So a little background to start this off with. I was 17 and was living with my friend at the time due to problems at my parents home. At this time in my life I experimented with salvia and dramamine both at high doses on several occasions.
It all started when one of our older friends(21 at the time) came by with one of his friends and a bag of 100 + shrooms. They informed me that they had just got done shrooming and would like to boil down some tea and have a trip. I had never done shrooms up to this point and having some experiences hallucinating before I decided to participate. He made approximately 4 cups of tea with the entire bag(which i thought was a normal trip) and then split the cups between us. I downed the cup with a grimace on face and then we decided to go to wal-mart for reasons I cannot recall at this point. I remember asking how long it takes about 30 mins in as I didn't feel anything. My friend just told me to be patient and so I did. We get back after about 45 mins and my stomach starts turning and I begin feeling like I should puke. My friend told me to hold it in but to no avail. I rushed outside and threw up all over the driveway. Usually throwing up bothers me for whatever reason, but I remember that it didn't seem to this time. As soon as I stood up, I began to feel the coming up of the texas caps we ingested. I walked in side feeling heavy and slightly drunk and laid on the couch by my girlfriend. We began watching a Live performance DVD of incubus's Morning View album and it all went downhill. The first thing I noticed was that when it zoomed in on Mike E playing guitar it was almost like when a video lags on youtube, like it played the music slightly off from what his hands were doing. Then it would blur and get out of focus. Seeing this it made me begin to feel dizzy so I layed back and stared at the wall. At this point my thoughts are racing and im beginning to feel anxious and out of my element. As i'm staring at the wall the shadows cast from a shelf begin to start moving violently as if someone was spot lighting from the window outside. I jumped up feeling like im going insane and go to the bathroom to wash my face to get some sort of comfort. I get in the bathroom and the wallpaper is like a kaleidescope. I take a closer look and it was almost like the wall was made with quarter size rounded bumps on it and the wallpaper was melting downwards in and around these bumps. I avoided the mirror because I didn't want to see my face and patted cold water on my eyes, cheeks and forehead. This was odd as it didn't feel like I was doing anything at all. No comfort came out of this so I went back to my gf and told her we had to leave now. We got in the car and began to drive to another buddies house to try and mellow out there. The drive was intense. I saw Star Wars type worm holes at high speeds accompanied distortion in size of the road(from 1 lane to 5!). At this time it was so intense I experience the death of my ego. I begin to feel I am dying from poisoning. I told my gf i might have taken the wrong shrooms and it got difficult to breathe. She yelled at me and her voice was horrific. She was quite angry for carting me around for comfort but she just didn't understand and I knew this. I was having a complete mental breakdown and there was nothing that would help. I asked her to help me because i felt helpless to the effects and she devised a plan. We decide to go to her parents house and try and get some sleep instead of going to my buddies. She lived in the country, so we drove on a 2 lane road filled with pine trees for about 10 mins. Within this time I started feeling a little better but it was still very intense. I looked at the stars through more star wars wormholes and saw the pine trees growing over the road wrapping us in a foliar tunnel. It was epic to say the least.
We get to her parents and I jet by them to her room which was highly awkward for everyone i'm sure, and lay on her bed with her puppy. He was a brownish dog that had alot of fur and was quite small. As she is talking to her family I pet the dog and watched his white underbelly take over the brown on his back. His fur felt amazing as I ran it through my fingers. I finally get comfort after what felt like an eternity of calamitousness. My gf comes in and we start watching the number 23 and I begin to slowly come down. This is where i enjoyed about 3 hrs of reality shifting hallucinations with enjoyment. It was the same feeling of watching fireworks, that feeling of awe. Watching Jim Carrey's eyes get huge and then his face morph into a blurred mess was amazing.
After that I went to sleep feeling relaxed and fatigued, as if i had just had a 3 hr long sexcapade. Overall I would have to say that it was the best worst trip in my life. It was my first time to trip and I haven't experienced a trip as intense as that since that time. It helped me appreciate my life and not take it for granted. I also felt one with my soul after that like i had brushed shoulders with the devil and god took me back. It was an experience and I don't recommend first timers taking as much as I did. Had I done proper research I could have went in somewhat prepared for the event. But anyways thats my report, hope it wasn't to long and boring.
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Anything I have posted should be taken lightly. I am a compulsive liar and say most things to persuade others i am cool. None of it is real, just a collaboration of my imagination.
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