|
 buckwheat
Cynically Insane
Registered: 12/09/02
Posts: 11,179
Loc: Not Enough Characters to ...
|
 Entity Eyes and their presence 
#1475498 - 04/20/03 01:57 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
|
|
Hi im new here sort of .Since my first trip ive been seein difernet types of eyes even when im straight.all types of eyes some times its very sexy erotic even feline like sometimes times.One time on 5 meo dipt saw the face of what i picture the girl of my dreams to be it was soo real here eyes were so beatiful it was like i was really connecting with her telepathlicly if really exsist i hope so  , then it can be very comical happy extreamly cartoonish very similar to a whacked out spongebob/courege the cowerdly dog/towelie from south park like mixture. then latly its been more entity like At first they were simple i guess you could say. but then when i tried drugs like dpt,dmt,andketamine and i started to experience other dimensions realitys and on dmt contacting real entities and hyperspace and all of that.These eyes became entities EXTREAMLY real and alien.now it feels like they come and visit me like i can feel theyre precense in my room and they only come when im alone and not all of the time only like when i start thinking and my mind realy get going like for example when i was reading the "the infinte vastness of the universe" post (witch really got me going) all of the sudden there were eyes in the words of my peripheral vision, eyes out the sony sign in my laptop and then to the left they are always to the lest by the way. the really real entity alein like eyes and i kinda picture its body like those aliens from the movie The Abyss.I really felt its presence like it was checking me out or some thing.At first i got scared it was more real intese more than ever before i realy wasnt ready for it then as soon as i got cool with it and thought wow how cool is this it completly went away. anyways this has never happend before i was wondering if any of you have had any experiences like this before. Peace. oh i was sober the whole time
Edited by mindcandy (04/20/03 06:45 AM)
|
 thestringphish
vajrayana
Registered: 04/17/03
Posts: 521
Loc: on my way to another plac...
Last seen: 9 years, 6 months
|
 Re: Entity Eyes i see them constantly [Re: buckwheat]
#1475539 - 04/20/03 02:23 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
|
|
Good, keep tripping, it will only happen more and more and help you learn that if your going to enter the world of infinity, you have to learn to aply what yo learn from it to your daily life, and not just call it "an awsome fun super cool grovy nice trip dude" or anything stupid like that. These ARE extreamly real, what you saw on dmt was not some goofball halucination, but a god given glimpse into the reality of infinity, and people need to learn to treat it that way or we are never going to be able to move beyound were we are now, taking drugs for fun rather than expanding the mind and enlightening the soul.
--------------------
Ken Wilbur
"this is life changing"
welcomehome
|
quemo
dontknowitall
Registered: 12/19/02
Posts: 137
Loc: worldcitizen
Last seen: 18 years, 10 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes i see them constantly [Re: thestringphish]
#1475585 - 04/20/03 03:00 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
|
|
if we for one second would assume those 'eyes' are not real (god forbid) , than there would be grounds to say mindcandy is walking the thin line of sanity and psychotic disorders. In that case you would have given this good friend the worst advice possible 
i'm not saying you're wrong, but you can't possibly know wether you are right based on the little piece of information mindcandy has given us. And it strikes me sometimes how easily intelligent people on this board advice these kind of mindfuckers(e.g shrooms) to ppl.
Shrooms and other entheogens are beautiful and powerful tools, whom can serve you with great spiritual benefits in life IF ingested by a stable mind who can handle it. And whom can seriously fuck you up IF ingested by an instable mind who can not. These are things not to kid with, and certainly no stuff to just hand around to everyone...
In mindcandys case i'd say we really don't know in wich category this person fits into, do we??? All i'd like to stress i guess, is to be careful anyway anyhow 
regards,
|
buckwheat
Cynically Insane
Registered: 12/09/02
Posts: 11,179
Loc: Not Enough Characters to ...
|
Re: Entity Eyes i see them constantly [Re: quemo]
#1475629 - 04/20/03 03:57 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
|
|
you can call it insanity hppd whatever i am a stable person like you like to call it. i consider it a gift a reminder of other realities dimensions.have you ever done dmt? i think they are real. like timothy leary said in his 8th circuit thing they are beings that have evolved from the matrix.being able to contact these entities is one of man kinds greatest gifts i think .now that i think of it my tittle and my story is very misleading i can see how you assumed that. actually i dont know why i said i see them all the time hehe it is on a rare ocasion i see them. most of the time i see them on or after a trip. once again im sorry i always get way to into it and end up saying things without thinking about them . im not constanly seeing these eyes. and im not saying they are real i meant to say they feel real the entities ones anyway .i know the cartoon eye and the other ones arent real nor do they feel real.hehe i cant belive you thought that i thought the cartoon eye is real i get the cartoon sometimes when i smoke.what im trying to say is its not this uncontollable hallucination i only get them when i let my self go and allow them to come for some reason its when im on the pc readin anything about psycadelics. once again they way i wrote my story was very misleading
|
quemo
dontknowitall
Registered: 12/19/02
Posts: 137
Loc: worldcitizen
Last seen: 18 years, 10 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes i see them constantly [Re: buckwheat]
#1475715 - 04/20/03 05:11 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
|
|
thank you for not taking this personally mindcandy, cuz i never meant it as such 
it just disturbs me to see how easily some persons, with the best of heart, hand out advice that could never be given on so little information, such rough assumptions and with such a subjective personal view on some substances.
in answer to your question: no i have never taken dmt, here in europe i never came across that 'miracle'-drug lots of you describe. I've taken shrooms lots of times however, and it has changed my life (or the way i view it actually) in numerous of ways. All positive, all with lots of love. I have also experienced a couple of bad trips wich also changed my life for the good (in the end ), since it showed me my most terrible fears and the lack of justification of just that. I do see how such a level5-trip gone bad can destroy you however as it nearly did to me and showed the danger that also lies within these substances.
A guy on the block just recently comitted suicide, after being schizophrenic for a year or 2 after an LSD-dose. When they checked his bedroom it was all covered with symbols and lyrics written in his own shit. His best friend (i hardly knew him) told me that he never saw even a glimpse of his old friend back after that fatal dose..... 
so perhaps these entities are very real, but so is a psychosis. And it is important for all members on this board who want to help their fellow man to accept both options and try to gather information, learn about the person, analyse and in the end give a grounded fact-based (not necessarily scientific/medical or anything) thought-through advice on such tricky issues....
regards,
|
thestringphish
vajrayana
Registered: 04/17/03
Posts: 521
Loc: on my way to another plac...
Last seen: 9 years, 6 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes i see them constantly [Re: quemo]
#1478199 - 04/21/03 03:00 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
|
|
You are right, it was pretty reckless of me to say all that stuff based on what i know. I sometimes am quick to assume things, this is on of my downfalls, and i am woking on it. I personally belive that certain entheogins are holy sacrements, and the states induced by these sacraments are realities no less real than that which we are conditioned to call normal. Now I also realize that no matter how strongly convinced I am of this The chances are infinite that i could be wright OR wrong. My beliefs could be completely wrong and, possibly, I myself could me insane, in the common sense of the word. Knowing this, i have to go with my convictions, and live with what i feel is wright. Now when I hear about a trip like this with (what seems to me from what i read) undeniable lasting after-effects, I get happy for whatever reason. Don't ask me why but i get excited when hear about people having powerful experiences with Psychedelics. And in the same way as I get excited, i also get concerned in a way because the majority of the people i see who use psychedelics use them simply for kicks, just to have a good time. And in my opinion It would be a terrible shame for someone to have a powerful experience like the one described above and come away from it thinking, "wow, that was a fun trip" or something of that nature and thats it, not learning a thing from the experience and not using it to better their life in any way. It would also be a terrible shame for a person to have lasting effects such as seeing anything at all, not eyes specifically, and think they are loosing it, going insane, just because they did not see this stuff before, or not as much of it. I simply have not encountered many people who are genuinley insane in the common sense of the word. I have encountered plenty who disrespect these sacraments and take them, like i said, just for kicks. So in short, I was wrong to go off and tell him what i posted, and thanks for calling me on it, otherewise i would'nt have thought twice about it. I do need to be more carefull about it.
--------------------
Ken Wilbur
"this is life changing"
welcomehome
|
JssMthrFcknChrst
Son of the LordGod Almighty
Registered: 10/12/02
Posts: 446
Loc: Vatican City
Last seen: 18 years, 6 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes i see them constantly [Re: thestringphish]
#1478555 - 04/21/03 09:41 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
|
|
I find eyes to be a reoccuring theme in many of my trips. Sometimes it is eyes that are not there, sometime it is what happens to eyes that are really there. Eyes are cool.
--------------------
|
KackleDude
transmundaneother
Registered: 06/11/02
Posts: 863
Loc: Close to the Edge, Down b...
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: buckwheat]
#1591761 - 05/29/03 11:33 PM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
Have you ever felt that you communicated with the eyes, or the entities to which they are associated to?
--------------------
yeeeahh, it's gonna be well wicked
|
LOBO
Vagabond
Registered: 03/19/01
Posts: 655
Loc: NY
Last seen: 16 years, 5 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: buckwheat]
#1592332 - 05/30/03 07:07 AM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
Interesting, I am very intrigued by the eyes also, because is a recurrent visions in my trips.
I was very shocked to see Alex gray's paintings, with all the eyes on them very similar to what I see.
The best way to describe what I see is the feathers of a peacock all open with hundreds of eyes.
In my first voyages I will felt very strange and uneasy when I had those visions, but now it does not bothered me, in fact in one of my last trips I tried to "stare" back at them. I noticed they have a very impersonal feeling, I have no conclusions what they are or there meaning.
But I find it very interesting that is a common vision among eternauts!
--------------------
|
Clean
the lense
 
Registered: 05/11/03
Posts: 2,374
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: LOBO]
#1592395 - 05/30/03 07:48 AM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
once i ate 3.5 grams and had no visuals except for a CEV of a pair of eyes when i was going to sleep.
it spooked me a bit, but not bad enough so that i couldn't go to sleep right away.
this is what the eyes reminded me of
this is what my hallucination looked like
 ;)
|
toned3f
Comfortably Numb
Registered: 05/27/03
Posts: 124
Loc: NY, Amerika
Last seen: 14 years, 11 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: Clean]
#1594246 - 05/30/03 05:35 PM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
Last time I tripped at a friend's place there was a poster of Karen McDougal on the ceiling and it definitely felt like she was staring AT me.
|
buckwheat
Cynically Insane
Registered: 12/09/02
Posts: 11,179
Loc: Not Enough Characters to ...
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: LOBO]
#1595404 - 05/31/03 12:17 AM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
The best way to describe what I see is the feathers of a peacock all open with hundreds of eyes.
omg! thats exactly the vibe these eyes give peacock feathers same colors and lots of eyes.i never asociated these visions with peacock feathers but its very accurate.and whenever i see alex grays paintings the hairs in my body stand up i get goosebumps.its SCARY how he captures them with incredible accracy looking at the eyes in his paintings gives out the same eerie feeling that these visions give.i would love to hear what he think of them.and its good to hear im not only one seeing these  .
|
buckwheat
Cynically Insane
Registered: 12/09/02
Posts: 11,179
Loc: Not Enough Characters to ...
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: KackleDude]
#1595444 - 05/31/03 12:34 AM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
Have you ever felt that you communicated with the eyes, or the entities to which they are associated to?
umm somewhat yes but its hard to explain they do give me a feeling that they are aware of me. and now that i see your avatar alex gray once again.dam he is seeing the samething i am. now i really want to talk with him its bothering me how accuarate they are. anyway back to your avatar the one that has the negative art effect look very similar to what i saw that day.scary if he sees the same thing i do. its not some random halucination its possibly something entityish of the 4th density goin on
|
Grav
Registered: 02/06/02
Posts: 4,454
Last seen: 10 years, 2 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: buckwheat]
#1595812 - 05/31/03 08:19 AM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
CEV's are the shit... they remind me of shit I used to imagine when I was a kid.. Like your mind is picking up this storyline from where you left it off years ago...
|
LOBO
Vagabond
Registered: 03/19/01
Posts: 655
Loc: NY
Last seen: 16 years, 5 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: buckwheat]
#1595897 - 05/31/03 09:32 AM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
I did ask him in his forum but never answered me.
The other thing I see a lot is 5 pointed stars, most of the time they are underlined with the fabric of space (hard to describe)
For example if I am looking at the sky (day or night) I will see these stars pulsating made up of the same fabric of the sky, when I start seeing them is a good clue to me that I am starting to peak.
I tend to be very visual in my trips, I have come to identify 2 main type of visuals accompanied by different feelings.
1 organic cev, oev , where you encounter all types of swirls morphing, incectoid and plantoid things, feelings range to beauty, curiosity, strangeness, weirdness and some times so alien that makes me uncomfortable.(I always related this to gaia)
2 type usually on higher doses is geometrical morphing 3d things I cant tell if my eyes are open or not at this stage , I feel that I am in the presence of something divine, I am in a state of ecstasy exploding orgasms nirvana if you will.
Some time I wish I could capture them on paper, but I have no talent for it
--------------------
|
MistaSmokupalot
Necrophiliac
Registered: 05/07/03
Posts: 84
Loc: Between Heaven and Hell
Last seen: 14 years, 5 months
|
Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: LOBO]
#1599138 - 06/01/03 06:41 PM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
I recently had an insanely unlikable mushroom trip.
I also saw these eyes. To me, and when I was in the state I was in (very relegious but yet very, very afraid of my surroundings and body). I thought that I was looking at the eyes of my gaurdian angel, or some kind of angel, or entity that's always there with me. It was kind of a weird feeling, I felt as if I was always being watched, and that I could actually see these eyes in the state I was in.
Im not doing any Hallucineginic drugs for a long, long time, until I clear my mind. Because these visuals were freaky. I have seen good eyes though. When I ate close to 13 grams dry unknown cube, I had an insanely awesome trip, and everytime I closed my eyes It was if I saw eyes of a beautiful girl.
peace.
--------------------
|
Shroomism
Space Travellin
Registered: 02/13/00
Posts: 66,006
Loc: 9th Dimension
|
 Re: Entity Eyes and their presence [Re: buckwheat]
#1599482 - 06/01/03 08:42 PM (19 years, 9 months ago) |
|
|
They say the eyes are windows to the soul....
They like to observe, but you can interact.
Do not be afraid. Have fun on your spiritual journey 
Namaste
--------------------
|
|
Threaded
Previous
Index
Next
Red Vein Kratom 
Buy Kratom Extract 
Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order 
Buy Bali Kratom Powder 
North Spore Mushroom Grow Kits & Cultivation Supplies
Edit 
Reply 
Monkah
1 2 3 all )
Sporecloud
MarkostheGnostic
Meat_hod
OrgoneConclusion
machineelf368