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Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. 1
#14507352 - 05/24/11 10:39 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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4 Days ago. At a public bonfire, 7 people including the person I dosed girlfriend were there. I had a "You'll get what you wish for, dumbass" kind of intent in doing this. I mean all these people except myself and best friend were just good ol' beer drinking, pot smokin average joes. Shit could have went wrong, horribly wrong. The "victim" as I'll portray him could have stripped naked, hurt someone then ended up on the front page of Shroomery. I could have had a few people call the cops, which took some heavy persuasion on my part for them to not do so. I have been at a strange place in life lately, and my relationship with psychedelics has opened a some what disregard for consequences in consensus reality. In hindsight, I dosed the guy out of curiosity and some lingering dislike for the individual. With that out of the way. Story time.
So the scene takes place at an open field. Tonight me and my best friend have met up with 5 other individuals we haven't really seen in two years since high school graduation. The victim, in highschool was a pill popping shit talking douche. The type of person who talks about things they are clueless on such as shrooms. But we'll get to that later.
So the bonfires 10 feet high. Music's loud. We're all high/tipsy and having a great time. Then my bestfriend "Tom" ask if I have mushrooms on me. I do. As were all sitting in chairs next to each other conversing on any topic words take us, I head to my car and come back with a my backpack. Sitting back down, I zip it open and pull out a gallon ziplock bag containing 25 pre weighed doses of Atlantis Truffles. Each dose is 15 grams fresh, comparable to 3 grams of Cubensis(gold caps) dried.
Tom "SHROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMZ!!!!" Annoying Girl "Eww, don't those come from cow shit"
I laugh, and explain they're home grown no where near any poo. Now someone brings up highschool, referencing me and my early psychedelic experimentation. They're all someone shocked, that I still do them. Obviously okay to keep beer and weed close to heart. Myself "Yeah, but Im not as vocal about it. Ive toned down alot." "I do mushrooms a couple times a year, its just too much of an experience to do all the time"
Now everyone's talking about the shit they've heard about mushrooms. You see demons. You laugh alot. You eat them more then 10 times you go insane. Just dumb shit.
Victim "Na Ive done shrooms way more then 10 times, you laugh alot and see shit."
Myself "Oh what did you see? More then 10 times, whats the most at a time"
Victim "Like just shit everywhere man. I dont know like a half bag(14g)"
Myself "Im gonna call bullshit, 7 grams would kick you ass, with 14 you wouldnt just see shit and laugh. You'd get royally buttfucked by the Universe."
Victim "That shit didn't happen to me. I can handle my stuff man, I don't know what your talkin about but I ate a half bag. No way a quarter would make a pussy out of me"
Okay, at this point. In that moment, repressed strong dislike for his mouthy ass was raging out of me. He was in front of his girlfriend, trying to not sound like a lying douche. Me, Im seriously thinking about loading him on a mountain of fungus just for the hell of proving him wrong and my own amusement. There's noticeable tension in the air between us.
Myself "I think your wrong personally man, but fuck it were all havin a good time. Want a quarter? Make it a better time?"
Everyone's looking at him, egging him on a bit.
Victim "Im broke bro."
Myself "I never asked for money, Think of it as spreading the love man. Just take a quarter, unless your scared or somethin. I mean its just mushies. Right?"
Victim "... Yeah, fuck it man hand me those things. Im about to get FUCKED UP!"
Right you are Mr. Xannax Man.
So I rip open two doses of truffles. I would guess he ate atleast 30 grams upwards of 35. From experience that would be 7-8g of regular mushrooms. He eats them, washes it down with a beer and the countdown begins. I take a mental note, Its 8:12 PM. Nothing more but to do but wait. Were all conversing and carrying on as before, good times.
8:52, my victim is laughing uncontrollably, his eyes are watering and he says " " Like really high. 9:05, Victim "WOAH! Im seein shit, holy shit, all the colors and patterns, this is awesome"
Everyone's asking him how he feels, and whats going on with him. He said he feels "Like a rubix cube of emotion". Im thinking he probably has another 15 minutes before shit starts overwhelming him. Oh boy my estimated time frame is nearly right on que.
9:25, The victim stands out of his chair and places his hands on the side of his head like hes muffling his ears and says "Im thinking too much, too fast. I can't really, really.. handle it all" Then he made the most facial wrenching expression, as if his face was going to fold in on itself. He let out a big weep, and the tears started falling. Obviously uncomfortable and embarrassed he went to run towards where we parked our cars, slipped and landed in a mud puddle. Oh damn, defiantly a set or setting I wouldnt ever want a heroic dose in.
Now Im starting to second guess what I just did. His girlfriend and everyone rushes over to him as he's sitting in this mud puddle crying eyes out. He finally declares "space, I need space. Bad trip, guys im having a bad trip"... I tell everyone to back off a few feet as the victims sobbing grows harder. I was in thinking about how Ive been there, and was intrigued by how he was dealing with the experience. I figure nows better then ever to tell him "Go with the flow. I told you earlier, theres no backing out of it. Fighting it will make everything harder. Accept it all"
With me about 5 feet from him and everyone else behind me watching. The victims crying and obviously facing deep introspection. He's apologizing repeatedly and a mess. He starts standing up and I rush over to gentle hold him in place. Someone brings him a folding chair to sit in. Now his face is buried in his hands as the process of his self redemption carries on. His girlfriend is seriously freaking out, everyone but me is really worried for him. With his girl screaming at me.. "What the fuck did you do?" "I didn't do shit, he said he's done this before. He'll be fine in a few hours hes just going through a bad trip" Victim "Guys I can hear you, stop screaming at each other please! Please!... No Ive never really done shrooms I lied. Im a liar!"
So its 9:55 at this point. He gets out of his chair and starts talking about how energy is coming at him. He stairs at the sky mouth dropped. Im guessing hes seeing some awe striking visuals. He's been past the crying and intense introspection for a few minutes, but thats about to change. He goes and lays down, and starts crying again. Starts panicking.
Victim "I don't remember, remember this. Im not (his name).. Wait yeah I am. No.. No Im not (his name). Whats going on?! I think im dieing!"
Fuck. Now everyones freaking out more then ever. His girlfriend says shes calling 911. Hell Naaaaaa. I jump up and grab her phone.
Myself "Hes not going to die, its called ego death. You forget everything about yourself and think you die. But he's gonna be fine, its happened to me a few times. You fucking call 911 and those loud ambulances and cop cars are gonna make this a million times worse on him. Ill be fucking gone so no more help or advice from me. They'll needlessly pump his stomach and throw him in the looney bin for a weekend. Just fucking let him ride this out. Trust me"
Tom "Abstrakt trips balls alot, trust him guys hes told me about this shit before"
Its about 10:30 and hes been on the ground flailing his arms around. Crying and trying to hold on to his ego. He's calling for his girlfriends voice to ground him to reality, and she runs over to him. Shes talking to him, holding his hand and the last thing I heard him say before the next hour of silence from him was "Im not gonna win".
Hes completely catatonic. No longer sobbing or crying, just jaw gaped open. Eyes sometimes shut completely, sometimes so wide they look like they'll pop from his sockets. Were all in our chairs, 15 or 20 feet from him. His girlfriend was really nervous, everyone was freaked out. So I explained as much about my experiences to give a better glimpse of what hes going through. I explained how not all of what he's going through will be bad. Though no one seems convinced. They all thought he was brain damaged or something.
THEN.
"Oh my god".. Twenty feet away is the victim, no longer flailing. But spread out with arms wide in an embracive posture as if he was receiving the biggest hug ever. Laughter, roaring laughter is bursting from my victim. The bonfire flames dancing on this man's face reveiled the biggest grin Ive ever seen his face shed. "Told you so, it would get better and now he's there" I said to everyone, who was looking at him puzzled to see such a horrific scene now manifest into the victim's uncontrollable laughter and euphoria. Giggling like a little kid I heard him say "No your beautiful"... Here I was feeling high/slightly drunk, and abit envious he was probably experiencing full cosmic bliss. His girlfriend was all paranoid, "Whos he calling beautiful?!"  
Myself with a chuckle "Probably all of existence within our universe" Her "Right, you and your typical hippy answers. He better not break up with me over this or Im gonna kick your ass" Myself "I don't know. Shrooms can make you gay" Her "You've eaten a shit load of them, that explains yourself"
Damn. Touche'.
So its 11:33. The victim was coming down from peak, and sat up right on the ground. He remained this way for about twenty minutes, People were trying to ask him how he was and he just murmured "Fine, I think. Just.. I need a moment to myself"
He spent awhile walking around out by the field farther away from us. Then he approached the group. His girlfriend gave him a huge hug. He walked up to me, and said "I don't know what to say." Myself "Its understandable with what you just went through" Victim "Hey (his GF) ,Baby drive us home. I need a hot bath and time to... recuperate"
They left. The rest of us chilled for awhile. I wondered alot about my victim and what he saw, felt and experienced. I'll never know. But he did send me a Facebook message today. It reads.
"Yoooo (My name)
A few nights ago. What I went through Ill never be able to put in words Not that Im sure I want to. But straight to the point. Thanks, I mean fuck you lol for that but thank you so much. I had no clue anything like that could happen. Life changing man. Again, thanks. Ill probaly never talk jack shit about things I dont have any idea on now. Thats all. I just felt urged to say something about it."
So thats what became of it. Sometimes I wish thats how my psychedelic experience happened. Lucky bastard. As of now ignorance is bliss I believe. I don't have life changing revolutions anymore. It's all illusory and psychedelics are just profound drugs that have left me down, out, up and about and a bit on edge of consensus reality as of lately. Maybe I'll find a healthy way to keep these substances part of my life. But as long as I have them at all. No ones safe from free dosing haha.
Thats the story. Thanks in advance if you read.
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Edited by AbstraKt_I_Am (05/25/11 12:25 AM)
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: AbstraKt_I_Am]
#14507439 - 05/24/11 10:57 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Damn, great right up man.
Deff showed his dumb ass XD
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: AbstraKt_I_Am]
#14507444 - 05/24/11 10:57 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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You're very lucky it turned out the way it did. That was stupid as hell, and you got lucky this time. But it all turned out good, and I'm glad a life has been changed. Good read. Be careful..
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: AbstraKt_I_Am]
#14507445 - 05/24/11 10:58 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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That brings me back to my first acid trip. I remember ego death it can be very hard to let go I couldn't imagine if that was my first trip.
I don't blame you for what you did, everything happens for a reason. I know I wouldn't have given him the shrooms though.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: AbstraKt_I_Am]
#14507472 - 05/24/11 11:04 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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ha, ive wanted to do this before but never followed through.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: Smawrpg]
#14507488 - 05/24/11 11:08 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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lol shrooms make you gay.
Truffles are so easy going until you hit crazy amounts like that. Low doses are great for noobs it seems but fuck they are just as nuts when you eat a pile.
next up for the noob DMT.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14507490 - 05/24/11 11:10 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Great read abstrakt.
He asked for it.
Good thing it turned out alright for you. I probably wouldn't do it, just because I'd be afraid of it going too sour.
But really...You taught him a very valuable lesson. He will probably be a better person for it.
You should have just given him an eighth, but he was so cocky about it...
I was thinking when you said "half bag" that maybe he meant half eighth. But it sounds like he really was entirely full of shit. Again that was a risky move but I'd say the outcome is a positive one for sure.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: drr]
#14507575 - 05/24/11 11:27 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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LOL, lucky bastard probably had some great moments, although sounds like alot of it was just terror.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: drr]
#14507585 - 05/24/11 11:28 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Great read, a hell of a story for sure.
Sounds like you did him a favor, so not bad. Had it turned badly, that may have been a different story!
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: drr]
#14507647 - 05/24/11 11:40 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Great story....I think its kinda fucked to give someone more then they can handle or are prepared for but fuck it he asked for it lol
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: bholzer]
#14507650 - 05/24/11 11:40 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Great fuckin story, you should write a book lol
But for real, that's badass
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: drr]
#14507672 - 05/24/11 11:44 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I had a similar story of an asshole getting his mushroom medicine...
I used to live in a house with my brother and we would have people come over everynight and smoke/trip. I grew weed commercially in the basement and pretty much everyone close to me knew about it. But there was this one guy who was like that friend of everyone's from highschool but turned out to be a douchebag. So douchebag would come over every so often and hog the video games, swipe my roaches, and just be a general dick but no one has the heart to tell him to fuck off.
But one day another friend of mine (who had a warrant) told me that douchebag had lunch with her and told her that she should just rat on me to get a reduced sentence. So now all my other friends hear of this and are plotting to kick douchbag's ass next time they see him. I take a stand and say that no one is going to kick his ass, rather I am going to offer him mushrooms and that will fix the problem. Deuchbag had been inquiring about tripping for some weeks now so I knew the time was good.
So the next night deuchbag came over I was tripping on mush and offered him 4 dry grams ground into a cup of lemon juice that had sat in the fridge for several hours. If you don't know lemon juice will double the intensity and half the duration of the trip so it was about an equivalent 8g. THE MORON DID NOT EVEN ASK ME HOW MUCH SHROOM I PUT IN THE CUP! That astounded me, but ok.. He chugged it all and watched buddy playing video games at kitchen table.
About a half hour goes by and I see douchebag laying on couch on his side clutching a throwpillow for dear life. I make a quick encouraging remark to him and leave him be. I proceed to trip and enjoy the night and eventually come out to the kitchen table with couple other friends playing video games a couple hours later. All of a sudden douchebag literally shambles into the kitchen tripping balls. He asks us at the table "What is going on?" They obviously reply,.. "uh, playing video games". He says, "No,.. What is going on?" This goes on several more times.
I then proceed to have a very deep conversation with him on 'what is going on'. I tell him that no one completely knows, only God, but the purpose is 100% for good. He gets caught in thought loops and repeats questions over and over, to which i give the same reply every time. I tell him about the Holy Spirit in all of us, that God is in us and we are in God. For the first time he is opening up to me.
Then he makes a interesting statement about how he never knew what it felt like to be an individual until now. He always felt like part of a crowd with no identity. This makes me think of how much people's lack of conscious could be related to lack of the sense of individualism. Deuchebag then says that he has been fucking up a lot lately and leading a bad life and apologizes. He finally comes down and states that he would like to do shrooms again.
Afterwards when deuchebag, now redeemed, left my friends were bowing 'we're not worthy , we're not worthy' gestures to me because they knew that I was right to use the power of the mushroom as a TOOL instead of kicking his ass and probably getting ratted out and many problems would ensue. Looking back though I don't know if I would do again to another deutchebag unless I had a safer setting and would stay with them throughout the trip. He could have ran off outside and got run over by a truck,... a sewage truck.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: Celestial Traveler]
#14507675 - 05/24/11 11:45 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Awesome read. The message he sent you makes the entire story complete. And indeed, what an introduction to psychedelics for the guy.
Stories like these always remind me of Eminem's track "My Fault". Haha.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: drr]
#14507682 - 05/24/11 11:46 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Thanks for the replies guys. I'm trying to get a grip on my openess with my psychedelics. Been dosing and giving them away abit lately. Over hyping them to the point straight edge folks would make an exception.
Risky as fuck. An the risk is almost addicting. My behavior as I've said has grown.. irresponisble lately. I just feel lately I'm living with no strings attatched to lifes consquences. Last week I was up at my highschool on mescaline talking to old teachers catching up. I left shortly after telling my old pychology teacher I was tripping balls. Not scared she wasn't trustable. But she had a duty as a teacher and I didn't want to risk her fufilling it.
Til I slow my role. Who knows what kinda stories are to unfold. Will post more as they occur. A lot of DMT and shrooms have been given away as my sort of experimentation on society and people. I advise people on set and setting for the most part and info the min ways help them with their trips. I just found out today a few dealers in my county are pissed they can't sell shrooms because quote "some fuckin fuckstick given boomers away for free to everyone. What an asshole."
Spreadin free love
@Mescalineeee great song man. @Buckeye great story dude.
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Edited by AbstraKt_I_Am (05/24/11 11:49 PM)
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: AbstraKt_I_Am]
#14507694 - 05/24/11 11:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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AbstraKt_I_Am said: Thanks for the replies guys. I'm trying to get a grip on my openess with my psychedelics. Been dosing and giving them away abit lately. Over hyping them to the point straight edge folks would make an exception.
Risky as fuck. An the risk is almost addicting. My behavior as I've said has grown.. irresponisble lately. I just feel lately I'm living with no strings attatched to lifes consquences. Last week I was up at my highschool on mescaline talking to old teachers catching up. I left shortly after telling my old pychology teacher I was tripping balls. Not scared she wasn't trustable. But she had a duty as a teacher and I didn't want to risk her fufilling it.
Til I slow my role. Who knows what kinda stories are to unfold. Will post more as they occur. A lot of DMT and shrooms have been given away as my sort of experimentation on society and people. I advise people on set and setting for the most part and info the min ways help them with their trips. I just found out today a few dealers in my county are pissed they can't sell shrooms because quote "some fuckin fuckstick given boomers away for free to everyone. What an asshole."
Spreadin free love
I love being that guy when I have some extra psychs man, I don't know how many dozens of doses I've given out.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: bholzer]
#14507717 - 05/24/11 11:52 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Thanks for the story AbstraKt_I_Am.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: bholzer]
#14507761 - 05/25/11 12:01 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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That was a great post, the longest post I've actually bothered reading and enjoyed 
Seriously though, that was a good job, could've turned out a lot worse, but all in all it sounds like it went perfectly.
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: bholzer]
#14507764 - 05/25/11 12:01 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Ha cool story, good thing it wasn't 7 grams of Oakridge, they last about 8-9 hours, and are about double strength
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: AbstraKt_I_Am]
#14507774 - 05/25/11 12:05 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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AbstraKt_I_Am said: Thanks for the replies guys. I'm trying to get a grip on my openess with my psychedelics. Been dosing and giving them away abit lately. Over hyping them to the point straight edge folks would make an exception.
Risky as fuck. An the risk is almost addicting. My behavior as I've said has grown.. irresponisble lately. I just feel lately I'm living with no strings attatched to lifes consquences. Last week I was up at my highschool on mescaline talking to old teachers catching up. I left shortly after telling my old pychology teacher I was tripping balls. Not scared she wasn't trustable. But she had a duty as a teacher and I didn't want to risk her fufilling it.
Til I slow my role. Who knows what kinda stories are to unfold. Will post more as they occur. A lot of DMT and shrooms have been given away as my sort of experimentation on society and people. I advise people on set and setting for the most part and info the min ways help them with their trips. I just found out today a few dealers in my county are pissed they can't sell shrooms because quote "some fuckin fuckstick given boomers away for free to everyone. What an asshole."
Spreadin free love
@Mescalineeee great song man. @Buckeye great story dude.
Part of me inside wants to just go off the deep end. Walking around on psychedelics having random conversations with straight folks and freaking them out. It is fun to read HST ramble on about it, in a fantasy world I would love to be that crazy wreckless psychedelic drug user who can somehow manage to pull of talking to just about anyone while tripping. But it is only a fantasy. In real life I am pretty awkward socially with no drugs at all. I don't want to go insane  I commend you, but be careful, friend. I have known people like you. Jonny mushroomseed or LSD seed, little timothy leary prototypes popping free hits into everybodies mouths, just floating through life high as a kite. But sadly it is usually only a short phase, a great peak, followed by years of recovery, probably a lot of regret. Rebuilding what you have destroyed. Better to just keep it in moderation like everything else.
We always say we eat psychedelics to destroy the ego. But maybe you are using them to inflate yours - just think about that. Some people headed down your path eventually reach that shining peak, that is megalomania. There's nowhere to go but down from there. I'm not talking about you, don't worry, I'm talking about somebody you remind me of.
Anyway I am a little jealous of your ability to casually shoot the shit with your old high school teachers on mescaline. And at the same time...curious as to what you were thinking, going to your old high school on mescaline???
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Re: Gave some Ass (Shroom Virgin) a Quarter, Watched Him Cry as The Universe Showed Him No Mercy. [Re: drr]
#14507804 - 05/25/11 12:13 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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drr said: ] Part of me inside wants to just go off the deep end. Walking around on psychedelics having random conversations with straight folks and freaking them out. It is fun to read HST ramble on about it, in a fantasy world I would love to be that crazy wreckless psychedelic drug user who can somehow manage to pull of talking to just about anyone while tripping. But it is only a fantasy. In real life I am pretty awkward socially with no drugs at all. I don't want to go insane  I commend you, but be careful, friend. I have known people like you. Jonny mushroomseed or LSD seed, little timothy leary prototypes popping free hits into everybodies mouths, just floating through life high as a kite. But sadly it is usually only a short phase, a great peak, followed by years of recovery, probably a lot of regret. Rebuilding what you have destroyed. Better to just keep it in moderation like everything else.
We always say we eat psychedelics to destroy the ego. But maybe you are using them to inflate yours - just think about that. Some people headed down your path eventually reach that shining peak, that is megalomania. There's nowhere to go but down from there. I'm not talking about you, don't worry, I'm talking about somebody you remind me of.
Anyway I am a little jealous of your ability to casually shoot the shit with your old high school teachers on mescaline. And at the same time...curious as to what you were thinking, going to your old high school on mescaline???
This. Some people can pull it off and live their entire lives like this. Props to them. But keep in mind it is a small percentage of folks. Just be careful man!
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Use these substances wisely, they have the ability to cause life altering realizations.
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