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trANce



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im a walking dirtbag...
#15970206 - 03/20/12 12:53 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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its true...im a walking dirtbag. well for the most part i am... i want to change so bad. if i can change than the world will change. so can someone help me with some type of routine for my everyday life. im home 24/7 going fucking cray cray and i need to do something. the way i am its like im driving in reverse and i cant stop...
my attention needs to be somewhere and i need to expand my conscousness. im ready to be a good person and show God what i can do. i am so dissapointed in myself and am so sick and crazy..
can someone help me find a routine?
i cant lie the past 8 and a half months half been the roughest of my life. ive been through it all and had a rough life and shit, but being at my house for the past 8 and a half months after the 2ci hurt me tops everything bad that has happened to me in my life...im ready to get it together.
for a break from the stress tho tomorrow i will be getting a 1 mg xanax and a 30 mg roxy in the mail. im going to indulge in those and then get on the ball after i have a good get high session. my bad for being such a stupid head on the shroomery...im just a troll i really am. but its all good tho im kinda only half troll and half informative and polite
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: trANce] 6
#15970237 - 03/20/12 01:12 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Take a break from all drugs, start going outside, and stop blaming everything on 2C-I.
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trANce



Registered: 11/20/11
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thanks
i think im going to bed now. i do sound pretty retarded for putting up another thread like this. i just want someone to give me a routine..
nm im going to bed right now sry if i dont reply.
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: trANce]
#15970247 - 03/20/12 01:17 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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I'm a walking water bag myself.
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PeterGriffin467
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: trANce] 1
#15970249 - 03/20/12 01:17 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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If you arent trolling then the best advice I have for you is to get a job. I was like you and home 24/7 too and just doing drugs and this went on for YEARS. It turned me into an agoraphobic drug addict hermit who was afraid to even walk into a store and by something because of contact with other people. Now I work 10 hours a day and I cherish my time at home now instead of loathe it because of boredom. When I get home at night I like to be "bored" and just sit around online smoking a bowl and watching the tube. If its hard to find a job in your area just go to every temp agency in your town (thats what I did) and you will for sure get at least a teomporary job.
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PatrickKn


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I agree,
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PeterGriffin467 said: get a job.
Seriously. You may think you're "not in the right state" to get a job, but you are ultimately bullshitting yourself. If you've never held a job at this point in your life, you'd be smart to do so soon. No work experience at your age only gets worse as you get older. You don't want to be 50 with no job prospects. Get a fast food job. In fact get two jobs, work your ass off, meet some people, make some money, get your own apartment, find a girlfriend, have the income to do the stuff you want.
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: PatrickKn]
#15970267 - 03/20/12 01:31 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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get a job... go work/sail on tanker ships thats what I did.
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PeterGriffin467
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: PatrickKn]
#15970284 - 03/20/12 01:38 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah man you nailed it about the work history thing, its so intimidating going into a place to fill out an application and have all those spaces for prior work history and you have nothing to put down. Ive been working shitty factory jobs and while obviously Im doing it for the paycheck Im also doing it to gain a work history and build my resume' Only a few months ago I had just 2 prior jobs to put down for work history but now only after a short time I have 5 temp jobs I can put down, and even though they are temp they still count to an employer who can call and verify if they want
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riceballz4sale
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get a job, stop doing so many drugs, get a gym membership, surround urself with a better social life.
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Grizvok
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Get a fucking job.
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: Grizvok]
#15970401 - 03/20/12 02:44 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: trANce]
#15970441 - 03/20/12 03:07 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: Shroomism]
#15971265 - 03/20/12 10:44 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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BlindSophist said: Take a break from all drugs, start going outside, and stop blaming everything on 2C-I.
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PatrickKn said: I agree,
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PeterGriffin467 said: get a job.
Seriously. You may think you're "not in the right state" to get a job, but you are ultimately bullshitting yourself. If you've never held a job at this point in your life, you'd be smart to do so soon. No work experience at your age only gets worse as you get older. You don't want to be 50 with no job prospects. Get a fast food job. In fact get two jobs, work your ass off, meet some people, make some money, get your own apartment, find a girlfriend, have the income to do the stuff you want.
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Butt-Head said: get a job... go work/sail on tanker ships thats what I did.
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propensity said:
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BlindSophist said: Take a break from all drugs, start going outside, and stop blaming everything on 2C-I.
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Grizvok said: Get a fucking job.
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Niffla said:

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Shroomism said:
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Grizvok said: Get a fucking job.
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trANce



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Re: im a walking dirtbag... [Re: Gotlib]
#15971281 - 03/20/12 10:48 AM (11 years, 11 months ago) |
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beautiful....perfect.....thank you butt-head
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