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Does the mushroom have something to show me?
    #1639657 - 06/17/03 02:49 PM (13 years, 5 months ago)

My last 4 mushroom trips have all started just fine, but at some point someone says or does something that just gets me depressed and on a bad mood.

The dose doesn't matter, i get that even in 1g trips.

On all my previous trips (20+) i have always been able to escape from bad thought loops but these last times i haven't.

They're not bad trips but i can't talk and laugh like everybody else.
I just get very introspective and cannot manage to have proper communication with other people.
Then i cannot focus on the trip, because i am constantly trying to get social again, which i can't.


This saturday i went to Goa Gil's party and ate some really good acid. I had never tripped that hard on LSD before. I was in complete bliss. I couldn't stop laughing and being happy no matter what i did.

Sometime during that trip i decided my trip needed that special mushroom touch so i swallowed a shroom capsule (only 0.6 or 0.7g). About half an hour later my mood got really bad, i got really self-conscious about my dancing, my mind was playing a lot of tricks on me, everything people would say to me had a hidden, malicious, meaning (even if they were just asking for a lighter, for example).

That stupid capsule ruined the rest of the party for me. And it was probably the best party of 2003 :mad:.


What is going on here?
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Maybe the mushroom has something he wants me to see and he's not getting through to me, because i'm distracted trying to get social?

Do you think a solo, high dose trip would allow the mushroom to show me what he wants me to see?

Or should i stop growing and eating shrooms definitely?

I know there are some people that are not made to eat psychedelics, but if i was one of them the same thing would happen on acid trips. And it doesn't.

Any help? 


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: esin]
    #1639836 - 06/17/03 04:11 PM (13 years, 5 months ago)

The key is getting yourself out of the way. Don't think, experience. I always find it easier to do this out in nature where there's plenty of wonderful things to look at. Maybe a trip in nature would be a help to you. Just tell yourself that you've got your entire life to think your normal depressing thoughts - for the 5 hours you're on mushrooms refuse to waste your time on that bullshit and just experience.


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: esin]
    #1639857 - 06/17/03 04:21 PM (13 years, 5 months ago)

"Does the mushroom have something to show me?"

Its your mind that has something to show you in my opinion, and I think the more you relax the clearer you'll see it.


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: Strumpling]
    #1640006 - 06/17/03 05:24 PM (13 years, 5 months ago)

Mushrooms have only made me more aware of myself and my more hidden thoughts, and if you are truely happy with yourself and your place in life, then you will find bliss. Mushrooms have forced me to question my position in life and find a more meaningful existence.


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: esin]
    #1640031 - 06/17/03 05:31 PM (13 years, 5 months ago)

Give a solo trip a shot. Doesn't have to be a high dosage, just have a trip where you don't have to worry about socialising.


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: esin]
    #1640096 - 06/17/03 06:01 PM (13 years, 5 months ago)

The same thing started to happen to me. I would always get into the thought loop of what people thought of me sort of and I too percieved just normal talk to have kind of hidden messages and it's wierd. I haven't tripped for awhile now and think im only going to trip by myself from now on, or untill i feel more comfortable or whatever.


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: barfightlard]
    #1641329 - 06/18/03 03:10 AM (13 years, 5 months ago)

confidence is key.

and Mr Mandrill, "hidden thoughts" heh I like that


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: Strumpling]
    #1641677 - 06/18/03 09:24 AM (13 years, 5 months ago)

Check out the Shroomery's How to Avoid a Bad Trip at http://www.shroomery.org/index/par/12194 Hopefully that will be useful. The general recommendations from me are to begin practicing meditation, change up your setting, and prepare for the journey (read, walk in nature, etc). I'd recommend a solo trip under some circumstances, but be careful as bad trips can get REALLY bad if you're alone. Just make sure you're prepared, you have good music, and you have plenty of stuff to do if you don't feel like just thinking and listening to music.

As Strumpling said, the mushroom doesn't have something to show you; you have something to show yourself, and mushrooms can facilitate that. But you have to want to listen and be prepared. Also, think about whether mushrooms are really the way for you to learn about yourself and your mind. There are many other routes: yoga, reading, meditation, exercise, and others. Just some food for thought.


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Re: Does the mushroom have something to show me? [Re: Pala]
    #1644126 - 06/19/03 10:54 AM (13 years, 5 months ago)

Thanks for the replies everyone!

I'll give it a couple months rest off shrooms, and then i'll have a solo trip to see if i can focus on solving that 'issue'...

I've come to the conclusion that the fact that i am in a bit of stress b/c of my final exams may have had a role in that.
And probably i'll have to be more careful about how many and which people i trip with.

And i don't think i'll ever eat shrooms again in a trance party if i have the chance of having lsd. The psilocybin trip is too personal and intrusive for that kind of setting IMO...

thanks again!  :smile: 


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