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ZOSO
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Re: is it possible to drain energy from someone? [Re: shadyy]
#14550075 - 06/02/11 09:25 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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what was this thread about
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Re: is it possible to drain energy from someone? [Re: willowmp]
#14550077 - 06/02/11 09:27 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I wish I could see the OP. I have had really weird experiences concerning energy transference. About a year and a half ago I was going through a really rough period. I was dangerously depressed, anxious, hearing voices, thought I was gonna die etc... I even went to a psychiatrist and was diagnosed schizo and prescribed anti-psychotics which I never took.
My very close friend at the time had recently gone through a similar episode and had good advice for me and many times she would keep my company and talk me down when I know I was too much for most people to be around. There was lots of "shadow material" coming up for me concerning sexual insecurity and feelings of abandonment, some old childhood shit and she would let me dive down and talk about things in a way that really afforded me some relief. I was also experiencing weird body symptoms (kundalini) and she would use olive oil and rub the knots out of my back. I can honestly say that I probably would not be sane now if it wasn't for her.
Around spring time I started to some around and I had a few "rebirth" experiences with psychedelics and those in combination with the loving help of my friend lifted the psychotic fog I was in and provided me with some hope.
At this time I also "realized" that I had intense romantic feelings of affection for my friend. I felt tied to her. I had dreams every night about us being together in one way or another. Sometimes we would be kissing in the grass, sometimes we would have a beautiful house in the woods with magical little children of our own, and one dream where the "END" of the world was HERE and we kissed and everything was disolved in white light.
I ended up tearfully confessing my feelings one night and she got super upset. I have only talked to her once in the past year. Truly and she never really explained but I kinda know what was up.
I don't know if she ever really plugged into this: "There is an infinite amount of energy in this universe, all tied to the source of all creation, & you can draw upon it whenever you like; loving yourself is the key to having free & open access to all of this world & the universe. When you love yourself, you will know yourself" I wasn't trying to give her an ultimatum, acquire or own her love in any way. I have my own supply. I just wanted to share.
so in conclusion I feel that I experienced an intense energy transfer. But to a large extent the consequences of that were truly in the minds of the two participants. IMO it is what you make it. Make it real and it's real.
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Re: is it possible to drain energy from someone? [Re: ZOSO]
#14550091 - 06/02/11 09:31 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
ZOSO said: what was this thread about 
The RP thought he was a Jedi.
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