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Cosmicjoker
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Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience
#17046940 - 10/17/12 07:49 AM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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So back in college I had a ten strip of powerful LSD I got from a hippie friend. My tantric parter and spiritual wife took two tabs, while I took three and a half, most acid I ever took... As we danced around the room, it kicked in... and swear to God, all the rooms of our room spread out into endless fields of light, like our room was traveling in a astral land of reality, the astral and the material were mixing... As I saw the one being in all, yet totally embracing our romantic dance, I saw my wife grow old fast and die and whither away in bones, reminding me that form passes, and that is not the love, the love is forever, there is one love... Suddenly things move into wild tantric sex, after ecstatic play as one body, one universe, Shiva and Shakti, mering as two forced becoming one, the creation and the creator, divine masculine and divine femanin, form and formless, perceived through one subjective body making love to itself... I saw my lovver's body turn from woman into a tiger that had killed and eaten me in a past life, I made love to the tiger, and made peace with a deep karmic wound that was preventing me from moving away from fear.
It changed my life, sex, relationships, my marriage has never been the same. it had a overall positive impact.
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: Cosmicjoker]
#17046950 - 10/17/12 07:52 AM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Your titles always make me lol.
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topdog82
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: White Beard]
#17051150 - 10/17/12 09:03 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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that's deep dude...
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Cosmicjoker
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: topdog82]
#17059997 - 10/19/12 08:23 AM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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thanks for the responses!
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: Cosmicjoker]
#17060033 - 10/19/12 08:35 AM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Cosmicjoker said: thanks for the responses!
congratulations. reading that actually gave me chills like music does. well similar a little more distant but deep like ELF chills.
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Black_Sunset
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: LunarEclipse]
#17068512 - 10/20/12 04:58 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Your story is beautiful and contains a lot of elements I personally wish to explore more. I just watched your link in the signature and I feel like we have a lot in common. I am lost and have been for years until I had an experience like you described on the beach. I feel like I have been shown a path to follow but I don't know how to walk it. I continue to pursue psychedelic spirituality but the effect on my life is not as dramatic as I would like.
It as been 6 years since my experience and while my morals, love and appreciation of life have blossomed I find my lack of direction, self-confidence, fear and motivation are holding me back.
If you could go back and give yourself advice what would you say?
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: Black_Sunset]
#17068533 - 10/20/12 05:03 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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I just ordered Be here now
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: Black_Sunset]
#17069588 - 10/20/12 08:29 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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LunarEclipse said:
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Cosmicjoker said: thanks for the responses!
congratulations. reading that actually gave me chills like music does. well similar a little more distant but deep like ELF chills.
Nice compliment... I know the feeling
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Black_Sunset said: Your story is beautiful and contains a lot of elements I personally wish to explore more. I just watched your link in the signature and I feel like we have a lot in common. I am lost and have been for years until I had an experience like you described on the beach. I feel like I have been shown a path to follow but I don't know how to walk it. I continue to pursue psychedelic spirituality but the effect on my life is not as dramatic as I would like.
It as been 6 years since my experience and while my morals, love and appreciation of life have blossomed I find my lack of direction, self-confidence, fear and motivation are holding me back.
If you could go back and give yourself advice what would you say?
I would say dont go on a search for a guru, the guru is always with you, use neem karoli baba, amma, or anyone that resonated with you to help guide you through your trips... just a picture or two or three of advanced beings of consciousness to hang out with during the trip... if there is ever a problem with the trip, look at the picture, say mantra, meditate and be here now, and never let the trip take you down, let it keep progressing you forward, closer and deeper towards God, One Being, the universe that is one cosmic organism of consciousness... Be your SELF, thats what I would tell myself I guess
Thanks for checking out my video and reading be here now, there is a lot of videos, some of which tell my story, check out spiritual bipolar on my channel for possible pitfalls in the psychedelic spiritual path. Also check out Pine barrens rave which talks about a trip I had.. these should help. report back
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: Cosmicjoker]
#17070257 - 10/20/12 10:44 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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One more thing, since you are getting be here now by ram dass, here is a short trippy video I made using the book... check it out
-------------------- http://www.youtube.com/user/Cosmicjokester1 Check out my channel and if you want to explore further into my point of view, my website is linked on some of my videos depending on which one you watch... The channel is called "THE COSMIC JOKE (ONENESS)
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: Cosmicjoker]
#17076474 - 10/21/12 10:36 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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all hail the tigerfucker jk
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Cosmicjoker
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Re: Mystical tantric sex oneness LSD experience [Re: Luueschen]
#17085352 - 10/23/12 01:00 PM (11 years, 4 months ago) |
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Luueschen said: all hail the tigerfucker jk
LOL
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