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CherryBom
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Your First Love
#1495566 - 04/26/03 10:18 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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Does it ever go away? Do you just keep on loving them forever in all of thier perfect imperfection? Do you just keep feeling like a million translucent butterflies in the pit of your stomach every time he laughs?
Dark nite, so clear up high Stars were beacons in the sky Body tingles Knees are weak Static burning In her cheeks....
But that was long ago...? I'm not so sure that it's even real anymore. I'm all grown up and away... Or am I?
Is he?
I just don't know....
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Anonymous
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1495634 - 04/26/03 10:54 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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I don't think your first love really ever does go away...
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JeRiKo1
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Re: Your First Love [Re: LeViTY]
#1495651 - 04/26/03 11:06 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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Neither do the following ones, i hope
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WildCardsRevenge
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1495953 - 04/26/03 01:20 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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I remember each of my loves not as i once loved them but as a warm memory and a highlight on my life
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felix
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1496309 - 04/26/03 04:30 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
Does it ever go away
i agree with levity..it never does.
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funkymonk
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Re: Your First Love [Re: felix]
#1496825 - 04/26/03 09:01 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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it defiantly doesn't go away, I agree..it's funny you say this because my true love just came back into my life, asking me to move away with her....it's hard to know what to do, love make's you not think straight
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Anonymous
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1496838 - 04/26/03 09:06 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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it doesnt, but that poem.. thank you for reminding me of that use of the word static ( seriously! ) thank you thank you
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enotake2
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1496914 - 04/26/03 09:57 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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My first love was when I was 16 and I am now 30. He is married with a kid. I don't love him anymore. I was a totally different person then and he is not the sort of guy I would be attracted to anymore. I met him when I was working on the reception at a gym. He was blonde and beautiful. That was the main initial attraction! (Hey, I was a teenager.) We did get on well and I did love him. Though he is real materialistic and I am increasingly disgusted by materialism. He is a big corporate mover, and very conservative. That stuff didn't matter to me then but it does now. So anyways, given the time passed and the changes I doubt I would feel anything if I saw him again. Sorry to be unromantic. There is a man I have met since then (at 21) who I saw on and off for 6 years and still pulls my heart strings, but was bad for me. We were friends. But I am in a great relationship now, and so I just can't see him.
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silversoul7
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1496940 - 04/26/03 10:08 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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I dunno. There's been lots of times where I thought I was in love, but really wasn't. There was a girl in High School who I thought I loved, but it was really just a crush. And I thought I loved my first girlfriend, but I was really just pussy-whipped. Now there's a girl I'm trying to get over, and I've always felt that I've loved her, but I may well discover that it was something else all along. It's hard to tell until you stop feeling that way.
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Anonymous
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1496985 - 04/26/03 10:45 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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yup love is geh
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CherryBom
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Re: Your First Love [Re: ]
#1497038 - 04/26/03 11:08 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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So bitter you all are!
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Murex
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Re: Your First Love [Re: ]
#1497069 - 04/26/03 11:19 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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yup love is geh
There are times I agree with this.
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Cryptic
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1497118 - 04/26/03 11:53 PM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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I met her 8 months ago.. and sitll going on..
she means so much to me.. i'd do anything for her. I love everything about her, i get butterflies still whenever we talk.. its weird..
I respect her and her feelings.. and actually am thinking of proposing if things are still working out fine after summer... and i never think like that.
*sighs and feels all floaty* I love the feeling she gives
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Sheepish
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1497159 - 04/27/03 12:26 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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I despise my first "love".
Underneath It All - NIN
all i do i can still feel you all i do i can still feel you all i do i can still feel you all i do i can still feel you all i do i can still feel you numb all through i can still feel you hear your call underneath it all kill my brain yet you still remain
crucified after all i've died after all i've tried you are still inside
all i do i can still feel you all i do i can still feel you all i do i can still feel you all i do i can still feel you
all i do i can still feel you all i do (you remain) i can still feel you (i am stained)
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Blastrid
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1497365 - 04/27/03 03:39 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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i'm still with my first love, for two and a half years
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felix
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Re: Your First Love [Re: enotake2]
#1497366 - 04/27/03 03:40 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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enotake, you say you just can't see him because why? are you afraid you may start to sway and fall out of love with your current?
i was with this chick for 2+ years...but one day i had to move away. we were still going full force on terms of relationship and neither of us wanted anyone else (i think..). walking away from her to catch my plane was very hard. i was the last one on...i think they were waiting for me, cause they slammed the door shut as soon as i got on board. then, her and her friend stood out by the tarmac and waved.
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enotake2
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Re: Your First Love [Re: felix]
#1497403 - 04/27/03 05:16 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah there is just a lingering feeling there. He is kind of manipulative and knows how to push my buttons and will try. So I just think it is better to stay away. Also, my boyfriend is a bit jealous of him, and talking to him I feel a bit guilty even though I haven't done anything wrong. I dunno. He lives in another state anyway, so its not that hard to just cut him off. As friends we only used to call and see each other every so often anyway. I am very happy in my current relationship and I don't want to do anything to jeopardise it.
-------------------- Computer games don't affect kids. I mean if Pacman affected our generation as kids, we'd all be running around in a darkened room, munching pills and listening to repetitive electronic music. "Being bitter and hateful is like drinking a vial of poison and hoping the other person gets sick" FreakQLibrium "My motto from here on out is: If someone or something (including me) in my life is conducting themselves in such a way that they can be seen on Jerry Springer, it's time to take out the garbage!!! When you stop taking their behaviour personally and see their antics as a true reflection on their character, it becomes absolutely nauseating." Anon. on abusive relationships.
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Anonymous
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1497504 - 04/27/03 08:47 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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Welcome to the Hypnotize zone Today you'll hear the story Of Russell Resthaven And the day he tried To save his girlfriend Here's the story Man you won't believe What done happened To me now man
What?
How did this nigga Come round my way Then fuck my bitch But I'm gone kill him When he get off Work tonight though
Man fuck dat hoe man You can't be tryin' To save that bitch Man my nigga den Housed a hoe to Brown Freesia
Man I spent cheese On her and everything And I bought rangs And mo shit man I'mma kill that nigga Dat I'm goin' marry
You can't turn a hoe Into a house wife man
I love her man I love her man It's mine man I love her man I gotta marry her man I'mma marry her
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FreakQlibrium
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Re: Your First Love [Re: CherryBom]
#1497517 - 04/27/03 08:59 AM (20 years, 11 months ago) |
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i really don't wanna come accross as being cynical, i can only speak from my own experience. i occasionally find myself HIDING in store front windows to avoid meeting some girl i "thought" i used to love.....for me love just turned out to be a sick obsession....not that it isn't an amazing high thinking you've met "the one" lol
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Anonymous
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obsessed people suck, my girlfriend want to get married and have kids, andi want to fuck her sister
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