parts of it, we cannot help but change it, for love of Goddess! the reason the choctaw said they were for the confederacy is because our culture just isn't in that kind of duality and we don't care to try to be defined by it, just like the Choctaw there is no man or woman, and everyone is automatically one tribe and all beings, so yeah... (and even if there are choctaw who are racist or whatever, they dont represent all of us, we have a right to represent ourselves and to practice our culture in our own way) our people have many layers and sides, and have appeared all over the world, in many changing forms, we are the people of the rainbow several tribes, but our essence in once, we have a vibration map of the true people we are consciousness, spirit, lights transforming, we bridge the world when the spirit grows it sees the truth the old is cast off they knowingly walk with us the ancients ones with compassion who gave the signs pointing to the underlying pattern beyond ego the beat generation a level of underground alchemical culture only with a magical heart do you begin to understand can you enter sacredly to the living world of wanti - Hashtali all of it was not government at all but gypsy magic i am just a gypsy... that is all.
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Stranger Registered: 05/09/10 Posts: 105 Last seen: 11 years, 3 months |
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now you guys are either going to try to kill me or track me down and compound this even more or itll fade away, or someone might actually contact me, either way, can't really get worse at this point, im not going to hide my faith...
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