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I fucking hate adderall
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I took some adderall I bought off a friend last night. First time in about half a year. It really reminded me of why I switched to ritalin. I just cannot handle that fucking drug. I always end up eating it like skittles, every time. Very irresponsible. Urgh.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Salomon]
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Ritalin is pretty cool, it doesn't have the same compulsive-redosing shit going on that amphetamines do. You feel compelled to take more even if you don't have any particular reason, then you miss a night's sleep. Ritalin's never done that to me, but I guess everyone's different.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Salomon]
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Yeah that shit can become a problem real quick .
I hate how balls to the wallz I feel and I get real mean on the come down
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: trekie]
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I hate how balls to the wallz I feel and I get real mean on the come down
Oh, speed. 
I just get real antisocial and hide from people. It is not good, this is finals week. Wish me luck guys, I'm gonna try to get some Z's.
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Best of luck Tchan, aderall always screwed me on the comedown. I would feel like I haven't slept in three days, but I wouldn't be able to fall asleep.
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speed makes you antisocial? usiually the opposite for most, or so it seems 
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I was on concerta (ritalin) for awhile but switched to adderall, which I take now, I tried vyanse before and it's the probably the best but adderall is a close second IMHO. I'd probably appreciate ritalin more now that I am more experienced.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Anthony917]
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Adderall is fucking great, I don't know what you guys are talking about.
I never crash on it, it's always smooth sailing to baseline.
Take some benadryl and smoke some weed and the insomnia problem is not a problem anymore.
I like ritalin too though
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: propensity]
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i prefer adderall to ritalin, just because it seems to last much longer for me. i never seem to get the urge to compulsively redose with adderall either .
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: s0nny]
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i can get them ive been thinking about it lately i dont really have much drug money so i have to spend wisely i usually spend it on marijuana and marijuana accessories 
i dont have anything to study for or nothing except the finals but i got it under control. should i do them recreationally I know a bunch of people who do i mean i havent really heard much but unappealing shit about it, i mean is it really even euphoric? and would anyone like... notice im fucked up lol? a long time ago i took some of my buddys ritilin that he has legally, i didnt really feel anything as i dont think i took enough.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: The Boat]
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Adderall sucks. Ritalin sucks. Dexedrine is AWESOME.
And that's how I became a speed freak.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: The Boat]
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i dont have anything to study for or nothing except the finals but i got it under control. should i do them recreationally I know a bunch of people who do i mean i havent really heard much but unappealing shit about it, i mean is it really even euphoric? and would anyone like... notice im fucked up lol? a long time ago i took some of my buddys ritilin that he has legally, i didnt really feel anything as i dont think i took enough.
You have to take a bunch of it to get high, and it's not worth it. It's a dirty-as-hell high. If you don't feel like you need it for school then you stand only to gain by staying far away from it.
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I was on ritalin for about 4 months, made me angry and I would snap at anything. Then I got on adderall and ate my weight in it over the course of a year and a half. I still have the prescription but I rarely fill it because I can't stand the stuff now. I honestly love the high but it takes a lot and the comedown SUCKS.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: SS32]
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Ritalin has very few side-effects for me. It gave me a bit of tachycardia the first time I took it, never again. Adderall is a mess though, even when I stick to the medicinal dosage. The difference between ritalin and adderall is that I can take a normal dose of ritalin in the morning and not spend the rest of the day finding excuses to take more ritalin. And even if you are dumb enough to abuse it (as I have), the comedown is much shorter than adderall's.
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I've never tried adderall but usually I'd pop 5mg of dexamphetamine sulphate sublingually occasionally.
Its a damn minute dose but provided I havent developed tolerance from previous use of the drug it gets me nice and high. Usually I'd take vitamines, a big breakfast of fruits and shit and some omega fatty acids etc. Then I'd spend the whole day reading without getting bored or tired. But I developed tolerance quickly so I stopped taking it for a while till I can feel those 5mg's again.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: mellowparty]
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I've heard the dex is much cleaner-feeling than adderall. I kind of want to try it, but after what wakeboardrB said especially I have my trepidations.
Vyvanse is actually really good judging from the one time I've tried it. It lasts all day and helps with concentration almost as much as adderall (which is to say a lot) without the pulse-palpitating jaw-clenching psychopathic-hedonistic amphetamine edge.
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The thing I hate about stimulants is how they drain your brain from the molecules just to leave you sort of empty. Then boredom and agitation come and general shittiness.
Still pretty useful with studies.
My fav thing about dex is how it makes me want to sit down and write stuff especially maths problems. Too bad my course doesnt require pretty much any maths 
But yeah its f great for when thangs need to get done
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: mellowparty]
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The thing is that GE and bureaucracy in school makes me agitated and shitty and bored all on its own, so the stimulants are helping me out a lot with that crap. The GE has been a roadblock for me for years. Science classes, on the other hand, actually hold my attention without the need for tampering with my dopamine system, so I'm looking forward to not having to take the other classes.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Enjoywho]
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How does one find dexedrine?
I've never seen it around.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: propensity]
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You ask your doctor, I believe. I've never seen dealers selling it.
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'They' used to sell d-amphetamines like adderal in drug stores no script needed. 'They' also used to give them to soldiers for use in combat/alertness in vietnam.
Pot and amps go together if thats yer cup of tea. Add some good bass tunes and you are a geeked out cyborg human.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ShakeZor]
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I'm pretty sure "they" still give amphetamines to fighter pilots on long flying assignments.
But yeah, I can't imagine living in a world where anybody can just buy amphetamines at the drug store.
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But yeah, I can't imagine living in a world where anybody can just buy amphetamines at the drug store. 
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But yeah, I can't imagine living in a world where anybody can just buy amphetamines at the drug store. 
From what I've read, the military is leaning more towards Modafinil as their go to stay awake drug.
And you can still get methamphetamine at any drug store or gas station in the form of Vicks Vapor Inhaler. Of course it's the Levo isomer of meth which doesn't get you high, but it's still methamphetamine. No script required.
To get the dextro isomer of methamphetamine, (the one that does get you high), you'll need a script for Desoxyn. But it's insanely expensive and rarely used.
Personally I liked Dexedrine. It's straight Dextro-Amphetamine without all that bullshit L and D sulfate and sacrinate they put in Adderall. Much smoother effects without the peripherial effects Adderall causes like sweating, rapid increase in heart rate and a very uncomfortable crash if you abuse it. Don't get me wrong, Dexedrine crash is still pretty bad if you've been up on it for 2-3 days, but Adderall is worse.
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Vyvanse is actually really good judging from the one time I've tried it. It lasts all day and helps with concentration almost as much as adderall (which is to say a lot) without the pulse-palpitating jaw-clenching psychopathic-hedonistic amphetamine edge.
Vyvanse is Dextro-Amphetamine (same stuff that's in Dexedrine), but it's bound to Lysine, which requires a pass through your metabolism before it becomes active. Therefore it lasts a long time. I've used it once and it lasted around 12 hours with. It's also about 2.5x less potent than Dexedrine. That's why it's sold in 50 and 70mg pills.
I always liked the instant release 5mg GSK brand name Dexedrine. I could increase my dose every few hours and stay awake for days.
But then I realized that working on your car at 3am is NOT normal activity. Neither is staying awake for 5 days playing Sim City and Far Cry.
I told my doc I was abusing it and didn't want it any more. I was very underweight and was only sleeping 2-3 days a week.
I'm still ADHD inattentive as hell and could benefit from it, but I'm an addict and I CAN'T control my amphetamine use.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: WakeboardrB]
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That sucks man, but I know how it is. 
Either way glad to hear you caught yourself, even if it was a bit late.
Did you ever try ritalin? It's definitely abusable but it's a much weaker recreational drug than amphetamine and it also has a much shorter crash. I've admittedly played with recreational use but it doesn't tempt me in that unholy demonic way amps do.
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This made me . Hey man, better than beating your meat bloody for twelve straight hours. That's what I usually do.
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I hate how balls to the wallz I feel and I get real mean on the come down
i get like this even if i just take a 30 mg time release. it also makes my hands itch a lot.
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As a belated aside, apparently amphetamine abuse first really took off during the time those inhalers had the actual dextrorotary isomer which gets you high as a motherfucker. The 30's must have been such a surreal time night-life wise, people running around hopped up on medicine-soaked cotton balls ripped out of inhalers...
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As a belated aside, apparently amphetamine abuse first really took off during the time those inhalers had the actual dextrorotary isomer which gets you high as a motherfucker. The 30's must have been such a surreal time night-life wise, people running around hopped up on medicine-soaked cotton balls ripped out of inhalers... 
As far as I know, it was up until the 60's. Benzedrine, Benzedrex, all sorts of legal amphetamines you could buy over the counter.
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yeah I hate adderall. I prefer downers...ill take a good xanax over adderall aaanyday
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Either way glad to hear you caught yourself, even if it was a bit late.
Did you ever try ritalin? It's definitely abusable but it's a much weaker recreational drug than amphetamine and it also has a much shorter crash. I've admittedly played with recreational use but it doesn't tempt me in that unholy demonic way amps do.
I started out with Concerta, but with the lack of health insurance (100 bucks a month), and my journey into the path of addiction, I had my doctor give me dexedrine instead. One of my friends took it and spoke very highly of it, so I asked the doc and he was ok with it.
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These days I'm prescribed Xanax, Klonopin and Restoril, but man I miss the energy amphetamines gave me.
BTW, I don't abuse any of the benzos I take. It's necessary or else I go into panic attack mode. And I'd rather have a heart attack or have a finger amputated than another panic attack.
Oddly enough, I never had panic attacks when I was a speed freak. It was over a year when I started experiencing them.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: WakeboardrB]
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I do think I'll stick with the methylphenidate just because it's a nice, boring medication IME. I want to try concerta though.
It's amazing how earlier in this thread we were talking about how you used to be able to buy amphetamines OTC... it's not really any harder to get them now, you just have to be able to pay for doctor's visits.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Oldgregg]
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I feel the stimulation really strong and it makes me go ape on cleaning my room and doing boring, repetitive shit like easy math. Also jerking off.
It's weird though because it does make me antisocial, unlike apparently everybody else. I just can't deal with people when I'm on it. I become very boring to talk to because I just don't feel like saying much.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Oldgregg]
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Yeah, pretty much...
Methylphenidate is so underrated It doesn't get you so fucking on one, and that's why it's better.
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Tchan909 said: It's amazing how earlier in this thread we were talking about how you used to be able to buy amphetamines OTC... it's not really any harder to get them now, you just have to be able to pay for doctor's visits. 
You can still get hexahydromethamphetamine OTC in the form of Benzedrex inhalers... the stuff was more euphoric than in my opinion.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: deCypher]
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Tchan909 said: It's amazing how earlier in this thread we were talking about how you used to be able to buy amphetamines OTC... it's not really any harder to get them now, you just have to be able to pay for doctor's visits. 
You can still get hexahydromethamphetamine OTC in the form of Benzedrex inhalers... the stuff was more euphoric than in my opinion.
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30mg = golden dose = adderall
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Luc1d]
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30mg of adderall IS the Point of No Return for me. It the dose at which I am guaranteed to abandon all constructive pursuits, with extreme prejudice, in favor of jerking off. For hours. And then eating more and continuing the vicious spiral. 
I've been known to be productive on 10-15mg, though.
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I remember when my dealer buddy busted out an inhaler and was like sniff this man it'll get you spun. i laughed so hard at him but still tried it.
I used to snort dexedrines when there was no speed around. I'd always ask this geeky kid upstairs to hook it up!
oh man, in the last 24 hours, i've taken 6 tests, done 4 projects, 5 labs, and 2 finals. i'm about to sleep like a rape victim on roofies.
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Tchan909 said: 30mg of adderall IS the Point of No Return for me. It the dose at which I am guaranteed to abandon all constructive pursuits, with extreme prejudice, in favor of jerking off. For hours. And then eating more and continuing the vicious spiral. 
I've been known to be productive on 10-15mg, though.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: Luc1d]
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I think I'm just hypersensitive to amphetamines. The same thing happened to me when I tried meth a couple times a way back - every time, I would find excuses to get the fuck away from my friends because I had to jerk off so bad.
I honestly don't know how that reflects on me.
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Dude, you're not alone. 6. fucking. hours. last week. 
I don't think you can become much more of a waste of life than that.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ifoundwaldo]
#14507683 - 05/24/11 11:46 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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How about twelve hours last night?
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I didn't know it was a competition.
Whenever I get back on the though, man... It's always .
I'm impatient as fuck too so I'll be fucking watching pornos in fast forward and still be skipping ahead.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ifoundwaldo] 1
#14507701 - 05/24/11 11:50 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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That's right, I win at being a waste of life. 
Seriously though, this is why I fucking hate adderall.
And I find I can actually pay attention, for once, to porno, when I'm on amphetamine. And actually just watch the whole fucking thing through.
ADHD is a bitch, man.
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Oh so vyvanse=dexedrine?
Well then I've done plenty of dexedrine, and it's fantastic
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Tchan909 said: And I find I can actually pay attention, for once, to porno, when I'm on amphetamine. And actually just watch the whole fucking thing through.
I'm like... bitch, show me your titties... ok, those are nice, now get fucked... alright, now let him cum on your face. Alright, what video am I watching next?
I seriously must go through hundreds of videos.
And I always get stuck on tangential fetishes when I'm spun. Like stuff I normally wouldn't even get into is like . And then the next day, I realize how sick of a fuck I am.
In hindsight, smoking that hit before the drive home is not going to help me sleep at all. I can count the hours of sleep I've gotten since Wednesday on two hands though.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: propensity]
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I've only tried vyvanse and not straight dex, but vyvanse is much calmer than adderall. Vyvanse has some serious time-release stuff going on too though, so I don't know how much of it is due to that.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ifoundwaldo]
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Scat porn is fucking great when you're spun.
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Good God. I watched some of that when I was a wee young'n who really didn't understand the mechanics of sex yet. I can't watch that shit anymore though; that's just disgusting.
Pee I can deal with- at least it's sterile. But fucking scat... Blech.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ifoundwaldo]
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Yeah, I agree...
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Hey, at least you're not a feeder.
That shit is horrifying.
Unless you are. Then I'm sorry for bringing it up.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: propensity]
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Well, I'm a big fan of the BBWs, but feederism is just weird. Not sexy.
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It's kinda morbid, which is what's weird about it.
That and watching fat chicks eat is really fucking gross. Watching normal people eat is kinda gross.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: propensity]
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Honestly, I hate how much of BBW porn just shows them eating.
I can't even imagine how you would be turned on by watching somebody eat. I mean, if a woman is looking you in the eyes while sensuously wrapping her lips around a cylindrical popsicle or even a candy bar, it can be pretty arousing, but it's not the same thing.
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I dunno dude, bbw porn just grosses me out in general so I can't really see where you're coming from haha.
I'm not too much of a sexual deviant though, my favorite place to go for fap material is /s/ on 4chan
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: propensity]
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propensity said: I dunno dude, bbw porn just grosses me out in general so I can't really see where you're coming from haha.
I'm not too much of a sexual deviant though, my favorite place to go for fap material is /s/ on 4chan 
Doesn't get more vanilla than /s/. I abandoned /d/ many years ago on account it was too vanilla.
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I am diagnosed with hyper activity disorder aaanndd have insurance. they say i need to talk to a psyche to get the proper meds ala a stimulant
i feel like 'they' think im going to abuse them thing is i wouldnt be slamming the pills for fun i actually need the shit. my list of things i want to do the next day is insane along with my bookmarked webpages on things to pursue.
i cant do drugs for right now per department of corrections orders and all of my adhd behaivors have returned. getting an adhd medicine thats a stimulant would be a god send right now.
im going in tommorow to get an update
also im going to post my halo 3 hours clocked when i had oz' of pot and addys its INSANE
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I get bouts of BBW fever. Went looking for big black woman porn the other night. It is everywhere.
If the tits don't stick out farther than the stomach though, I can't really get into it. The boobs just look like rolls upon her other rolls and rolls of fat.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ShakeZor]
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ShakeZor said: I am diagnosed with hyper activity disorder aaanndd have insurance. they say i need to talk to a psyche to get the proper meds ala a stimulant
i feel like 'they' think im going to abuse them thing is i wouldnt be slamming the pills for fun i actually need the shit. my list of things i want to do the next day is insane along with my bookmarked webpages on things to pursue.
i cant do drugs for right now per department of corrections orders and all of my adhd behaivors have returned. getting an adhd medicine thats a stimulant would be a god send right now.
im going in tommorow to get an update
also im going to post my halo 3 hours clocked when i had oz' of pot and addys its INSANE
lmfao what a contradiction
Are you with Kaiser or some such corporate faggotry? Go to a private practice.
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ifoundwaldo]
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ifoundwaldo said: I get bouts of BBW fever. Went looking for big black woman porn the other night. It is everywhere.
If the tits don't stick out farther than the stomach though, I can't really get into it. The boobs just look like rolls upon her other rolls and rolls of fat.
Rolls can be good, though.
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To be honest i dont know if they are private practice. I have real insurance no low income stuff...why you feel the private practice will give it to me no problem?
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Re: I fucking hate adderall [Re: ShakeZor]
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That's just my experience Incorporated health insurance companies with big "health centers" generally put you through the ringer for the slightest thing that could be considered a liability, because they're the only ones with the capacity to give you the run-around like that. I'm not saying it's cheap service, I'm just saying it's shitty service and they won't give you what you want without wasting a fuckload of your time and probably finding some shiny new way to fuck somebody's wallet. Private practices in small buildings, run by an actual practicing physician, are more likely to address you as an individual. Health conglomerates just treat you like a subject.
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Hmm i see what you are getting at.
Totally unrelated; i could potentially get prescribed medicinal pot with insurance?
Just wonderin' kinda heading to off topic grounds...
bbw wtf lmao smh
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