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Helpmetripgood
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Registered: 05/30/11
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Please Help - Bad Trip
#14536906 - 05/30/11 05:34 PM (12 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ok here we go... So I am here on this website bc I am still recovering from a very very bad session of bad trips. first of im not new to drugs only new to psych's. let me start with the first trip. A very skecthy friend of ours says he has this pill which is composed of LSD, MDMA, and 2CI. we all dose about 10 p.m. I remember having visiuals of things having a wave effect. next thing i know im on the floor in absolute horror. I've had a steady realationship with the girl of my dreams for about 2 years, and call me wierd but im always afraid something bad is going to happen to her like rape or something. and that was all i could thing about so i try calling her but she didn't answer. my friends have told me since that they said they were trying to find her picture on facebook or i was going to punch one of my friends bc he said her name. that was the first trip. I have learned since that the only thing in this pill is 2ci. I recovered imediatly from that trip as a learning exp. i thought i could handle it again so i tried a second time with a friend. the trip was once again going ok with the rolling effect on all my visuals. next thing i know i literally was trapped in my head thinking that i was on a hospital gurney being rushed to the e.r. my friends told me the next day that when they asked me if i was ok all i could reply was "ok gotcha" this was bc i had came to terms that i was going to die there on that couch. The next morning i woke up and sure enough i was ok, somewhat startled but nothing to bad. then my thrid trip came. a buddy came over around 2 a.m. and said hey i got some of those 2ci pills lets trip! i told him no a bout a thousand times bc it always gave me horible thoughts which i couldnt control. sure enough i drop the pill down my neck. in the beginning of this trip i honestly thought i was going to have a good trip. we were playing video games and the visuals and colors of the game were awesome. we stopped to watch t.v. my friend put on a very freaky version of cat and the hat which was a childrens show. the next thing i know cat in the hat is saying my name and telling me he is going to rape my gf and that i really fucked up by taking these pills again. my friend saw the look of absolute horror on my face and imediatly turned the tv off. he asked if everything was ok and i dont only being able to shake my head no. so he said that was for sure a bad choice in show so we put on fear and loathing. all i remember to this day is that i during fear and loathing i literally thought i was god creating the world and johny depp was the voice showing me how. i am still afraid of my own bed room and am actually moving out friday bc of this. i cant be inside my own house after dark bc we dont have elctricity. i really want to try lsd or shrooms bc i was a confident person before this string of events and never had a problem with self confidence or anything, i'm actually part of a successfull rock band that is hopefully going to go far soon. (i sing and play guitar if that helps) but since that last trip i'm still pretty fucked up about the whole ordeal. plz tell me it was just the drug and not my mind and that i would still be safe to try lsd after i get my self-being back.
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DesignatedTripper
Drop Lsd, Set your mind free.



Registered: 04/10/11
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Helpmetripgood said: BLOCK OF TEXT
First of all, split up your writing into paragraphs, it makes it much easier to read. Second of all, if you had two bad experiences with 2C-I before, why would you try it again? Thirdly, does anyone in your family have any mental illnesses? If not, you should be fine to take LSD or mushrooms, just be in a safe place around people you trust.
-------------------- Drugs to do list: - LSD - Psilocybin Mushrooms - Mescaline - DMT (smoked) - Ayahuasca - MDMA - Salvia - Weed - DXM - Codeine
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eve69
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If you've started bad tripping then it's pretty certain you won't have good trips until you are more mature, and that could be years from now. I had about 20 bad acid trips before I quit and then I had a headache for two years. Don't make my mistake. Yes, it's the drugs but acid is also really intense and if your mind is already in shock then it won't work for you.
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