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2ndChancesRDivine
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Methoxetamine Vast Void Experience
#14602255 - 06/12/11 05:53 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Around 1am after hanging out with some friends at a local bar, I came home and administered 90mg MXE sublingualy. Followed 30minutes later by 30 more mg.
1AM
T0:00- Administered 90mg MXE sublingually.
T0:30- Washed down with cold dH2O.
T0:45- Starting to feel effects but decided to administer 30mg more sublingually.
T0:45-4:30- I became enwrapped in the MXE consciousness and fell into the void. I can't describe the blissful inner peace and calming thoughts, visions and lucid dreams that took place during this experience. But I mentally left this realm.
T4:30-10:00- My brains hemispheres seem to be in need of resynchronization. Upon becoming cognisant which was around 4:30-5:00am when I came out of the MXE void (I think this is a more accurate description than an M-Hole), I noticed I was seeing double, and still in a definite dissociative state. My ocular motor muscles of my right eye were listing lazily to the right, and I could subtly manipulate my eye with my finger on my eyelid around in it's socket, making interesting trails of visuals, it worried me slightly, but I figured if around 1PM I wasn't any better I'd worry more about it then.
I had the inability to formulate a complete sentence and when I had to it took a lot of thought to ensure the words didn't come out like garbled mess.
At around 7:00am I still had very interesting closed eye "visions" and was shuffling around like a zombie, but I was aware of myself enough to take the dog for a walk, and around 10:30AM I embraced a merciful sleep upon which I awoke from around 1PM feeling more orientated and both hemispheres of my brain seemed to be synchronous again.
Now, T14:00 Almost total baseline.
Definitely doing that one again, but I think the ol' gray matter needs a few weeks of rest and recuperation.
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Cyclohexylamine
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Damn thats alot of MXE. The most I have done is 80mg over the course of an evening, and that is with heavy ketamine tolerance.
did you just lie down for the entire M hole?
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2ndChancesRDivine
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Yes. That much MXE just takes you away. Opening my eyes feels so foreign and different. I prefer to keep my eyes closed. The only time I got up was to urinate once or twice, but I went right back into the MXE void.
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Cyclohexylamine
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VizualDistorshon said: Yes. That much MXE just takes you away. Opening my eyes feels so foreign and different. I prefer to keep my eyes closed. The only time I got up was to urinate once or twice, but I went right back into the MXE void.
Interesting. I have always been kind of fearful of the mxe void, because I am worried about the lack of sedation, and me blacking out and doing something fucked. MXE is closer to PCP in that regard, and that has me a little fearful. What did you find?
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I cannot describe it. It's just too intimate. Thoughts flow through you like water, you find yourself in different places, peaceful realizations some sad yet accepting, inner calmness, it's just.. bliss. The only bad part is that it is over before you know it. For me it seems like I've just been sucked in and I'm never ready for the heavy part to be over by the time it ends 3-4 hours later, and I'm left with this buzzing out of touch with reality sensation that you experience with lower doses, in which I can't focus my eyes or formulate words or even seem to walk in a way that doesn't make me stumble that slowly tapers away for almost 12 hours afterwords.
For me the room has to be completely dark with just a little bit of white noise (cars passing by, waterfall ect.), water should be near by, and if you're not capable of just letting go, then this experience is not for you.
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Cyclohexylamine
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VizualDistorshon said: I cannot describe it. It's just too intimate. Thoughts flow through you like water, you find yourself in different places, peaceful realizations some sad yet accepting, inner calmness, it's just.. bliss. The only bad part is that it is over before you know it. For me it seems like I've just been sucked in and I'm never ready for the heavy part to be over by the time it ends 3-4 hours later, and I'm left with this buzzing out of touch with reality sensation that you experience with lower doses, in which I can't focus my eyes or formulate words or even seem to walk in a way that doesn't make me stumble that slowly tapers away for almost 12 hours afterwords.
For me the room has to be completely dark with just a little bit of white noise (cars passing by, waterfall ect.), water should be near by, and if you're not capable of just letting go, then this experience is not for you.
Yeah the dissociative experience requires you to let go, hence why its not for everyone. I love my K holes, but last night I did 46 mg MXE followed by 18mg after a 4 day no k or m break, I think I went to the edge of the void, though not very deep, was there. It fascinated me, and made me want delve deeper. It reminded me of the K universe, only quite different.
-------------------- Yes this is tymo - I just changed my name Have you ever had a dream that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to awake from that dream? How would you know the difference between that dream world and the real world? There is NOTHING better than feeling that warm dissociative fuzz creeping up your body from IM K Something abut that anaesthetic rush... Qualitative Research Chemical Effects and Experiences The Wonderful World of Methoxetamine The 3-Meo-PCP Chapters, Part One
Edited by Cyclohexylamine (06/14/11 05:49 AM)
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