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thoughts on a thursday night
    #1684748 - 07/03/03 09:18 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

Spirituality is shiney and attractive.

Why does life seem like meaningless sex. Orgasms, always searching for that fix. Searching for home. Divinity's just another addiction.

I remember not having a minute's rest until I could conjure up a method for the perfect utopian human existence. A recipe for unending mental anguish.

I don't care anymore about alot of the things that I used to.
Part of me told me that I gave up, Part of me knows the path I walk does not pay mind to insecurities such as that.

Recently I begged for stability... peace of mind.
I don't think I care about that anymore either. It feels more like a sick desperation than anything peaceful.

Overwhelming Paranoia and anxiety.... And it's all seemed to fade away with a little focus and experimentation. Fear is a key, Anger is a gift.

A tolerable level of pain, that is all too real. I burn like a quiet campfire.

It's always this concept of the goal that keeps me mystified.
It's the perspective that morphs and contorts. That's a constant.

Life is not meaningless.

Thoughts like this make me feel truely alive. Awake, and conscious. The dark soul smiles and knows a love that is foolish to try and describe.

What new light is always being shed on me. A light with no walls, no rules.

"He who talks loud, says nothing" ~ Deadman.

"Look at each other" ~ Serj Tankian

Time to take a night time walk.

Peace & love to all you guys


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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: Grav]
    #1684759 - 07/03/03 09:24 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)

I agree fully with you (I think) :wink: .  Life is nothing perfect, just a constant evolution of perspectives and feelings.


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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: Gixxer_boy]
    #1684813 - 07/03/03 09:51 PM (14 years, 2 months ago)



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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: Grav]
    #1685399 - 07/04/03 02:11 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

did you get that squiggley feeling in your brain typing this? heh good stuff thx :smile:


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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: Grav]
    #1685404 - 07/04/03 02:13 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

:smile:

there's only just a fine line between alone and all one.


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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: RebelSteve33]
    #1685446 - 07/04/03 02:26 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

lol that's clever I've never seen that before :smile:


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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: Strumpling]
    #1685740 - 07/04/03 05:28 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

O_O


you owe me a new mind

CUZ YOU JUST BLEW MINE!!!!!!


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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: Faaip_De_Oiad]
    #1685928 - 07/04/03 08:52 AM (14 years, 2 months ago)

I've been feeling squiggly for awhile.

I went on a walk to a big cemetery across town that's on this big sloping hill. I smoked a fat joint and watched the clouds. They were moving across the sky very fast. The aptmosphere felt electric. It was beautiful.

Then a police cruiser came barreling through the cemetery pathways. I tried to escape before he could see me, but then I played it cool once he got his headlights on me. He took my name and let me go.

It is a trip talking to a cop 10 minutes after smoking a fatty. I can't imagine doing it on mushrooms or acid.


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Re: thoughts on a thursday night [Re: Strumpling]
    #1776850 - 08/03/03 11:55 PM (14 years, 1 month ago)

ive said it before, on this forum in fact. :smile: its one of my phrazes i came up with tripping :P


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