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MotherNaturesSon
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What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll]
#10481944 - 06/10/09 10:50 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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Life and death: Twins of existance Every time we sleep we draw closer to death. She calls to us through the void, like a siren whispering her sweet song... always whispering. Thus it goes each and every night, until one chilling evening...when night has yet to come, when the fire of the candles dimm in cautios respect to the creature- you slip into her realm one last time... And just then, stead of a soothing whisper, a brimm howl greets your arrival. And for the first time- she keeps you... forever. It is only within this moment, that you can truly come to appreciate... the mercy of God. Do not be so quick to judge the value of life, for there is another side of existance. A side shrouded by the cold embrace of the night and withered like a single flower in the desserts. It is here, from which you came- nothing. It is here, you shall return, after the quick disrubtion in the endless sea of nothing. You can‘t begin to imagine... The small fraction of existance, that is life, is but a lone explosion of emotion and love, in an endless space of absurdity and emptyness. So is it worthy to pursuit this fraction? This tiny patch of glimmering awareness, sunken into the slippery, cold rocks of the void? Like a single diamond amongst the rocks in the cave of Eden- a lone and most precious patch. Do the gods pluck this pearl from the comsic oyster? Do they sacrifise this miracle, to decorate their ears? Their fingers? Their necks? Do they not insee the crime? Do we not insee the crime of ignorance and apathy...? What is it that takes away our shelter of existance? What force drives us to the very end and why? Meaning? Purpose? Profit...? Do these moments not have the right to remain? What is it, that pokes this fragile bubble with a needle of unappreciation? Is it a law? A curse? A rule? Or is it a punishment? Can we be forgiven? Is immortality the prize of perfection? Or simply a dream? Is it the question? The hunger for answers, that became our cross? Is it the sense of self-awareness? Does one only truly die lying motionless in a hopsital bed, surrounded by the mourning relatives and friends? Don‘t shed tears, fractions- your time will come. Or perhaps, it already has? For with each person torn from my dimension, a part of me is torn away as well. Thus, when I‘ll be gone, a part of you will be lost forever- it never ends. Only the wounds and scars of memories remain for everyone to see. Yet how very human of us to still turn towards the light. Allas, we can only speculate... and sleep. Each night we come to understand more and more about Death. Wether she is a divine intervention, a scientific equasion, a cosmic plan, she is always amongst us. And once she holds you in her arms, you will come to realise the truth of truths. We must not rush, even death has a queue. We must not ponder, for we cannot overcome ourselves, let alone the laws of existance... But rest assured, she will come. She will wrap you in her cold and loving embrace, whispering the answers you crave into your ear. And it is only then, when you hold both the pieces of existance between your fingerstips, that you can put them together. Only then, will you be able to judge the value of life, of existance, of the small and utterly short lasting miracle- we call life.
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: MotherNaturesSon] 1
#10482042 - 06/10/09 11:15 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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i didn't read it, but the only time somebody gets preachy about life and death (leary syndrome) they are tripping on psychedellics.
1. nobody writes anything that long while drunk. 2. nobody would want to ruin an mdma experience writing anything 3. nobody gives a shit to write anything down on opiates 4. marijuana is a possibility but chronic marijuana users are lazy and newbie marijuana users are too high to write shit down.
when do we find out the truth?
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MotherNaturesSon
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: TODAY]
#10482106 - 06/10/09 11:30 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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soon. when i have enough opinions
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: MotherNaturesSon]
#10485969 - 06/11/09 12:34 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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Just the fact that you wrote Opiamates makes me think a low dose psychedelic.
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MotherNaturesSon
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: Teh_Face]
#10486436 - 06/11/09 03:53 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yhea, i noticed when it was too late to fix. So another guess for psychedelics? Hehe. Maybe, maybe not. What do others think?
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: MotherNaturesSon]
#10503334 - 06/14/09 05:46 AM (14 years, 7 months ago) |
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The correct answer was: MARIJUANA! although I do understand most of the choices made
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Excerpts of inner dialogue III-V-VIII: "Im no saint, but I do have genuine intentions." "So you believe in intensions?" "No. I believe in being genuine." "The goal is to become more child-like, and less child-ish."
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: MotherNaturesSon]
#10963031 - 08/29/09 07:30 PM (14 years, 4 months ago) |
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itd be too hard to concentrate on weed and youd keep making typos. Also noone writes shit that deep being drunk and i haven't done mdma but seems unlikely itd be on it same with opiates. And as the first poster said deep shit/life stuff is mostly wrote while tripping.
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: MotherNaturesSon]
#15901919 - 03/05/12 12:51 AM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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To much to write while high lol
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Re: What was I on when i wrote this? [excuse typo in poll] [Re: MotherNaturesSon]
#15995282 - 03/25/12 06:17 PM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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hah i was correct! i thought psychs at first then remembered that i only went all nutsy writing about this sort of things on forums after smoking up following a strong psych exp
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