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OfflineAlmond Flour
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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Poptart]
    #15528910 - 12/17/11 01:00 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

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Poptart said:
Yes I do believe in the Christian God. It's not even so much of a belief anymore after all of the signs I've been shown lately. I know he exists. 

I feel so much happier now that I've started praying and reading scriptures again.

But another part of me feels very guilty because I know I have lived a very sinful life and know I have alot of wrongs I have to make right.

I know deep down you all know he lives too.

But just like me many of you probably don't want to acknowledge that because that would mean alot of difficult change would have to take place in your life and heart in order to live right with God. 
But if you do decide to change.
it's going to be worth it.

using drugs is living a half life. I think we all know that deep down. We are all on a roller coaster that goes up and down up and down.
But eventually it's going to run out of momentum. And just might end up in a worse spot than when it started.

I always told myself when I was using drugs that I was never going to be one of those people who stops using drugs and then turn around and speaks against drugs and blames all there problems on drugs.

But here I am. And this is my story. It would be unfair for me to blame it all on the drugs. Because I have to take responibility for my actions. But the drugs definatly had a big part of it.

I have absolutely no room to judge any of you. Because I'm just as deep in this as any of you. But I'm done with living this way.

I know alot of you will read this and disregard it. Maybe you know what I'm saying is true but you keep telling yourself hey I can keep living this way and change later in life right?

Why not choose to change now?

The Prophet Elijah said “How long will you go limping with two different opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him; but if Baal then follow him”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elijah

Entheogens/psychedelics are used for Baal worship.

I guess I wasn't exactly fully aware of that until just a couple of weeks ago.

But now that I know that and I know that we are spirits as a fact and not as a believe why would I continue worshiping a false god?





hey hey Hey....lets not jump ahead of ourselves :bored: Just because something HAS been used for witchcraft or worship of false gods, does by no means indicate that item evil :rolleyes:.

plenty of herbs in the bible (mandrakes, mushrooms, Hyssop, etc.) have been used by gods people, despite their heavy use in pagan and occult cultures throught the times.

If you dont wanna use psychedelics, fine. But dont kid yourself into thinking everyone who uses them is worshiping Baal.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: foliocb]
    #15528975 - 12/17/11 01:37 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

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you have such a huge ego poptart... it's cute really  :catfrog:



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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Poptart]
    #15529010 - 12/17/11 02:01 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

i turned my back on christianinty when i was 13 and it cost me at 16, but i have no regrets... i love Jesus, but well outside the scope of the christian bible... i prefer the early essene texts or other scriptures... anything but a bible developed while Constantine ruled Rome. that book was corrupt from the very first day the bishops worked to compile it... check out Paula Fredriksen she's a very well respected biblical scholar who converted from catholocism to judaism... i read two of her books but i can't exactly remember the exact title of either... there somewhere in my room downstairs... i'll dig them up sometime today, but in the meantime, i do want to say, if this is really working for you, follow what's true for you man, because your head is into it and turning back now might fuck you over further... just think about what you're doing though... don't place yourself in the middle of a box with high sides to it, because you'll never see other possibilities. good luck my friend...


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: cateyes]
    #15529096 - 12/17/11 02:43 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

My friend, amigo, listen your ego is too inflated still.  There are people that have claimed they have seen black choppers where the Knights Templar held the jesuits and the "true" book jesus wrote.

I believe them bc that has been light forever.  Quantum mechanics explains why the observer controls what he sees.

Physics is kind of strange tho


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: the human abstract]
    #15530293 - 12/17/11 11:40 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Who needs science and understanding when you can just blindly submit to monotheistic religion:shrug:

God good!... :kingcrankey:

Questions....BAD! :ancientaliens:


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: foliocb]
    #15530328 - 12/17/11 11:51 AM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Religion=giving in to wishful thinking.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Evil Toadstool] * 1
    #15530444 - 12/17/11 12:18 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Its easy to fool urself with religion.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: skatealex2]
    #15530560 - 12/17/11 12:46 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

OP I am glad that you are feeling better, but you make some pretty :slowtard: statements in that last post.

If you would rather be void of all logic and common sense for the sake of peace of mind...more power to ya.

i think that you were just so fucked up in the head from mutilating your penis, that the only way for you to accept what you've done is through religion. I don't understand it, but at least ur feelin better.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Anthony]
    #15530864 - 12/17/11 01:54 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

When you go to church/youth group whatever... talk about what a bad ass drug user you used to be... bound to get you some rebellious christian pussy. I've heard some of those christian girls can be FREAKS. A lifetime of sexual repression can do that to a person.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: CavemanJohnson]
    #15530896 - 12/17/11 02:03 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

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CavemanJohnson said:
When you go to church/youth group whatever... talk about what a bad ass drug user you used to be... bound to get you some rebellious christian pussy. I've heard some of those christian girls can be FREAKS. A lifetime of sexual repression can do that to a person.




but his dick doesnt work


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: CavemanJohnson]
    #15531057 - 12/17/11 02:42 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

CavemanJohnson said:
When you go to church/youth group whatever... talk about what a bad ass drug user you used to be... bound to get you some rebellious christian pussy. I've heard some of those christian girls can be FREAKS. A lifetime of sexual repression can do that to a person.





hehehehe... you know what zappa said about those catholic girls.

Kensho :psychsplit:


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Poptart]
    #15531449 - 12/17/11 04:19 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Poptart said:
Yes I do believe in the Christian God. It's not even so much of a belief anymore after all of the signs I've been shown lately. I know he exists. 

I feel so much happier now that I've started praying and reading scriptures again.

But another part of me feels very guilty because I know I have lived a very sinful life and know I have alot of wrongs I have to make right.

I know deep down you all know he lives too.

But just like me many of you probably don't want to acknowledge that because that would mean alot of difficult change would have to take place in your life and heart in order to live right with God. 
But if you do decide to change.
it's going to be worth it.

using drugs is living a half life. I think we all know that deep down. We are all on a roller coaster that goes up and down up and down.
But eventually it's going to run out of momentum. And just might end up in a worse spot than when it started.

I always told myself when I was using drugs that I was never going to be one of those people who stops using drugs and then turn around and speaks against drugs and blames all there problems on drugs.

But here I am. And this is my story. It would be unfair for me to blame it all on the drugs. Because I have to take responibility for my actions. But the drugs definatly had a big part of it.

I have absolutely no room to judge any of you. Because I'm just as deep in this as any of you. But I'm done with living this way.

I know alot of you will read this and disregard it. Maybe you know what I'm saying is true but you keep telling yourself hey I can keep living this way and change later in life right?

Why not choose to change now?

The Prophet Elijah said “How long will you go limping with two different opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him; but if Baal then follow him”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elijah

Entheogens/psychedelics are used for Baal worship.

I guess I wasn't exactly fully aware of that until just a couple of weeks ago.

But now that I know that and I know that we are spirits as a fact and not as a believe why would I continue worshiping a false god?




fear based idologies for the win:thumbup:

You're Matrix Character: Cypher



The man who was shown, but always held one foot inside the door and couldn't fully commit to going all the way down the rabbit hole. Also, he preferred pleasure rather then knowledge(especially steak).

:blueorred:


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: foliocb]
    #15540416 - 12/19/11 03:23 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Ignorance is :feelsgoodman:


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: foliocb]
    #15540474 - 12/19/11 03:36 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

foliocb said:
Quote:

Poptart said:
Yes I do believe in the Christian God. It's not even so much of a belief anymore after all of the signs I've been shown lately. I know he exists. 

I feel so much happier now that I've started praying and reading scriptures again.

But another part of me feels very guilty because I know I have lived a very sinful life and know I have alot of wrongs I have to make right.

I know deep down you all know he lives too.

But just like me many of you probably don't want to acknowledge that because that would mean alot of difficult change would have to take place in your life and heart in order to live right with God. 
But if you do decide to change.
it's going to be worth it.

using drugs is living a half life. I think we all know that deep down. We are all on a roller coaster that goes up and down up and down.
But eventually it's going to run out of momentum. And just might end up in a worse spot than when it started.

I always told myself when I was using drugs that I was never going to be one of those people who stops using drugs and then turn around and speaks against drugs and blames all there problems on drugs.

But here I am. And this is my story. It would be unfair for me to blame it all on the drugs. Because I have to take responibility for my actions. But the drugs definatly had a big part of it.

I have absolutely no room to judge any of you. Because I'm just as deep in this as any of you. But I'm done with living this way.

I know alot of you will read this and disregard it. Maybe you know what I'm saying is true but you keep telling yourself hey I can keep living this way and change later in life right?

Why not choose to change now?

The Prophet Elijah said “How long will you go limping with two different opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him; but if Baal then follow him”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elijah

Entheogens/psychedelics are used for Baal worship.

I guess I wasn't exactly fully aware of that until just a couple of weeks ago.

But now that I know that and I know that we are spirits as a fact and not as a believe why would I continue worshiping a false god?




fear based idologies for the win:thumbup:

You're Matrix Character: Cypher



The man who was shown, but always held one foot inside the door and couldn't fully commit to going all the way down the rabbit hole. Also, he preferred pleasure rather then knowledge(especially steak).

:blueorred:




If I prefered pleasure rather than knowledge I would have been in bars getting drunk and doing lines and having sex with lots of women.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Almond Flour]
    #15540610 - 12/19/11 04:02 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

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skatealex2 said:
Its easy to fool urself with religion.




It's also easy to fool yourself with the counter culture.

Quote:

Ethnobotanical said:
Quote:

Poptart said:
Yes I do believe in the Christian God. It's not even so much of a belief anymore after all of the signs I've been shown lately. I know he exists. 

I feel so much happier now that I've started praying and reading scriptures again.

But another part of me feels very guilty because I know I have lived a very sinful life and know I have alot of wrongs I have to make right.

I know deep down you all know he lives too.

But just like me many of you probably don't want to acknowledge that because that would mean alot of difficult change would have to take place in your life and heart in order to live right with God. 
But if you do decide to change.
it's going to be worth it.

using drugs is living a half life. I think we all know that deep down. We are all on a roller coaster that goes up and down up and down.
But eventually it's going to run out of momentum. And just might end up in a worse spot than when it started.

I always told myself when I was using drugs that I was never going to be one of those people who stops using drugs and then turn around and speaks against drugs and blames all there problems on drugs.

But here I am. And this is my story. It would be unfair for me to blame it all on the drugs. Because I have to take responibility for my actions. But the drugs definatly had a big part of it.

I have absolutely no room to judge any of you. Because I'm just as deep in this as any of you. But I'm done with living this way.

I know alot of you will read this and disregard it. Maybe you know what I'm saying is true but you keep telling yourself hey I can keep living this way and change later in life right?

Why not choose to change now?

The Prophet Elijah said “How long will you go limping with two different opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him; but if Baal then follow him”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elijah

Entheogens/psychedelics are used for Baal worship.

I guess I wasn't exactly fully aware of that until just a couple of weeks ago.

But now that I know that and I know that we are spirits as a fact and not as a believe why would I continue worshiping a false god?





hey hey Hey....lets not jump ahead of ourselves :bored: Just because something HAS been used for witchcraft or worship of false gods, does by no means indicate that item evil :rolleyes:.

plenty of herbs in the bible (mandrakes, mushrooms, Hyssop, etc.) have been used by gods people, despite their heavy use in pagan and occult cultures throught the times.

If you dont wanna use psychedelics, fine. But dont kid yourself into thinking everyone who uses them is worshiping Baal.




just because 99% of people use chairs for sitting on doesn't mean I cant use it for standing on right? :doublefacepalm:


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Poptart]
    #15540636 - 12/19/11 04:06 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

poptart you wouldn't be in bars having sex with women because your penis doesn't work.

have you forgotten?

perhaps this was all a trollolol


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Poptart]
    #15540664 - 12/19/11 04:11 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

Maybe you should do that, instead of turning to religion.
Christ the last page i was on you were talking about how life is meaningless, everything we think is just chemical reactions,
and you are unwilling to do anything about yourself, and now this.
You're like someone a self-help jesus freak would point to and say "see are bullshit does work".

I had hoped you do something productive an artist with your depression, or at the very least get a job and not be such a mope.

But what ever, good for you, ignorance is bliss and all that.

As for your above post.That's a really stupid response that just doesn't make any sense.Chairs don't occur naturally in nature, and just because people use knifes for killing doesn't mean that you can use them to prepare food.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Poptart]
    #15540859 - 12/19/11 04:44 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

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Poptart said:

If I prefered pleasure rather than knowledge I would have been in bars getting drunk and doing lines and having sex with lots of women.


No you wouldn't, you WISH you could go out and party and have lots of sex.

I think the reason you are reverting back into christianity is because you have convinced yourself that you are not worthy or capable of having sex. I don't believe your pee pee is broken (unless I see some pics), I think you have some severe body image issues and need to speak with a some kind of therapist or counselor. Either that or sex up some christian ho and look back on all this nonsense and laugh.


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: CavemanJohnson]
    #15540917 - 12/19/11 04:53 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

you broke your dick so you turn into a sheep and hate on counter culture great job counter culture has done more for this world then jesus could ever do


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Re: Living alone, no future plans, and my dick is internally bleeding [Re: Poptart]
    #15540924 - 12/19/11 04:54 PM (12 years, 1 month ago)

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Poptart said:


If I prefered pleasure rather than knowledge I would have been in bars getting drunk and doing lines and having sex with lots of women.




You do prefer pleasure more. Instead of finding solace in bars and doing lines and such, you seemed to have found it in religion. It's no different believe it or not. You found an ideology that alleviates your death anxiety and gives you 'purpose' in life. You viewed yourself as insignificant(judged by reading your original post of course) and seemed to have stumbled across a 'higher' purpose that wants to include you in it.

Is it wrong? no. Is it right? No. It just is. But you'll get in trouble once you start assuming that everyone should do it and that all drugs are bad and such. And you know this. But you see, that's what ideologies do. You need to assume the whole package and remember the verbatim that is attached along with it. You are just going to end up being another salesman for the ideology, because you'll realize that it's near impossible to follow and it will make you feel guilty for merely existing. It's self destructive and like most religious followers, you'll probably just end up suppressing these thoughts into your unconscious, where it will grow and grow until you pop again, poptart.

Western religion is nothing more then ego play. You will start to project your fears onto other people, as you already have a post or two ago. But you're only fooling yourself in the end. I know this game, and at the very least am glad that I won't fall for the fear mongering, as you have. I have plans to harness every moment i'm given to its fullest potential, and religion is not my mechanism of action. I wish you and your bloated ego the best of luck, and hope you can keep your solace as long as you possible can... but remember: You can't have sweet without sour and you're probably in for a very bleak, one-dimensional reality.:cheers:


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