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Ibogaine is downright amazing
#14523580 - 05/27/11 09:26 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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It's been weeks since my first trip, and it's changed me in such a dramatic way that I could have never imagined. It hasn't cured the damage done to my nervous system but it has allowed me to take this newly found or awakened energy and do the things I want to do without feeling like I'm doing it for nothing. This allows me to accomplish tasks at much greater ease, because I can focus on one thing, complete it, and feel good about it, and move on to the next thing. I've been busier than I ever have in my life, with new work related projects coming into mind, and taking the action necessary to complete those projects. And it's really working, and I'm seeing the rewards already. I feel more of a desire to connect and make business relationships, which is what I struggled with in the past.
I guess you could say the Ibogaine experience created an upward spiral within my life and the chances of it spiralling back down seem unlikely. This will be an experience to be repeated for life, that is for sure. It is completely unlike any other Entheogen.
For the first 4 or so hours of the trip, thoughts were racing through my mind. Random thoughts coming from nowhere and everywhere paced around my mind at speeds that would drive the inexperienced frightened. I've learned from past experiences that keeping your body completely straight allows for an easier transition into the 'other'. After remembering that, at around the 4 hour mark, energy rushed up my body and came into my mind, and I could feel it leaving through the top of my head. The more this energy cycled, the more these racing thoughts got sucked out along with the stream.
Eventually all the thoughts vanished and there was nothing left but silence. The silence remained for the duration of the trip. Sometimes it would be uncomfortable, mostly bodily feelings, and sometimes it would be completely trippy, like LONG, vivid, real like tracers of my hands as I moved them around. It seemed like I had another body.
Anyways, those are the most important parts. Stock up on this root while you can... I'd hate to see it become illegal here in Canada.
Edited by deranger (05/27/11 10:48 PM)
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: deranger]
#14523627 - 05/27/11 09:38 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Thanks for the cool report. Sounds really good.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Icelander]
#14523672 - 05/27/11 09:48 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Icelander said: Thanks for the cool report. Sounds really good.
You guys are going to fuck yourselves up you keep trying all this new shit. Stick to the basics. In fact drop the booze. Stick to fresh air sunshine sleep and what was the other thing dam I forget...
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: LunarEclipse] 1
#14523678 - 05/27/11 09:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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It's only new to the white boys.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Icelander]
#14523724 - 05/27/11 09:57 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Icelander said: It's only new to the white boys.
I used to have a black russian now and then.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Icelander]
#14523983 - 05/27/11 10:47 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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It's good to see you guys again.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: deranger]
#14524295 - 05/27/11 11:51 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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this sounds like an absolutely amazing plant that I would love to try, and I am blown away that it is totally legal in canada.
However, I can't seem to find it available on any websites, and those that do list it have astronomical prices.
I will keep searching.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Solomon Ash]
#14524625 - 05/28/11 01:28 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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http://www.maya-ethnobotanicals.com/product_browse.phtml/catid/subid/herbid_024 http://www.cerberusextract.com/index.php?_a=viewCat&catId=48
These are the cheapest I have found.
3.8g TA extract was a good starting dose for me, not enough to break though. It wasn't strong like a mushroom or aya trip, but more on the subtle side. It was still very powerful though. At times I imagined it fixing parts of my mind because of how the presence of the drug felt.
It may look expensive but once you've experienced the benefits of it money won't matter.
Edited by deranger (05/28/11 01:29 AM)
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: deranger]
#14525051 - 05/28/11 05:27 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Soooooo jealous! Glad you had a great time, I really want to try this stuff at some point. I've heard it's a little dangerous for some due to allergy, did you allergy test first? What's you opinion on the dangers? What's a break through kinda dose?
Also did you experience any physical discomfort in terms of muscle tension or nerve pain etc? I can have a real problem with this when I start dosing really high with things like 2c-e so it's always a concern for me.
Sorry about all the questions!
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Edited by Grapefruit (05/28/11 05:28 AM)
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: deranger]
#14525278 - 05/28/11 07:43 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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deranger said: 3.8g TA extract was a good starting dose for me, not enough to break though. It wasn't strong like a mushroom or aya trip, but more on the subtle side. It was still very powerful though. At times I imagined it fixing parts of my mind because of how the presence of the drug felt.
It may look expensive but once you've experienced the benefits of it money won't matter.
Well can't argue with that, but since I'm not informed on dosage levels I want to make sure I'm reading that right.
3.8G = $266
That right? Everything else we play with is mg/mcg so just checking.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Cups]
#14525288 - 05/28/11 07:47 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Yeah, it's expensive shit...
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Grapefruit]
#14525342 - 05/28/11 08:14 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Supply and demand. If it was legal everywhere it' would probably cost five bucks an a gram.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Icelander]
#14525382 - 05/28/11 08:35 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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yeah its great that its legal here in canada,and your right icelander but in this case because its illegal in the lots of countries, its still crazy expensive here. i dunno if you can cultivate it indoors but that would be a hell of a cash crop, more expensive than blow. and legal!
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: deranger]
#14525397 - 05/28/11 08:43 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Wait so you spend 266 dollars on a dose that wasnt even a full breakthrough?
That seems completely bonkers.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Solomon Ash]
#14525666 - 05/28/11 10:23 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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What's so bonkers about spending money on something that's completely useful, pleasant, and beneficial for you?
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Solomon Ash]
#14525685 - 05/28/11 10:28 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Solomon Ash said: Wait so you spend 266 dollars on a dose that wasnt even a full breakthrough?
That seems completely bonkers.
Money isn't always the object. And for some $266 isn't a lot of cash while for you it might be a small fortune.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Icelander]
#14525712 - 05/28/11 10:34 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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You can easily drop that on 1 psychotherapy visit. Besides, when have you ever seen deranger make a "hopeful" post?
Money well spent IMO
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Icelander]
#14525713 - 05/28/11 10:34 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I might say that in some cases that would be too much but Ibogaine sounds far too interesting to let the price put you off. Almost everyone who trys it seems to say it's very unique and beneficial.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Cups]
#14525801 - 05/28/11 10:57 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Cups said: You can easily drop that on 1 psychotherapy visit. Besides, when have you ever seen deranger make a "hopeful" post?
Money well spent IMO
Actually I see deranger as a pretty positive person at least here. He's also got balls of steel when it comes to mega dose tripping. There's not many up to his caliber imo.
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Re: Ibogaine is downright amazing [Re: Icelander]
#14526860 - 05/28/11 04:13 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Of course it is your money to spend, and if you can afford it and enjoy it than awesome.
Nevertheless, I am shocked by the price of Ibogaine. To my current knowledge it is the most expensive drug on earth, despite being completely legal in my country.
Surprising, thats all.
Nevertheless, I will start saving up and eventually buy myself some
Edited by Solomon Ash (05/28/11 04:56 PM)
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