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Mosis
miserable cunt
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jesus was a cunt. seriously dude, go back to the dark ages. we've learned a thing or two since then.
edit: the fact that your sig starts with "evolution isn't a religion, it's a cult..." implies nothing you say is worth the bits needed to encode it.
Edited by Mosis (06/02/11 10:58 PM)
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the human abstract
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis]
#14553363 - 06/02/11 11:02 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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no
theres a light.. life is but a candle and a dream, you must give it flame.
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muistrue
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis]
#14553365 - 06/02/11 11:03 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis said: i don't see that starting again is wortwhile.
Awaken within the eternal moment and your perspective will change for the better.
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the human abstract
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: muistrue]
#14553391 - 06/02/11 11:06 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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OP guess what happens when you dwell in your depression?
your only going to get depression back.
get the fuck out of that mind state
focus on positive
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Shroomerited
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the human abstract said: OP guess what happens when you dwell in your depression?
your only going to get depression back.
get the fuck out of that mind state
focus on positive
Don't necessarily agree with that. He should be real. Don't focus on positive or negative. Just be real about things. If his life sucks, then it sucks and he has a right to feel this way.
It's his actions that matter. Either he offs himself, or he deals with his shit and makes his life better.
Both optimism and pessimism are shitty worldviews...
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis] 1
#14555739 - 06/03/11 01:50 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis said: stfu buckeye oysters, you sound like an idiot
anyone with any useful information?
Ironic how the one who sounds like an idiot.....isnt on the verge of killing him/herself. Maybe theres something to this insane God concept
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Society
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis] 2
#14556176 - 06/03/11 03:38 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis said: my mom has a cabinet full of oxazepam, temazepam, and alprazolam, and alcohol is easy enough to get. what kind of cocktail do i have to ingest to guarantee death?
It's a lot harder to kill yourself with benzos than you might assume. Don't even try it.
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Mosis
miserable cunt
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Society]
#14556988 - 06/03/11 06:46 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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are you sure? i've read that temazepam is responsible for a lot of fatal overdoses, much more than any other benzo. that together with all the others should work.
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EternalCowabunga
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis]
#14557645 - 06/03/11 09:14 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis said: seriously, i'm some random jack off who just leeches off and uses and hurts people. what difference does it make to any of you if i'm alive or dead?
doesn't make any difference to me
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We all have the potential to change
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: mirage]
#14560142 - 06/04/11 01:41 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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You're still here, which means you don't want to die.
What do you want? Do you want us to tell you not to do it? Are you just looking for help?
Dude, if you want help, GET help. Tell people how you're feeling. People close to you. Family, good friends.
If you have no one you can trust, call up 1 800 273 TALK Tell them you want to off yourself. Explain to the person what's up. You will probably get taken away and sent to a hospital for awhile, but you WILL get some help. If nothing else, a story.
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Society
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis]
#14560711 - 06/04/11 03:52 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis said: are you sure? i've read that temazepam is responsible for a lot of fatal overdoses, much more than any other benzo. that together with all the others should work.
Not necessarily.
Benzos are a great tool for anxiolysis, insomnia treatment, etc. Please don't waste these drugs on a petty attempt at suicide. You're just going to wake up in the hospital in worse condition than before and having wasted perfectly good treatment.
Instead, dedicate your life to loving people and perhaps fighting the drug war. You're human and therefore capable of doing so. Why not?
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Society
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Society]
#14560724 - 06/04/11 03:56 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Also, I forgot to mention. The main reason benzos exist so prominently on the pharmaceutical market is because they are a much safer (albiet perhaps less fun) alternative to barbiturate drugs. They sedate you and knock you out at a waaaaaaaaaaaay lower dose than is the LD50 as compared barbiturates. It's pretty difficult to kill yourself with benzos, but it's really easy to ruin your life.
You can change now. Be the change you want to see in the world and yourself. Or something like that.
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Society]
#14560830 - 06/04/11 04:26 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis you still want to kill yourself, or did you get over it yet?
It just takes time.
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: ChronicSmoke]
#14561194 - 06/04/11 06:14 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I have eaten 2.7 grams of temazepam in one sitting while drinking beer and still woke up. All it made me do was black out and call everyone I know cussing at them like a bitch and acting like a total bitch.
Don't opt out of life. It's not worth it.
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Mosis
miserable cunt
Registered: 06/24/06
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: vandago]
#14562127 - 06/04/11 09:45 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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vandago said: I have eaten 2.7 grams of temazepam in one sitting while drinking beer and still woke up. All it made me do was black out and call everyone I know cussing at them like a bitch and acting like a total bitch.
Don't opt out of life. It's not worth it.
yeah i mean i got all that piss drinking and tampon sucking to which to look forward
but anyway, i'm fucked up on benzos now (no suicide intended, just a normal dose) and i'm feeling quite calm. that's the thing, though: drugs always make everything seem alright. of course, the next morning i always wake up the same miserable cunt. and when i get my next "fix," i don't know what to do 'cause i feel "hey, it's not so bad after all." vicious cycle.
my social retardation has been with me my entire life. sometimes i think i'm slightly autistic, and definitely have some kind of borderline and/or narcissistic personality disorder. regardless, i don't believe that i can change. how does one replace/control/ignore habits deeply ingrained over 23 years? i don't have faith in the possibility of my own change, and because of this, i don't see that it's worthwhile to try.
i heard some bloke say something like, "too many of us only change when the pain of our current situation exceeds the pain of change." but what if the pain of living trumps both?
i wish someone here would read my rant above
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/14553169#14553169
and empathize, or tell me i'm not alone and share their own experiences, instead of just calling me a dumbass (which i see as totally irrelevant anyway. plenty of intelligent, successful, loved people make the choice to off themselves, and from this vantage point, i can't see that i blame them)
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LayinUp
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis]
#14562142 - 06/04/11 09:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis said: seriously, i'm some random jack off who just leeches off and uses and hurts people. what difference does it make to any of you if i'm alive or dead?
and anyway, i'm not committing to anything. i'd just like to know that there's a foolproof, convenient backup plan, just in case.
why be suicidal when you can be homicidal?
kill your enemies, not yourself.
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: LayinUp]
#14562340 - 06/04/11 10:31 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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vandago
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: Mosis]
#14563711 - 06/05/11 08:59 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Mosis said:
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vandago said: I have eaten 2.7 grams of temazepam in one sitting while drinking beer and still woke up. All it made me do was black out and call everyone I know cussing at them like a bitch and acting like a total bitch.
Don't opt out of life. It's not worth it.
yeah i mean i got all that piss drinking and tampon sucking to which to look forward
but anyway, i'm fucked up on benzos now (no suicide intended, just a normal dose) and i'm feeling quite calm. that's the thing, though: drugs always make everything seem alright. of course, the next morning i always wake up the same miserable cunt. and when i get my next "fix," i don't know what to do 'cause i feel "hey, it's not so bad after all." vicious cycle.
my social retardation has been with me my entire life. sometimes i think i'm slightly autistic, and definitely have some kind of borderline and/or narcissistic personality disorder. regardless, i don't believe that i can change. how does one replace/control/ignore habits deeply ingrained over 23 years? i don't have faith in the possibility of my own change, and because of this, i don't see that it's worthwhile to try.
i heard some bloke say something like, "too many of us only change when the pain of our current situation exceeds the pain of change." but what if the pain of living trumps both?
i wish someone here would read my rant above
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/14553169#14553169
and empathize, or tell me i'm not alone and share their own experiences, instead of just calling me a dumbass (which i see as totally irrelevant anyway. plenty of intelligent, successful, loved people make the choice to off themselves, and from this vantage point, i can't see that i blame them)
You may not like having a girl dominate over you, but I'd imagine you have equal sexual desires you'd like to fill.......you can't feel when you die.
What you just described is spot on benzo addiction. Stop taking your parents meds. You feel good when you take the drugs......and then you wake up and feel like killing yourself? That is what happens to some people who dabble in benzos......and why they are prescribed to your parents and not you. One of the biggest side effects of prolonged benzo use is suicide. If you give your head a couple weeks of getting over these issues without those stupid pills, you'd begin to actually wake up feeling better instead of trying to figure out how to fall asleep feeling doped up.
Life is fucking awesome. Gimme all the bloody snatch I can eat.
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Re: benzo + alcohol suicide guarantee [Re: vandago]
#14564213 - 06/05/11 11:16 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Down a whole handle of vodka. Chances are you will pass out and die.
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