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Smokeymirror
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Awakening? I'm trying to find out what exactly happened to me.
#14514362 - 05/26/11 09:59 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I recently had a rather awakening experience and was curious to find out exactly what happened to me. It started with a shroom trip where I was guiding a friend who was triping for the first time, when the trip ended I went home and ended my day just like any other. Then I realized that throughout my day heart felt really open and i felt a great sense of unconditional love for everything living and this continued just like a trip but I was sober.... It guided me for like a week or two and I went on learning things about the universe and myslef that felt very real and very good. At one point my heart started to close and i would get a different feeling with goosebumps and shivers on my back that I didn't like and I didn't want to act on.
So I'm curios to find out what happened ? If anyone can refer me to links or books to read I'd really appreciate it. Thank you.
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EternalCowabunga
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Re: Awakening? I'm trying to find out what exactly happened to me. [Re: Smokeymirror]
#14515335 - 05/26/11 01:24 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Did you take shrooms as well?
It sounds like you had an "after-glow" from the shrooms and then it wore off.
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Satyapriya



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Re: Awakening? I'm trying to find out what exactly happened to me. [Re: EternalCowabunga]
#14518822 - 05/27/11 12:25 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Yeah, sounds like you reconnected with your heart for sure. thats the beauty of magic mushrooms! Even talking with someone who is tripping is enough if you are emotionally sensitive naturally. Nice to hear that you felt that way for so long too.. for most it is over quite quickly and they tend to recoil from either fear of pain or fear in love, IMO. And it brings them down pretty quickly.
What book would I recommend? I would recommend for sure A Path With Heart by Jack Kornfield, and Emotional Intelligence by Daniel Goleman. And the Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle to better understand the destructive habit patterns of the ego and how ego inflation affects emotional sensitivity/connection to the heart.
Hope this helps.
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Edited by Satyapriya (05/27/11 12:26 AM)
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