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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: cheevolver]
    #16826866 - 09/11/12 12:18 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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I'd rather let this movie play out rather than end it just as it's getting good.




Hate to damper your positive attitude (I like it) but the truth is that, most people's lives are average compared to everyone else.  We are not on an adventure so great that we can tell our kids the stories of our childhood/teenage years/adulthood. 

I guess we can all ride this thing called life out all the way till the end.  But what if the journey is not worth it?  To some people, it isn't.

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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #40]
    #16827198 - 09/11/12 02:00 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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cheevolver said:
I'd rather let this movie play out rather than end it just as it's getting good.




Hate to damper your positive attitude (I like it) but the truth is that, most people's lives are average compared to everyone else.  We are not on an adventure so great that we can tell our kids the stories of our childhood/teenage years/adulthood. 

I guess we can all ride this thing called life out all the way till the end.  But what if the journey is not worth it?  To some people, it isn't.




I believe that what the man means, is that shit's about to seriously hit the fan, for lack of better words.

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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: cheevolver]
    #16829978 - 09/11/12 04:25 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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I'd rather let this movie play out rather than end it just as it's getting good.




But how do you know it's getting good?

Have you ever started watching a movie, then have it be so crap you walked out?

That's how a lot of people feel about suicide. Maybe it'll get better, maybe it won't, but it's not worth it to find out sometimes.

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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Xachiavelli]
    #16830131 - 09/11/12 04:52 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

this is a reply to anybody


i understand what it is to die now.


where ever you are, as you're reading this there's somthing you should know.



your death will not necessarilary end your suffering. no i'm not making a religious arguement or any of that bullshit.


i'm saying that you will find, on the other side, a world of confusion and pain, to be only ended when you yourself make a change.

and when you're dead you will find it much more difficult to make that change.


i've come off the verge of death. i looked into the other dise as my brain was dying from lack of oxygen and water, bombarded by psychedelic chemicals.


ahd what i discovered is that NOW is the time.NOW is to make that change.

what are you hoping will happen when you killyourself? that your suffering will end right? well it's a gamble and you could very well end up worse off than if you had done what i personally have found i need to do.


work with the life at hand.


you CAN make a change.


you CAN feel better.

you can breathe can't you?

you're smart enough to use a computer, and your eyes work well enough to read this.


i mean if you would ever want, feel free to :pm: me and i'll try to help you.


but for fucks sake man, there's a way out that dosen't involve a gun or a poision or a rope.


what you need if to get happy, i know you think there's no possible way, but we can try to find it. what do you have to lose?


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Re: Best (Most painless) way to Commit Suicide? [Re: Xachiavelli]
    #16830140 - 09/11/12 04:53 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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cheevolver said:
I'd rather let this movie play out rather than end it just as it's getting good.




But how do you know it's getting good?

Have you ever started watching a movie, then have it be so crap you walked out?

That's how a lot of people feel about suicide. Maybe it'll get better, maybe it won't, but it's not worth it to find out sometimes.




but maybe this movie (story of human life) has possibly reached it's ultimate climax, or is nearing it. you'd probably agree, that we do most likely live in some of the most interesting times ever for humans, and more bizarre shit is happening faster and faster than ever. why not stick around and see where it goes, because society certainly cannot hold itself up using its' current paradigm scheme. i believe humans will very soon have some of the most novel experiences in their entire 200,000+ year collective history. unless you are in some form of unbearable pain, and not just kinda bored and confused with life, i suggest sticking around for at least awhile longer. i believe things will become extremely interesting, beyond what we can currently conceive of. and according to tons of prophecies from the hopis, the mayans, terence mckenna, even the new testament, it does seem very well we may be living in the end times, or at least a time of purification. to kill yourself now because you're not satisfied with your life is just such an absurd idea. the world is overdue for a revolution.

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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Salomon]
    #16831054 - 09/11/12 07:35 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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this is a reply to anybody


i understand what it is to die now.


where ever you are, as you're reading this there's somthing you should know.



your death will not necessarilary end your suffering. no i'm not making a religious arguement or any of that bullshit.


i'm saying that you will find, on the other side, a world of confusion and pain, to be only ended when you yourself make a change.

and when you're dead you will find it much more difficult to make that change.


i've come off the verge of death. i looked into the other dise as my brain was dying from lack of oxygen and water, bombarded by psychedelic chemicals.


ahd what i discovered is that NOW is the time.NOW is to make that change.

what are you hoping will happen when you killyourself? that your suffering will end right? well it's a gamble and you could very well end up worse off than if you had done what i personally have found i need to do.


work with the life at hand.


you CAN make a change.


you CAN feel better.

you can breathe can't you?

you're smart enough to use a computer, and your eyes work well enough to read this.


i mean if you would ever want, feel free to :pm: me and i'll try to help you.


but for fucks sake man, there's a way out that dosen't involve a gun or a poision or a rope.


what you need if to get happy, i know you think there's no possible way, but we can try to find it. what do you have to lose?



May I ask what happened to you Salomon?  Suicide seems like a reasonable thing for me to do at this point.  I probably won't do it in the near future but it seems set in stone for me.


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16831227 - 09/11/12 07:58 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)



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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Salomon]
    #16831618 - 09/11/12 08:50 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/16798424/fpart/1/vc/1/nt/7


thats what happened.



damn.  So you almost died?  What was it like, dying and all?


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16831909 - 09/11/12 09:43 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

well imagine what it feels like to experience eternety and nothing at once, to have everything forced through every axon trminal in your brain
where you feel nothing at all, but not in a peaceful way. more like in the most confusion you could possibly have. because with each step into the aybss of death , you clutch at thoughts in your mind like an insect fighting the poison your spraying him with.


you grab a thought and cant understand it just endless questions and uncertinarty.


as you black out into a light  in your vision that encompasses your mind in such an indescriminate way.


jumping from place to place from space to space, not fitting anywhere, knowing your body is getting left behiend, seeing your brain struggeling to make sense, no to function in anyway.




and the worst part was that since i was tripping BALLS i kept jumping into new lives and watching myself get killed over and over and over
i was getting hung, shot, stabbed, having my limbs cut off, having my eyes ripped out and being forced to watchmy body become disembowelled.

oh so many ways.

i jumpped into lives where i just ENDLESSly killed myself. over and over. only to start over in a new life, just trying to escape, and i couldnt.

no matter how many times i was killed or mutilated or burned or frozen or killed myself, i kept returning alive in a new life, just to do it over again..

trapped for ETERNETY in that place. well this place.


so i can only imagine it would work in a similar way .you kill yourself or die, then still exist, i mean even though your current physical form is destroyed, you will still exist because you ARE the universe.


so you will live again, and die again

over and over.


how many times do you have to die befopre you can just let it go and try to enjoy yourself?

like i still think about killing myself, but i know it's pretty futile. because i cant leave the universe.



lets say i shot myself and was cremated, now i exist as ashes, retorned to the earth, only to be reused in a new life form.


or even let's say i was dead and kept in a box that nothing could get in to or out of. well that doesnt matter because when you're in that place, i mean mentally, time is all the same to you. a million years, a second, all the same.

so you would exist in this box until the earth was destroyed, or lets say it's the end of the life cycle of the milky way, well guess what the universe still exists this entier time, and life will ALWAYS find a way.

so you can never die, just start fresh.

in knowing this, i just think to myself, am i ready to get lost again? am i ready to go back to searching fo an outlet for my conscniousness in the universe?

do i want to play spiritual roulette?


my answer is no. because i know what it feels like. it's a very scary sense of uncertianity that i don't long for.


so i have to try to live this life for as long as i can


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16832002 - 09/11/12 09:56 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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reeferaddict69 said:
Quote:

Salomon said:
this is a reply to anybody


i understand what it is to die now.


where ever you are, as you're reading this there's somthing you should know.



your death will not necessarilary end your suffering. no i'm not making a religious arguement or any of that bullshit.


i'm saying that you will find, on the other side, a world of confusion and pain, to be only ended when you yourself make a change.

and when you're dead you will find it much more difficult to make that change.


i've come off the verge of death. i looked into the other dise as my brain was dying from lack of oxygen and water, bombarded by psychedelic chemicals.


ahd what i discovered is that NOW is the time.NOW is to make that change.

what are you hoping will happen when you killyourself? that your suffering will end right? well it's a gamble and you could very well end up worse off than if you had done what i personally have found i need to do.


work with the life at hand.


you CAN make a change.


you CAN feel better.

you can breathe can't you?

you're smart enough to use a computer, and your eyes work well enough to read this.


i mean if you would ever want, feel free to :pm: me and i'll try to help you.


but for fucks sake man, there's a way out that dosen't involve a gun or a poision or a rope.


what you need if to get happy, i know you think there's no possible way, but we can try to find it. what do you have to lose?



May I ask what happened to you Salomon?  Suicide seems like a reasonable thing for me to do at this point.  I probably won't do it in the near future but it seems set in stone for me.




I feel the exact same way.

I won't do it now but it will be in the near future, whether that is a few years from now or whatever.

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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Anonymous #40]
    #16832475 - 09/11/12 11:25 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

so, 84 pages and going..

whats the consensus here?

the MOST painless way to die?


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: pablokabute]
    #16832682 - 09/12/12 12:07 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

take massive amount of drugs
fake death

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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Konyap]
    #16832855 - 09/12/12 12:59 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

formaldehyde IV.


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: pablokabute]
    #16833119 - 09/12/12 03:12 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

Fucking bad mojo man, don't kill yourself ever that's not how it works..

Do it like this :


Don't ever do this :


Endure till the end, just to say fuck you to that demon, you'll rest easier because you did - B


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Barrett]
    #16833210 - 09/12/12 05:11 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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Fucking bad mojo man, don't kill yourself ever that's not how it works..

Endure till the end, just to say fuck you to that demon, you'll rest easier because you did - B




Intuition leads me to believe you correct in saying "that's not how it works." Every time I've really come close to actually attempting it, one of the main things preventing me is that I will wake up or be reincarnated into an even worse, more confusing realm that I then have to transcend to get back here. Or is that just religion fucking with my mind? Suchhhhhhh a mindfuck. But nah, the way I see is, is that if you're committing suicide, then you are "intentionally cutting yourself off from the source," and i'm not sure if you can get back there after that. "lost souls" and "trapped ghosts," that sorta shit. or maybe it's just that fucking death anxiety that starts to assault me with scary, lost, trapped, ghosts, and the image of a hellish fiery zombie graveyard every time i feel like it would be best for me to leave this reality. Whatever it is, I'm still here.

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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Anonymous #16]
    #16833232 - 09/12/12 05:27 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

Personally I see it as this, the "Source" which is life, is what we're slowly being introduced to through experience.  Slowly because anyone who's broken "through" will testify the reality of life is too much to handle... we're actually here, alive, fucking trip!....  So, being that it the flesh is a physical process, to cut it off, sabatoges the cultivation of your mind, ashes to ashes, dust to dust but the mind goes on forever.  Now follow me, this "original sin", sin being seperation from God is basicly another way of saying the program isn't completely written in order to run.  Think of a computer program only half way written.  We are not complete yet, our mind's are still being written, hence the need for a "physical", enter the flesh.  Now, once we understand that and we apply the "the blood of the Lamb, covering the sins of the sinner, results in eternal Life".  It is written that Christ is the Word, made flesh.  Your flesh, is what keeps your mind alive, even when it's dead, and because this flesh is here, it buys you enough time for your "program" to be completed so that when the dust returns to dust, your mind, aka you will "RUN"... you dig?  So for you do destroy the physical process, your flesh, before the program is finish, destroys the process, and the program fails, eternal seperation from Life.....Hell.  Jesus said, "Now brother will deliver up brother to death, and a father his child; and children will rise up against parents and cause them to be put to death. And you will be hated by all for My name's sake. But he who endures to the end will be saved" (Matthew 10:21-22)...  Dwell on that for a minute, take a look in the mirror, and take good care of your Tabernacle homie - B


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: Barrett]
    #16833247 - 09/12/12 05:38 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

John 14:1“Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. 2In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4You know the way to the place where I am going.”

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1 Corinthians 2:9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.

10But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God. 11For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. 12Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. 13Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.

Never ending trips, it will be insane I believe - B



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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: pablokabute]
    #16834215 - 09/12/12 11:24 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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so, 84 pages and going..

whats the consensus here?

the MOST painless way to die?



Nembutal OD.  Or exit bag with inert gas(Nitrogen, Helium, Argon, etc..)


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: pablokabute]
    #16834228 - 09/12/12 11:26 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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formaldehyde IV.



:lolwut:


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Re: The New River George Bridge, Fayetteville, West Virginia.....guaranteed... [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #16834452 - 09/12/12 12:08 PM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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formaldehyde IV.



:lolwut:





For those that want a I'm guessing, an extreeme and unique way to exit.


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