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s240779


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I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into
#14558797 - 06/04/11 03:35 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Opiates disinhibit me and bring out this arrogance in me. Self-expectancy to the fullest. I become very judgmental. I'm just looking for someone to do something that doesn't sit right with me. I really enjoy this state.
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14558813 - 06/04/11 03:46 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14558818 - 06/04/11 03:48 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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One of the things that I really liked about opiates when I started getting into them was that I would never get pissed off about anything. I was just walking around on a cloud and it was so easy to be friendly to everyone.
At some point this went away and I became incredibly irratable on them, just like you are describing. I started acting like an asshole about stuff that I usually wouldn't care about, and have been guilty of myself, like leaving a dish in the sink with food on it, any miniscule inconvienence to me seemed like the greatest injustice.
I don't know why you say you enjoy that, maybe you are joking...
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14558827 - 06/04/11 03:53 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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s240779


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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: moonrockmushy]
#14558831 - 06/04/11 03:57 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: I don't know why you say you enjoy that, maybe you are joking...
No, I'm not joking. Haven't you ever heard of "good anger." It's like the opiates open up more opportunities to vent. And asserting oneself is empowering.
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14558881 - 06/04/11 04:52 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Congratulations you are now one of the many opiate douches out there, you are not the first you are not original and people can spot your condition a mile away.
We get a lot of cocaine cockheads in UK since coke became very cheap, these people think they are the life and soul of any situation they are in when in reality they are self obsessed dicks with no dicks who everyone can not wait to get away from
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14558884 - 06/04/11 04:54 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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I believe this feeling is more pronounced/common with stimulants. You just feel 100% certain about everything, you don't give a fuck....you feel like a god.
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s240779


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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: KingEmblem]
#14558891 - 06/04/11 04:56 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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GGTBod said: Congratulations you are now one of the many opiate douches out there, you are not the first you are not original and people can spot your condition a mile away.

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KingEmblem said: You just feel 100% certain about everything, you don't give a fuck....you feel like a god.
That's a nice way to put it.
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14558898 - 06/04/11 05:00 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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opiates make me productive. ill clean the entire house, submit a bunch of resumes, and jerk off a bunch
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moonrockmushy
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#14558902 - 06/04/11 05:02 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well, lets hope all the people you treat like shit are still there when you need them. I imagine you haven't been in the game very long to be talking like this.
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#14558943 - 06/04/11 05:40 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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You gotta love the dellusions of the freshly addicted
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: GGTBod]
#14559025 - 06/04/11 06:38 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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If opiates make one arrogant I probably shouldn't try them then. I'm arrogant as it is when my misanthropy level is at the top
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14559073 - 06/04/11 07:28 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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The nightmare will come,It always does.
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: s240779]
#14559122 - 06/04/11 07:54 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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youd love cocaine dude
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: Dosile Kouki]
#14559191 - 06/04/11 08:38 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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It is crazy when the addiction has dug so deep you believe they are all your own opinions, for example
The smoker who says things like
"I love a good cigarette"
Thats your addiction speaking controlling your mind through suggestive impulse control and stimulation of your reward centres of the brain hahaha of course you love breathing in carcinogenic smoke that does nothing but make you want more whilst slowley killing you and at the same time making you smell like a hobo's pocket.
And yes i speak from experience i was addicted to heroin for 5 months when i was 18, i stole, i robbed and became an arrogant self centered prick, at the time I believed it was always my decision to do it. Total fuckin idiot, the addiction had me, i was its bitch and MY ARROGaNT opiate persona believed i was happy with my lot in life and was quite happy to stay a heroin junkie until i died (which probably would not have been too long away). I also stopped a 40 cigs per day habbit which i had been the bitch of for 17 years, so i understand addiction from the inside out and i have even helped other people beat there addictions to various things.
So you keep telling yourself that you love the arrogant tosser that the scag makes you become until all that is left is the arrogant scag opiate fiend
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Re: I love the arrogant person opiates turn me into [Re: GGTBod]
#14559198 - 06/04/11 08:41 AM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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