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Bundy
It's just words.


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Therapist.
#15970667 - 03/20/12 06:37 AM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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Today is my first day back in therapy since my recent suicide attempt.
I wonder how it's gonna go. I wonder if they even know? Maybe the hospital called my Therapist and told her.
I know my insurance company knew, cause they called me two days after I got discharged to make sure I was keeping my appointment for today. I thought that was odd.
I have a lot of stuff to talk about with her, and yet, I have nothing to say. Or maybe it's just a reluctance to say what I need to. I dunno.
This week kind of sucks for me. Yesterday morning I had a 4 hour memory test.
Today my Therapist ( In an hour )
and then Friday I have an MRI. I hope they give me a disk with all my brain pictures on an MRI disk, so I can upload them to my computer and show you guise my brain!
I'm scared about the MRI though. It's like 40 minutes long, and in a really tight space. I dunno.
Off track here...
Therapy. I'm sure they'll be glad to hear I got admitted, they've tried to admit me before but I've always sweet talked my way out of it. I couldn't do that this time. Must be a little win for them. I wonder if they'll ever discharge me again. They did, and I JUST got back in before my suicide attempt.
Maybe they'll actually listen to me now. ( They; Being my Therapist and Psychologist )
If not, then good ol fashion mockery works. She hates when I mock her, but I find it fun. But I only do it when she doesn't listen.
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idiotek


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Re: Therapist. [Re: Bundy]
#15970693 - 03/20/12 06:53 AM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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Didn't you just post recently about being under the age of 21, with a pregnant girlfriend or something?
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Beanhead
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Re: Therapist. [Re: idiotek]
#15970695 - 03/20/12 06:57 AM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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Man I have therapy and psycho education and both are a crock full of shit. I love to play reverse psychology though.
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Apostle
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Re: Therapist. [Re: Bundy]
#15970701 - 03/20/12 07:00 AM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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only time i talk to those is when i get thrown in one of them places.
I think you just need to chill.
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Dosile Kouki
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Re: Therapist. [Re: Bundy]
#15970717 - 03/20/12 07:09 AM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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hey man you gotta look after yourself, i know life can be shit at times and throw you a few curve balls, but you gotta stick with it.
i'm glad your alright though dude
also i think its best to just tell the therapists everything you feel you need to say, and not worry about holding back or only telling them certain things for whichever reason. they're there to help you and will listen to everything you have to say and do their best to help you and stuff.
if your not claustrophobic then the MRI isn't all that bad. i got a CT scan done a while ago and they let played music for me in the machine. it's really nothing, think of it as laying down for 30 minutes, or some meditation or something. think of it as laying down on the couch/bed for 30 minutes
anyway best of luck to ya man. i hope everything works out for the best!
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Bundy
It's just words.


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Therapy went pretty well, and I got to fill out ( finally! ) My job placement application.
They are going to call today with a new diagnosis ( I'm Diagnosed Schizofreniphorm ) Apparently, and it's "Out-dated" and put it on my Job app form, then I send that out, get a counselor and find a job that suits me, and my needs! Wewt!
Then I can get off this fucking disability and provide correctly for my family.
I actually talked today, about "Real" goals that I have in mind.
Last time I was kind of snotty cause they discharged me when they shouldn't have. So I said my goal was to find a cure for Schizophrenia. Can't discharge that, I'll never find a cure! "I ain't no prophet, I won't cure no damn disease"
but yeah, today was totally cool. Therapy can help if you give it a chance, keep an open mind, and actually talk your problems through.
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Apostle
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Re: Therapist. [Re: Bundy]
#15970909 - 03/20/12 08:56 AM (11 years, 10 months ago) |
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I admire your persistence.
Cant say i wouldnt have dipped on the bitch and the kid once the pressures of providing started to get to me.
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