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The most incredible experience!
#14818424 - 07/24/11 03:35 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hello, im a 19 year old boy that have been taking psycadelic for about a year. I have had experiences from 100-500 ug LSD and various dosages of mushrooms.
About a month ago, i met this girl and started talking. To my surprise we seemed to have everything in common, not the things we did or had done, but the way we both looked at the world and "thinking pattern" (i cant really describe it with words). She had never done any psycadelic, but she had been smoking weed and done alot of "Lucid Dreaming". We bonded almost instantly and one thing led to another and we ended up having sex the first day we really met. We spent the next day chatting and fucking and it felt like i had known here for ever, because she was almost as a female version of myself. When night came, we went back to here place barricading ourselves in the basement and got ready for another night of love. She put on a relaxation pod-cast with raindrops and deep ringing bells and looped it so that we wouldn't get any interrupted and we started kissing and snuggling each other, feeling each others body's and getting to know each other physically.
After about an hour of just touching each other, i started feeling (its the same feeling you get in your foot or hand if it falls asleep?) all over my body and it felt like the my mind setting just changed and i felt like i was going though some kind of membrane and when i came out the other side it was as nothing i have ever experienced in my life! It was like a full blown trip, just without all the thoughts flying though your head. it was like we acted on instincts, feeling each others consiosness floating around each other and even geting CEV's. She actualy described the same feeling to me in ditail, even tho she had never touched any psycadelics. We continued strokeing each others skin feeling as if we were alone in the universe and lost completly track of time and what we were doing, just doing what came natural.
We were in that state for 3 houers, befor we bouth collapsed on the bed shaking trying to understand what happened without finding a clear answer. We have been trying to recreate the senario a cople ever since, and have come close a copple of times, tho never with the same intensety.
I realice that the description i have given isnt perfect or in full ditail, but i am still having trouble puting it into words but i hope you will still be able to get a picture of what we experienced. I am realy curious to find out if anyone else have experienced anything simular, and if so, is this something that people know something about? My best guess is that there is something in the brain that is actuvated when you make love with such intensity that you get into a meditative state of some kind.
I would realy like comments on this, because im not able to make any sense out of it myself, tho i realy want to obtain that feeling again.
Peace and love to you all <3
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: razon]
#14818448 - 07/24/11 03:40 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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She's a succubus, that's the feeling of your soul being drained.
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: ButteredToast]
#14820444 - 07/25/11 01:20 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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ButteredToast said: She's a succubus, that's the feeling of your soul being drained.
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: ButteredToast]
#14820549 - 07/25/11 02:15 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Shit man, the acid has gone into your bone marrow and now you'll be experiencing flashbacks all the time!! You're fucked bro !!!111!!!
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ButteredToast said: She's a succubus, that's the feeling of your soul being drained.
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: razon] 1
#14821057 - 07/25/11 06:38 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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razon said: Hello, im a 19 year old boy that have been taking psycadelic for about a year. I have had experiences from 100-500 ug LSD and various dosages of mushrooms.
About a month ago, i met this girl and started talking. To my surprise we seemed to have everything in common, not the things we did or had done, but the way we both looked at the world and "thinking pattern" (i cant really describe it with words). She had never done any psycadelic, but she had been smoking weed and done alot of "Lucid Dreaming". We bonded almost instantly and one thing led to another and we ended up having sex the first day we really met. We spent the next day chatting and fucking and it felt like i had known here for ever, because she was almost as a female version of myself. When night came, we went back to here place barricading ourselves in the basement and got ready for another night of love. She put on a relaxation pod-cast with raindrops and deep ringing bells and looped it so that we wouldn't get any interrupted and we started kissing and snuggling each other, feeling each others body's and getting to know each other physically.
After about an hour of just touching each other, i started feeling (its the same feeling you get in your foot or hand if it falls asleep?) all over my body and it felt like the my mind setting just changed and i felt like i was going though some kind of membrane and when i came out the other side it was as nothing i have ever experienced in my life! It was like a full blown trip, just without all the thoughts flying though your head. it was like we acted on instincts, feeling each others consiosness floating around each other and even geting CEV's. She actualy described the same feeling to me in ditail, even tho she had never touched any psycadelics. We continued strokeing each others skin feeling as if we were alone in the universe and lost completly track of time and what we were doing, just doing what came natural.
We were in that state for 3 houers, befor we bouth collapsed on the bed shaking trying to understand what happened without finding a clear answer. We have been trying to recreate the senario a cople ever since, and have come close a copple of times, tho never with the same intensety.
I realice that the description i have given isnt perfect or in full ditail, but i am still having trouble puting it into words but i hope you will still be able to get a picture of what we experienced. I am realy curious to find out if anyone else have experienced anything simular, and if so, is this something that people know something about? My best guess is that there is something in the brain that is actuvated when you make love with such intensity that you get into a meditative state of some kind.
I would realy like comments on this, because im not able to make any sense out of it myself, tho i realy want to obtain that feeling again.
Peace and love to you all <3
Welcome to the wonderful world of adult sex with someone you connect with at a very deep level. It's just letting go of yourself completely and becoming the animal you were designed to be. You can't fullu let go now because you have the expectation of making it happen again.
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: koraks]
#14821619 - 07/25/11 10:39 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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koraks said: Also:
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ButteredToast said: She's a succubus, that's the feeling of your soul being drained.
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: automan]
#14822964 - 07/25/11 03:23 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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If what you are saying is true, i can finally begin to understand what people are going on about true love <3 Its strange that just dancing around each other in the way that we did, can be alot more intense and beautiful then the original penis in vagina I think i will try not understanding it, rather let it be and if it happens again, I'll just be pleasantly surprised again 
I wish for everyone to find someone to share this experience with themselves, it is really the most beautiful feeling i have ever felt in my life and it would definitely make the world a better place <3
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: razon]
#14823882 - 07/25/11 06:36 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Seriously though? I have read about meditative states of arousal that sound similar. Maybe you stumbled onto that accidentally. Maybe you two should study up on tantric yoga or similar...
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: flugelizor]
#14823961 - 07/25/11 06:50 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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OP- you never explicately stated you took any drugs other than "so when the night came" which is pretty loose.
So I am going to assume you DID take drugs? Yes no?.....
Obviously you cannot recreate what happened the first time because the elements of THE FIRST TIME can never be recreated 100% unless you could clear your memory and emotions from that experience. If we were able to do that then addicting drugs might not be so hard to quit.
The first time experience with anything that has a significant impact causes a rewiring in the brain, so physiologically that's why you can't change it. The most obvious evidence of this if you don't know anything about the science of it, is the fact of how passionately you want to recreate what happened despite the fact that you know it won't work or you don't know it won't work that way.
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: razon]
#14824120 - 07/25/11 07:21 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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You had a magical experience, they are fleeting, and to be cherished. No idea how to cultivate them. But she sounds like a sweet girl. Treat her right and cultivate your relationship.
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: withoutawire]
#14826628 - 07/26/11 09:33 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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withoutawire said: OP- you never explicately stated you took any drugs other than "so when the night came" which is pretty loose.
So I am going to assume you DID take drugs? Yes no?.....
We were sober as this happened, tho it didnt feel that way at all. The first association I had to this experience, was that it was some kind of a trip. I when I closed my eyes, I could (something between seeing and feel) here laying next to me, glowing with what seemed like life energi and it felt like we could think of something, and the other would understand it. Not in words, but the meaning of the thought. I have had a similar experience in a real trip, with a couple of friends that i have known since i was 6 and followed me pretty much every day of my life ever since. Its like they can have a face expression and I would know what mind mood they are in and I know them well enough to know what thoughts get them in that mood. Its allmost like we can read each others thoughts! Whats strange is that at the time, I didnt know here well at all, I just kind of understood here. She is the closest thing i have ever found to myself
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Edited by razon (07/26/11 11:46 AM)
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Re: The most incredible experience! [Re: razon]
#14829252 - 07/26/11 06:57 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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You can't re create really powerful experiences 100% genuinely, because there is a chemical rewiring in the reward pathway in your brain as you experience something new. Oxytocin chemical love reactions that are that powerful and change your perception or understanding only happen once. You can get close but not the same.
If you want that type of feeling again then go do something different and new and crazy and different so you can get a NEW experience and get that fluttering rush of first time. Got to chase it and not recreate it. that'd be like sitting down and smoking weed for the first time and re acting and doing everything that happened. Won't be the same. You have to smoke more, or different weed, etc. to experience the new.
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