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(E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1
    #14519381 - 05/27/11 05:43 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

this is not the greatest EMC in the world, No! this is just a tribute
couldnt remember the greatest EMC in the world, No No this is just a tribute.!!



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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519383 - 05/27/11 05:44 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Im trippin balls.

I went for a bike ride but it was a bit nasty out. Tried to go to the grocery store and drug store but i was freakin out at all the normies staring at me.

Dont know what to doooo....its killin me trippin here alone.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519391 - 05/27/11 05:47 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

stare at the Psy-Kitty..!!



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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519396 - 05/27/11 05:50 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

i havent smoked weed in like 3 weeks. the longest ive gone in quite a few years. since ive been getting bad night terrors. i had such a horrible day yesterday so i had an old friend of mine bring me a Joint. i smoked the whole thing and it baked me retarded. i was almost "too high" for a few minutes if thats possible. its like im re-learning how to respect the Herb all over again. i was abusing it for so long it lost all its value. i still had a vivid dream. it was creepy, but nowhere compared to the nightmares


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519399 - 05/27/11 05:51 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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ellenallien said:
this is not the greatest EMC in the world, No! this is just a tribute
couldnt remember the greatest EMC in the world, No No this is just a tribute.!!






I was bored yesterday and decided to look at my mothers barbie collection :blush:

she has some beautiful dolls from early 70's / late 60's :heart:

Just woke up from my zolpidem sleep, I can remember my dream... That's been a while, it was beautiful.

just lockpicking now (a new hobby :laugh:) and making some music


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Beanhead]
    #14519403 - 05/27/11 05:53 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

omg beanhead thats awesome!! arent they beautiful!? i bet she had some "American Girl Barbie's" in that collection! :blush:


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519406 - 05/27/11 05:55 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I have a crush on some chick I work with. Silly little girl crushes.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519407 - 05/27/11 05:56 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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ellenallien said:
i havent smoked weed in like 3 weeks. the longest ive gone in quite a few years. since ive been getting bad night terrors. i had such a horrible day yesterday so i had an old friend of mine bring me a Joint. i smoked the whole thing and it baked me retarded. i was almost "too high" for a few minutes if thats possible. its like im re-learning how to respect the Herb all over again. i was abusing it for so long it lost all its value. i still had a vivid dream. it was creepy, but nowhere compared to the nightmares




Ate a weed edible a few weeks ago, only I was an idiot and put WAY too much bud in it, was uncomfortably high for hours.
Not fun


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Something abut that anaesthetic rush... :inlove:

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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Beanhead]
    #14519413 - 05/27/11 05:59 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Lockpicking would be cool. Ive done simple ones since i was little but nothing too complex.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519421 - 05/27/11 06:02 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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MisterMuscaria said:
Im trippin balls.

I went for a bike ride but it was a bit nasty out. Tried to go to the grocery store and drug store but i was freakin out at all the normies staring at me.

Dont know what to doooo....its killin me trippin here alone.




Yeah going into stores is always  unerving.
Sometimes I do it as a challenge. Everything looks so fake and weird and there are SO MANY different things to look at everywhere. The only time I have a little bit of trouble is waiting in the check out line, it just feels panicky.


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Have you ever had a dream that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to awake from that dream? How would you know the difference between that dream world and the real world?


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Something abut that anaesthetic rush... :inlove:

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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
    #14519423 - 05/27/11 06:04 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

It was a bit strange. I wandered around pretending like I was shopping for something then I walked out and I didnt want them to think I was stealing but Im sure I looked sketchy as fuck.

Anyway, I feel like Im both male and female and that there is good and evil in all things.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
    #14519429 - 05/27/11 06:10 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

yeah!
an official EMC today!

I actually wasn't late for work yesterday
let's see if that turns into a habit


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519465 - 05/27/11 06:26 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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It was a bit strange. I wandered around pretending like I was shopping for something then I walked out and I didnt want them to think I was stealing but Im sure I looked sketchy as fuck.

Anyway, I feel like Im both male and female and that there is good and evil in all things.




Haha :trippnballs: :awetrippie: Good Vibes!!
And yeah I am always scared they will think I am shoplifting cause I always feel I am acting so odd and sketchy and messed up.

:feelsweirdman: but also :Feelstrippyman:


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Have you ever had a dream that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to awake from that dream? How would you know the difference between that dream world and the real world?


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Something abut that anaesthetic rush... :inlove:

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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
    #14519488 - 05/27/11 06:34 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

is there something in your past that you miss? times that were so great, that they made life worth living. but they are over now and you can never ever get them back. and it has forever left a void in your life that can never be fullfilled by anything?


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519499 - 05/27/11 06:37 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Yah but Im tripping too hard to want to think about that.

Ive got this weird weird sensation in my right pinky.



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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519504 - 05/27/11 06:39 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Yah but Im tripping too hard to want to think about that.




channel & embrace your feminine spirit..! thats totally sexy when i guy does that :inlove3:
half the reason im with my BF now and it works, is cuz hes basically like a girl


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519507 - 05/27/11 06:40 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I heard some shaman say that males have female souls and females have male souls.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519509 - 05/27/11 06:41 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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ellenallien said:
is there something in your past that you miss? times that were so great, that they made life worth living. but they are over now and you can never ever get them back. and it has forever left a void in your life that can never be fullfilled by anything?




like in that song "Today"



Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: CosmicFool]
    #14519511 - 05/27/11 06:42 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

wow omg! ive heard that a million times.. but at this moment it almost made me cry


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519518 - 05/27/11 06:44 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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I heard some shaman say that males have female souls and females have male souls.



:hug:

very happy vibes to you! Lovely how you feel both male and female

Yeah lockpicking is pretty nice, i've gotten into parties for free by opening doors and it's useful when I forget keys and I have to open garage doors :lol:

sometimes I feel evil by doing it though, like when my brother used to hide his drugs and i'd just lockpick his safe :blush: :blush:

ow my head is spinning a bit, took a bit too much GHB too rapidly


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519547 - 05/27/11 06:55 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Yah but Im tripping too hard to want to think about that.

Ive got this weird weird sensation in my right pinky.





what are you actually tripping on matey?


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519549 - 05/27/11 06:56 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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I heard some shaman say that males have female souls and females have male souls.




there sea creatures of dual gender, and many type of jellyfish, that can switch gender at will. what if humankind had this ability when we crawled out of the primordial ooze, and through mutation and evolution we had lost it.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519551 - 05/27/11 06:56 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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wow omg! Ive heard that a million times.. but at this moment it almost made me cry




if you're not paying attention it's a pretty happy sounding song

I just wish Billy wasn't such a whiny bitch
otherwise I'd put SP way up on my list of favorite bands

Beanhead
what do you use for a lock pick?
lock picking has always fascinated me
I poke around in locks all the time but never have been able to unlock one*
actually I've done it with a bump key but that's not quite the same thing


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519554 - 05/27/11 06:56 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I just realized I was wearing a long sleeve button down cowboy shirt, shemagh scarf, socks, running shoes and no pants.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519560 - 05/27/11 07:00 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

sounds like you're on the cutting edge of fashion


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519564 - 05/27/11 07:02 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)


2


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519567 - 05/27/11 07:05 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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ellenallien said:
i havent smoked weed in like 3 weeks. the longest ive gone in quite a few years. since ive been getting bad night terrors. i had such a horrible day yesterday so i had an old friend of mine bring me a Joint. i smoked the whole thing and it baked me retarded. i was almost "too high" for a few minutes if thats possible. its like im re-learning how to respect the Herb all over again. i was abusing it for so long it lost all its value. i still had a vivid dream. it was creepy, but nowhere compared to the nightmares






nightmares about what?


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Zpw]
    #14519576 - 05/27/11 07:10 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

something different every night.. but terrible things. sometimes it would skip a night. but just one. i would sleep, but it would be a stressful, traumatic sleep of thrashing. i wake up more tired then when i went to bed, although i slept


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Zpw]
    #14519579 - 05/27/11 07:10 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I had a dream last night that my house was haunted by a poltergeist!! There was loads of activity and i was loving it!! Wasn't scared at all! lol


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519581 - 05/27/11 07:11 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

i havent been sleeping lately im not  sure why.  but yeah i somewhat like my nightmares because i feel fear enhances dreams


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519583 - 05/27/11 07:12 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Quote:

MisterMuscaria said:
Yah but Im tripping too hard to want to think about that.




channel & embrace your feminine spirit..! thats totally sexy when i guy does that :inlove3:
half the reason im with my BF now and it works, is cuz hes basically like a girl




YES!
Agreed.
Its real. I only like hanging out with people who are not afraid to embrace who they are. More real. And you only live once.


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Have you ever had a dream that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to awake from that dream? How would you know the difference between that dream world and the real world?


There is NOTHING better than feeling that warm dissociative fuzz creeping up your body from IM K
Something abut that anaesthetic rush... :inlove:

Qualitative Research Chemical Effects and Experiences
The Wonderful World of Methoxetamine
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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
    #14519585 - 05/27/11 07:14 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Tymo why do you have a drug to do list?


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Zpw]
    #14519586 - 05/27/11 07:14 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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i havent been sleeping lately im not  sure why.  but yeah i somewhat like my nightmares because i feel fear enhances dreams




back when i was the chemical toilet, on all sorts of drugs. i would look forward to dreaming, even nightmares. but they would never come. i havent had a real dream in a long time. til i stopped doing everything. they came back. i would have a nightmare before it was weak and fictional. now they are so real i cant tell reality from fiction sometimes. i thought smoking last nite would have eliminated them. it didnt, but it toned it down from Scary as Hell, to just creepy.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Zpw]
    #14519587 - 05/27/11 07:15 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Tymo why do you have a drug to do list?




i like the list. ive slowly watched things get crossed off :hehehe:


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519589 - 05/27/11 07:17 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Tymo why do you have a drug to do list?



Quote:

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Quote:

Zpw said:
Tymo why do you have a drug to do list?




i like the list. ive slowly watched things get crossed off :hehehe:




:awehigh:

I love exploring and researching new chemicals. Its fun.
And I LOVE trying new things. So instead of limiting myself to just a few drugs I like seeing what else is out there.
And I like lists cause they look nice.


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Something abut that anaesthetic rush... :inlove:

Qualitative Research Chemical Effects and Experiences
The Wonderful World of Methoxetamine
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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
    #14519592 - 05/27/11 07:19 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I too like lists :laugh:


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
    #14519594 - 05/27/11 07:20 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

i started to put all drugs down on a list once that i have used & abused. it started to get to long i didnt like it so i crumbled it up


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    #14519598 - 05/27/11 07:21 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

It's easier for me to list what I havent used or abused


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519601 - 05/27/11 07:22 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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i started to put all drugs down on a list once that i have used & abused. it started to get to long i didnt like it so i crumbled it up




Yeah I only put drugs I actually enjoy (or really want to try) in my list - the ones I tried and hated I didn't put down :P

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It's easier for me to list what I havent used or abused



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    #14519608 - 05/27/11 07:24 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

i love Heroin but i also hate it
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    #14519611 - 05/27/11 07:25 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Pretty much all I do now is trip and take vitamins.


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    #14519621 - 05/27/11 07:29 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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take vitamins.




oh that reminds me! thanx. trips are so hard to come by here since i lost touch with everyone in that world so fast.
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    #14519625 - 05/27/11 07:30 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Ive always wondered...what is it exactly that you do?


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    #14519628 - 05/27/11 07:31 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

i love opiates but they murder everyone around me


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    #14519630 - 05/27/11 07:32 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Ive always wondered...what is it exactly that you do?




anything but smoke crack.. but ive been trying to chill lately. im too excessive with things especially substances..
you did mean substances right? i automatically default to that


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    #14519633 - 05/27/11 07:33 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I mean like with your days....what do ya do?


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    #14519635 - 05/27/11 07:34 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I have a good connection for good rolls, molly, DMT, Shrooms, LSD.  But I stay away from tripping lately, I had a terrible trip with a friend one time and he nearly died.


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    #14519640 - 05/27/11 07:36 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

hiya guys :hi:
I cant find the damn cat today :frown: shes hiding somwhere in the garage.
Hows everyone today? Im alright, woke up in a bad mood cuz  my hubby yelled at me :frown: i dont know what for either. O well i will talk to him tonight. I think our kitty is preggers:shrug: but i dont know, im no expert on that.
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    #14519641 - 05/27/11 07:36 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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I mean like with your days....what do ya do?




nothing... struggle with addiction. drive my BF to work.. sit around alone. pick him up :sad: im a loser, i can admit it :shrug:


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    #14519642 - 05/27/11 07:36 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Coffee coffee coffee.  :5moreminutes:  Good morning all.


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    #14519646 - 05/27/11 07:37 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

i got lots of problems.. issues, baggage, mental.. i couldnt survive on my own. i struggle with even the easiest of tasks


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14519650 - 05/27/11 07:39 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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i got lots of problems.. issues, baggage, mental.. i couldnt survive on my own. i struggle with even the easiest of tasks




Ellen have you ever considered counselling?
It can really help.
Sometimes just having someone to talk to who won't judge and will just listen is amazing.


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    #14519659 - 05/27/11 07:41 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

yea i "tried" lots of things.. but its the dawn of a new age, an age that i actually do try. i have tot ake things slow, and im learning new things everyday. luckily i have someone that loves me and takes care of me. sorry dont mean to bring down the vibe.

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    #14519660 - 05/27/11 07:41 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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I cant find the damn cat today




my cat has been missing since sun
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    #14519662 - 05/27/11 07:43 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

has anyone ever met a heroin addict who has completely recovered and never relapsed or used again?  Because I know addicts who can't stop for anything, even there baby boy who neeeeeds em


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    #14519663 - 05/27/11 07:43 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

You should try some crystals charged with positive vibes.


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    #14519665 - 05/27/11 07:44 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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has anyone ever met a heroin addict who has completely recovered and never relapsed or used again?  Because I know addicts who can't stop for anything, even there baby boy who neeeeeds em



Yep.
They had to completely change everything about the way they lived and entirely cut out all of their old associates to do it.

All the ones Ive seen who havent done that have relapsed.


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    #14519674 - 05/27/11 07:47 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Yup, my ex, my best friends and my sisters fiance are addicts that have been to rehab countless times.  but yeah vibe is dead haha, lalala  -the sun is rising :]


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    #14519683 - 05/27/11 07:49 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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has anyone ever met a heroin addict who has completely recovered and never relapsed or used again?  Because I know addicts who can't stop for anything, even there baby boy who neeeeeds em




Yeah.
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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Zpw]
    #14519687 - 05/27/11 07:49 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

just a tribute ??

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    #14519688 - 05/27/11 07:50 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I never became addicted to IV heroin but I know people whove been off of it for 10+ years.
Addicts CAN change, but often times they dont get the proper support that's needed for it and often times instead all they get is enabling which allows them to further destroy themselves.


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    #14519691 - 05/27/11 07:50 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

well.. i didnt always do nothing. i used to live "the Life"

i had a good job. Raves, Clubs, Shows every night. mdma every weekend. once in a while LSD. lots of coke during the week. Kandi Flip once a month. member of the local Kandi RAVE kult.

til we all graduated to Heroin and become lifeless Bobble-head dolls living in the ghetto. i decieded to try to stop or my BF would leave me, i was turning into a club slut and i couldnt function without being high. lost my job cause i couldnt do it while withdrawling and being sick. my friends arent ready to stop. so i slowly drifted away from them.

i have a hard time being sober, and listening to how good the Dope was that they all did last night. i dont like to go to the clubs and raves being sober either. i have to find myself again


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    #14519701 - 05/27/11 07:55 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I used to have a really REALLY bad cocaine habbit about 6 years ago, I used to sniff 2 grams for breakfast everyday just to get out of bed.. I was on like 4-5 grams a day for about 6 months to the point where i now have a big hole that goes right through my septum.. It was inevitable that i would hit rock bottom which i did, lost my job through it and ended up in debt of about £10,000 which im still paying off to this day! I rarely use it anymore tho, i might have a blast on it once every few months or so, but they were dark days in the past... Im glad there over now!


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    #14519704 - 05/27/11 07:57 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I had a bad crack cocaine habit 6 years ago but I hear heroin is a different ball game entirely.

The only way I can get talked into doing coke or crack anymore is if Im drunk in which case it always sounds like a great idea.

Alcohol is the main thing Im struggling with staying off of. I used to have withdrawal seizures from drinking every night for months on end.


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    #14519717 - 05/27/11 07:59 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Only thing I think I had became addicted to is opiates, I used to freebase 80mg oxys.  MMMMMM :] and everyone moved up to IV and I was a pussy, so I got off, they stay stuck in the game.


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    #14519718 - 05/27/11 08:00 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

yup. spent 1000's monthly on drugs. my job is nothing compared to my BF's $9,000 a month check. i was spending all his money too. he dabbles but never like i did. debt started wracking up. i didnt care. started selling things around are house. started to become suicidal, contemplating how easy sexual favors would be just to get high, ripping off drug dealers not caring. thats when in knew i was at my worst


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    #14519720 - 05/27/11 08:01 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

aww big hugs to everyone..! we are not alone :hug:

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    #14519725 - 05/27/11 08:02 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

fuuuuuuck if i was getting 9k a month Id be slammin heroin ALL DAY haha.


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    #14519732 - 05/27/11 08:03 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Sounds like he makes good money. What does he do?


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    #14519733 - 05/27/11 08:03 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah alot of us on here have been at that point at sometime.. I thank god i have a good family who helped me though all the shit! Now i have a good job a lovely wife to be! The only issue i have now is with alcohol.. It can be sorted tho i've stopped it b4!


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    #14519736 - 05/27/11 08:05 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

CHEER UP EVERYONE. Its early and I feel like theres a downer vibe to this. LETTTTT THEEEEE SUUUNNNNSHIIIIINNNNNEEEEE!!!(let the sunshine in)


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    #14519741 - 05/27/11 08:07 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I feel like Ive made myself borderline retarded from drug use. Like I dont have the potential I once had.

I dont have so much thoughts anymore...just visions....but that was what I always wanted.

Now that Im on the other side I dont see it quite the same.
I guess this is still thoughts and i think too much.
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    #14519747 - 05/27/11 08:09 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

haha aren't you tripping? Go out side<3


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    #14519751 - 05/27/11 08:10 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

My girlfriend's been a bit poorly lately, so I thought that seeing her mates down the pub would cheer her up.

On reflection, it probably would've been better if I'd taken her with me...


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    #14519756 - 05/27/11 08:13 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I usually dont trip indoors at all. It's a strange situation Im in.

I had planned to be at a festival this weekend, but my car broke down. Found a ride but he doesnt want to leave till saturday.

I ended up eating acid and going on a bike ride this morning...well I was going to do errands and before hopping on my bike I popped a blotter. Tripped for the bike ride then came back.
All my neighbors are much older than I am and sit around on their lawns all day. I feel uncomfortable with 70 year olds staring at me, sayin "goomarnin" and asking me awkward questions.

Im in Indy and all but I dont quite feel like tripping at the track.


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    #14519815 - 05/27/11 08:31 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Sounds like he makes good money. What does he do?




well tbh its something ive never talked about on the shroomery. maybe to my friends in PMs. he has a very reputable job. he has a masters degree hes a few years older than me obviously. the irony is, hes a Chemist, does Drug Development for a living. works at a Pharmacuetical company i wont name. he also does vet tech & animal saftey assesment there. he still does make 9k a month. but is only paid monthly and is the sole income provider. believe it or not its really hard to juggle a montly check with a mortgage, bills, car payments, the cost of living, on top of having a Junkie Girlfriend.

ok im getting antzy. going to get out and get some air. since yesterday i have really wanted to relapse. 8 months clean from my true devil. suboxone is a miracle


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    #14519822 - 05/27/11 08:33 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Ive got a good friend who is a pharmaceutical chemist with a six figure income and has he himself been off of mind altering substances for 6 years.


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    #14519840 - 05/27/11 08:37 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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hes a Chemist,



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    #14519842 - 05/27/11 08:38 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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I feel like Ive made myself borderline retarded from drug use. Like I dont have the potential I once had.

I dont have so much thoughts anymore...just visions....but that was what I always wanted.

Now that Im on the other side I dont see it quite the same.
I guess this is still thoughts and i think too much.
all I need to see is the visions




Whoa, familiar...

I used to take as much drugs as possible to "dumb" myself down.

Felt asleep for a hours :lol: , there goes the GHB high


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
    #14519848 - 05/27/11 08:40 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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Zpw said:
has anyone ever met a heroin addict who has completely recovered and never relapsed or used again?  Because I know addicts who can't stop for anything, even there baby boy who neeeeeds em




Yeah.
My best friend



yup my mom and dad both addicts


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Beanhead]
    #14519852 - 05/27/11 08:40 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah I felt that by thinking too much I really wasnt living life to the fullest. If I hesitated before i acted then Id never go through with the acts.
I kept ingesting more chemicals till the hesitation went away and I acted in one fluid motion.


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: microdotty]
    #14519855 - 05/27/11 08:41 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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hes a Chemist,



Ask him if he'll cook us all up some LSD!!! :awecid:



but I already have lsd.

Havent you been keeping up with the recent blotter thread?


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: hippielauren]
    #14519858 - 05/27/11 08:42 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I know one, he's pretty hardcore.

IV'd for years on end, then went to methadon for a year, quit taking his doses for a while and now it's been 6 years (and he still receives doses and just sells it :smirk: )

Only thing he does now is trip


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: hippielauren]
    #14519859 - 05/27/11 08:43 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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hippielauren said:
Quote:

tymoteusz3 said:
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Zpw said:
has anyone ever met a heroin addict who has completely recovered and never relapsed or used again?  Because I know addicts who can't stop for anything, even there baby boy who neeeeeds em




Yeah.
My best friend



yup my mom and dad both addicts



Me too one of my mates was a heroin addict... he now has a lovely wife and 5 kids! It can be done!!


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: MisterMuscaria]
    #14519866 - 05/27/11 08:45 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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MisterMuscaria said:
Quote:

microdotty said:
Quote:

ellenallien said:
hes a Chemist,



Ask him if he'll cook us all up some LSD!!! :awecid:



but I already have lsd.

Havent you been keeping up with the recent blotter thread?



Lol its always good to have more!!


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: microdotty]
    #14519941 - 05/27/11 09:15 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

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microdotty said:
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ellenallien said:
hes a Chemist,



Ask him if he'll cook us all up some LSD!!! :awecid:




I thought you were a chemist?


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: Beanhead]
    #14519956 - 05/27/11 09:21 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Just wishful thinking beanhead!


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: microdotty]
    #14519990 - 05/27/11 09:37 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

I had work tonight until 1am. Sucked serious shit. I have a lovely burn on the back of my hand due to the deep fryer. Hurts soo bad.

I had fun coming home though. Bombed the hill I always go down after work on my skateboard. Halfway down the hill in one of the side streets, a 'hotted' car (homo rims, spoiler and neon lights :lol:) with what looked to be some 20 year old moto-heads were about to pull out. As I flew passed they tried to freak me out by rev-ing their engine. I lol'd, I knew what they were up to. Went passed staring at them and continued to look backwards at them for the remainder of the hill.

They must have felt threatened so they did a donut and came screaming up behind me. So I gave them the finger as they drove passed. They stopped and tried to turn around. Unfortunately for them I'm too fast and the street they were turning in was the street in which I live. So I just casually skated around their car still staring at them and went up my street.

I wish I mooned them. That would have really pissed them off. They must have done a block to try and catch me skating up the street. I was already in the house.

I've dealt with my fare share of angry motorists whilst skating. It's such an adrenaline rush. I was so tempted to go back out for a skate to get them to chase me. :datass:

Thats been my morning so far. Sleep soon, then uni work. UGH :borat:


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Re: (E)llen (M)akes (C)osmicFool late for work Again!1!1 [Re: mrckb]
    #14520021 - 05/27/11 09:46 AM (12 years, 8 months ago)

It's weird to be awake this early

And have slept to get to this point

Oh well time to smoka da weedz

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