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Psycho Registered: 05/24/07 Posts: 305 Last seen: 3 years, 4 months |
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Hello there fellow Psychedelic Travelleres, Psychonauts, Delusional, Responsable, Funny, Good, Intelligent, smart beings, This is a trip report for all. View it with an open mind and in no way I am assuming that this trip is the Truth, altho I am still afterglowed from it and doing what I can not to take it so personal, and view it like a Dream! or a temporary Psychosis.
5 Grams Dried, in the Dark, with my Soulmate. We took them, we spent an hour talking and preparing, smoked a bong and after the one hour mark, it started. the ceiling was swirling in a spiral form, we were snapping in and out of consciousness.. Beeping sounds, Frequencies started emanating from nothingess.. This is it, Heroic dose here we come, we hugged eachother and i see ourselves from the opposite side of the room, and I'm Ganesh! I mean what the fuck! I come back to my perception and we lay down.. My soulmate is moving in psychedelic ways which she had no control over. It took her all the way to the otherside. Im still in bed, staring at the ceiling. I start seeing neon Glowing skulls coming down from the ceiling, I'm taking nothing personal, this is a trip! I'm hallucinating. Keep in mind that there were psychedelic sounds and tunes all the way accompanying the voyage. And these sounds had a lot to do with the trip itself, it guided the whole experience! Suddenly I find myself in Hell, the ceiling became lava, and i was found in a kind of volcanic atmosphere, tentacles where coming out of me, Sudden delusional realisations were hitting me one by one. I was viewing myself as a Mentally abusive boyfriend towards my girl. So mentally abusive that I felt like I've forced her subconcsiously to take the heroic dose with me just cos she really loves me, even tho she might not have been prepared for it and if it all went wrong for her, I am the blame. The beeping sounds were stuck in a loop, i was stuck in hell and I wouldn't come out until I would clear all this with my soulmate, a few seconds later her mobile rang and it got us back in bed, and thankfully I got out of the loop. I told my girl everything and she asured me that it's not the case, she was prepared for the heroic dose and wanted it as much as I did. We go back in trance, it took over our bodies and minds. My soulmate more than me, (It was her first heroic dose) I was shifting out of my body and seeing us from the ceiling, twitching, doing strange movements out of our bodies, with the only trippy difference that we were Scorpion HUmanoids and the bed became their Pond. Half our bodies where scorpions, the other Half was human. I was feeling my girl, moving, heavily breathing, and in a very deep personal trance, so deep and intimate with herself, that I couldn't enter the same trance with her.. It just wasn't my time, I was in a huge inner conflict if i should leave the room and let her travel on her own, her beautiful body was going thru such a sensual personal trance, that I felt i was invading her space. But i promised her I'll be there with her, and I was ready to sacrafice my trip for her. I sit down at the edge of the bed, and i get her back here with my movements and she told me what am I doing? and that She wants me with her all the way. I told her it's not my time sweetie, The experience wants you as a channel to express itself, and that I will be here for her all the way if she needs me. She understood, and it took her back in the trance. I was sitting down, asking to myself, what the fuck is going on? Analyzing the mushroom inside me, and the effects it released as an experience in that specific moment, I was trying to understand what was really going on, what do these substances do to us? I really did my best to approach the psychedelic experience in a rational and open minded way. Yet I cudnt help but feel an entity/entities, even if it was just the trip itself manifesting in my perception as an 'entity' it was there, and I felt like i was challenging it, in its face, questioning it. I wasn't letting it consume me and be the subject of its manifestation, and suddenly I feel this presence infront of me, grabbing me from my chin and shaking my face, with an overempowering energy that I interpreted into words stuff like ''What do you think are you doing?'' ''Who the fuck do you think you are?'' Useless was it trying to understand what was goin on, and quite arrogant it made me feel. Yet I felt safe. I laid down next to my girl while hse's sitll in trance, and i could hear this sound of what I can describe best as a little UFO hovering over us, with this spacey sound, emanating frequencies that were putting us to sleep, into a trance, so we could be an easier subject for the entity/experience. But i was resisting it, I was studying what was going on, and suddenly, I became a Shaman, I sacrificed my trip for my Girl, I was observing her, and protecting her, I was absorbing all the negative pollutive sounds that the cars passing by outside where throwing off, I was being a sheild and a barrier to keep any negative energy outside her space, and let her finish her trance. It all was flowing effortlessly afterwards, I was doing movements with my hands over her beautiful body without my control, and she was responding physically thru her movements and breathing to what I was doing with my hands, The trip became a magical experience, an occult session, Magic, all around. She was snapping out of it sometimes and look at me deep into my eyes, with her beautiful smile. She was seeing my third eye wide open as soon as I told her something, sometimes the third eye was Flashing. She was seeing me transform into Aliens, Mystical Creatures and a long Bearded man, which from my interpretation was the simulation of the Shamanistic Energy I was feeling then. I threw her back into the trance, She was hearing psychedelic music all the way and keep in mind we were in Silence while tripping. She was experiencing space travel and felt like there was a kind of galactic war in space going on and sometimes they were hitting her with laser beams and I could just see it from her movements while in the trance that at some points she was getting hurt. But I was throwing all my energy to protect her and surpass the experience. I saw her vibrating at a point which showed me that she's about to get out of her body, and then she went still.. I look up at the ceiling and I get out my tongue, to show her that Im conscious that she's out of her body and just might be looking down on us from the ceiling, INfact later in the trip she told me she saw me getting out my tongue while in the trance which was quite amusing! After the trance my soulmate came back to consciousness, and explained some things to me of what she cud make out of the experience, altho she cudnt make much because she was still clouded from it all and blown away by it. I looked into her eyes and i saw that I already met her in another life, she was my daughter at some point in existance. At this stage I snap out of it and be like I cant be serious! I'm being delusional! I'm in a temporary psychotic state of mind! I couldnt' digest all those revelations, especially when all that could really just be temporary delusional Psychosis, and there would be no facts to back it up, Yet it was fascinating to experience it. My girl told me that she experienced intense colors while in the trance, me being her shaman felt so erotic to her and she too, felt the sensuality of the experience, It was quite intimate. She was feeling being pulled everywhere in every direction, by some form of energy. Afterwards i laid down and she was caressing my body, and she was healing me after a good session, of my protecting her, and dedicating my trip to her. It felt like karma, and peace and emptiness fulfilled my being, it wasnt about how broke I am anymore, it wasnt about my position in society, nor success.. It was something beyond the curtains of Reality. After this Experience me and her, feel so bonded, we were there for eachother like a mother or a father wud be there for his/her children, in the most intense psychological states we could ever be. Things did change and intensify between us, Everytime I look into her eyes, we understand eachother. It's magic, that's why they call them Magic Fungus I guess! And there it ends, and I will close the chapter and move on with life, embracing the experience as a magical one. Nothing Personal and nothing to be obsessed with altho I do feel very interesting in studying more the psychedelic experience, but I won't abuse it, because I already did and it didn't leave me in a pretty state at all. I'd like to enter psychedelics with a more logical and rational way yet that is kind of difficuilt when tripping balls. OH well! It was quite a ride ![]() Thank you for wasting your time reading my report. I appreciate it.
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Registered: 04/26/11 Posts: 236 Last seen: 11 years, 1 month |
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since when is 5g heroic ?
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Psycho Registered: 05/24/07 Posts: 305 Last seen: 3 years, 4 months |
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Well it is Heroic for me
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Registered: 04/26/11 Posts: 236 Last seen: 11 years, 1 month |
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do yourself a favor and trip in the nature next time, you'll appreciate the experience much more.
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Psycho Registered: 05/24/07 Posts: 305 Last seen: 3 years, 4 months |
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I'm sure, and I have already, but I wasnt seeking and connection with nature, but rather explore the inner world.
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Registered: 04/26/11 Posts: 236 Last seen: 11 years, 1 month |
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I see, good stuff, isn't it better/easier to do it by yourself then ?
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Stranger Registered: 04/25/11 Posts: 8 Last seen: 12 years, 8 months |
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Quote: depends on what your taking.. dood, my pf classics were the stronest ive ever taken. grown on long grain brown rice. i ate 3grams starting hitting me in 30min.. for like 2 hours of the peak i lost total orientation of where i was and time. the visuals became soo strong the only thing i could do was laydown.
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Psycho Registered: 05/24/07 Posts: 305 Last seen: 3 years, 4 months |
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Quote: Yes it would have been, but it was the first time my girlfriend was taking that dose and she told me she'd feel more comfortable if i'd be around. So I did. Meh! what we do for love, my friend. Overall it was a magical experience and I really don't regret anything from it.
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Psycho Registered: 05/24/07 Posts: 305 Last seen: 3 years, 4 months |
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Girlfriend's perspective of the trip
5 grams of Golden Teacher with soulmate Me and my soulmate in my room, i decide to clean up the place, make everything prettier than usual, put a big smiley ball near the bed to remind me its just shrooms and not to take anything personal. Remembered i once bought a blur and pink star shaped lamp cover thingy, dug it out of the cupboard and decided to stick it up for some extra prettiness... we decided to call it Goa Patrick. I hadn't eaten much all day, aside for some fruit in the morning, same with my soulmate... we kept ourselves clean for the experience... we waited for the cars outside to get as quiet as they can be expected to. The road is too busy most of the time. I sent a message to my friend who had texted me a few minutes before hoping to get an answer before the shrooms kick in so i could turn my phone off. Eventually forgot to do the turning off bit though... When we got round to taking them i was scared. I had been looking forward to it and I knew my soulmate had been ok when he took this dose for the first time, but still I knew something big would be happening and the idea of the immensity of what might happen was scaring me just a little bit. My soulmate said that it's the right way to start off on this kind of dose, and that everything would be ok and it will take me to beautiful places and it made sense. Whilst we were eating them he started telling me about what to expect based on what he had gone through the first time. I started realising whilst looking at Goa Patrick that i was already mildly tripping maybe from what we'd been smoking, or maybe a flashback from some other trip... Shortly after our little meal the room started changing. Everything started moving around just that little bit just as if we were already peaking on a normal shroomy dose, after a bit the room looked like it was elongating, and suddenly there was no ceiling and no floor, the walls were infinitely high and i could almost see the starry sky outside through the ceiling, it just looked a bit cloudy. The lights on the walls thrown by Goa Patrick started to look three dimensional and i could see someone's face in them. When i looked at Goa Patrick he was getting bigger and bigger then smaller again, then sometimes changing colour completely... I lay down and closed my eyes and my body felt like it was emptying out of something, maybe a bit like i was being sucked out through my tummy, and i could see so may beautiful colours already! My soulmate at this point spoke to me, and i just got slightly worried as to where his nose had gone before realising it was the shrooms. He told me that it had only been around half an hour and what we were feeling right now wasn't anywhere close to what we'd be getting to shortly... I didn't really know what to respond to that, I felt that where I was at that point really was beautiful enough already... I wasn't quite sure whether i was ready for more than this... We kissed and hugged and lay down on the bed side by side, holding hands, occasionally telling each other about something funny we'd thought about or seen, telling each other about how much we loved each other... eventually we both got very quiet, i started feeling very cold, and whilst i was lying there it felt like my skin was being stretched away from my face, this then started happening all over my body, i could hear a slightly electronic beeping sound in my ears, and the more i looked at my room the more unrecognisable it became. My fairy wings hanging on my wardrobe looked like some big otherwordly creature with a bright yellow moustache, the faces in the lights got more defined and Goa Patrick was starting to wave around quite a bit. I closed my eyes and the stretching on my face got stronger and i could hear something similar to what sounded like sirens singing in the distance, i imagined them to be similar to the ones in Greek mythology that would be singing in a group on a big rock in the sea, and sailors would fall off their ships to a rocky death trying to reach them to forever listen to their song... I could see amasing colourful geometric patterns forming in front of me and whilst the patters were getting more vivid the song was getting louder and louder, i started hearing what sounded like a cross between something electronic and something you'd expect to hear somewhere in the amazon forest before coming across a group of natives thumping on drums and roasting a wild boar on the spit. The music started turning very earthy and very jungly and i could hear a lot of mouthy sounds, a bit like a group of very slow pixie beatboxers. At this point my mobile rang... I was surprised as i was pretty sure id turned it off... My friend had answered back and i was surprised i could still read what the message said, but i couldn't quite figure out how to answer it. I turned it off at which point my soulmate looked at me, and told me he was almost thankful it had happened, as he had been in hell! I could see the pain and fear in his eyes as he told me about his vision where he had found himself faced with the possibility that he was being an abusive boyfriend, that he was hurting me without knowing it with his mood swings and things, and that he had a realisation that i may be on this dose when im not ready for it, just because i loved him so much. I reminded him that I had wanted it too, and that no i didnt feel that he was being abusive. I wanted to tell him how much he meant to me, and how great he made me feel most of the time, how glad i was that i was going through this experience with him... i could feel unconciousness pulling at me though, i could barely think or say anything... he made me promise to tell him any time he hurt me... i think i managed to do so and tell him how much i loved him, i think i remember hugging him but then i had to lay down again... i couldn't say any more... i wanted to try to understand why such concern at this point... but i couldn't really think any more either... When i lay down the music started again almost immediately, and right away i was lulled back to that magic music colour land i'd been in before, i could feel myself getting colder and colder and my mouth getting dryer and dryer. My skin started feeling all stretchy again, and then the feeling turned into something as if a million little friendly spiders were crawling all over me in some strange spidery dance. I suddenly realised that my breathing had become very rythmic and in sync with the music, and my body was moving along with it and i couldn't stop it. I could feel what seemed like strong electric pulses running through me also in sync with the music, and with each of these pulses i could feel myself getting colder and colder and colder. I knew it was probably related to the trip so i didnt try to cover myself and it started turning into a pleasant kind of cold. I suddenly realised that the coldness seemed to be travelling all over my body rather than my whole body being cold, and where the coldness went, my body was moving to its own volition. I was powerless to stop it, just as i was powerless to stop my breathing or anything else... It was at this point that it felt like the room started shaking, and my body started shaking along with it, like an uncontrollable trembling that i was powerless to stop, i could also feel a strange feeling, something akin to some form of sexual arousal, but not quite... I could feel strange forces tugging at my body and my body was going along with them. i realised that my body was moving in ways I'd never seen, my legs were moving around, sometimes opening, sometimes closing, i was swaying around and i think my arms were moving sometimes as well... from this point i dont really remember much of what happened for a while... I suddenly came to my senses with the realisation that there's a strange rustling sound somewhere pretty close to me... i turned round to see what was happening, my soulmate was sitting up rolling himself a cigarette... i was worried cos he had told me so many things about how important it is to not move as much as possible and not roll any cigarettes and not even get up to pee. He told me that he didn't think it was the right time for him, that what i was going through was so personal that i should have the whole bed and that it should be my space alone... at this point he was sitting on the edge of the bed looking back at me, and whilst i was looking at him he seemed to be morphing from one being to another... initially looking a bit like Gollum of lord of the rings in those scenes where there was kind of like a strange battle going on inside him between good and evil, and i could feel the uncertainty in my soulmate about what he should be doing too, eventually he turned into what looked like a being made out of stone, talking to me with what looked like an immense pain in his eyes, and i was trying to understand where it was coming from... then in a split second he turned into a figure that looks a lot like Dobby, the house elf from Harry Potter. I was having trouble understanding his words, whilst going through all this morphing in my eyes he was telling me that he felt he had now become my sitter, that its not his time and they don't want him, but they want me badly, and told me how my rythmic breathing and my movements were so strong and so sensual and kind of throwing him off, and he would not be allowed to enter where i had gone. at this point i was immensely confused, all i knew was that i wanted him with me wherever i went, even if it was in the other world. I hugged him, told him how much i loved him and that i wanted him with me, and he said no its not his time, but he would watch over me and be with me all the way, and that i should continue where i left off... I couldn't quite agree with what my soulmate was saying but i really didnt have the strength to argue with any of it, i suddenly figured if he felt that this was to be his course of action i could go with it and somehow i thought that he might be able to join me later anyway... i hugged him for a little bit more, told him again that i love him cos i wasn't sure any more whether id told him or not that day... and lay back down... for a bit i could still see him sitting close to me... or maybe he was lying next to me by now i can't quite remember, i just remember him telling me to go for it, and he'll be watching me... i wasn't quite sure whether i wanted that initially i wanted him to travel with me not watch me do it... even though he had seen my naked body many times before, my nakedness suddenly made me feel exposed and slightly embarassed... then my vision got darker again... i wasn't quite sure whether my eyes were open or not for quite a while after this... i remember trying to stay as still as possible, to stop my breathing from getting to heavy and make my body stay still for a while. i was hoping that by my doing this my soulmate would be able to enter his trance along with me this time. this failed however. my body started vibrating again almost instantly and it felt like the room was shaking again. The music, which had been muted for a bit whilst i was talking to my soulmate suddenly picked up again playing what sounded like possibly the best psytrance ever called into existence, only ten times better. Suddenly i realised that my embarassment at my nakedness was just a delusional reaction to what had just happened, I felt freer than i'd ever been and knowing that my soulmate was there watching over a naked tranced up me suddenly made me feel strangely euphoric... I felt like i was whoooshing around somewhere lost in space and time. My bed no longer existed and my room no longer existed... i was floating around somewhere full of beautiful geometric patterns just dancing around to the beautiful music i was listening to... at this point i realised that my eyes were indeed closed, and i opened them a little bit and i could see my soulmate lying near me, still facing me, i couldn't quite fathom whether his eyes were open or closed, but he was beautiful, he seemed at peace and his hand was moving as if to the same music i was hearing. i loved him so much at that point i wanted to hug him and hold him and do so many things to him, i realised that whilst i had been dancing around in space my body had actually been going through the movements, and he had been there to watch the whole thing. Rather than embarassment i was now feeling an intense arousal, i wondered what it would be like to have sex in this state, i was almost going to give it a try but i decided to let it go just in case he had actually managed to get into his trance and i would take him out of it... i looked at him for a bit and i was seeing a third eye on his forhead. he was the most beautiful being i had ever seen at that point. At one point i could see a white beard starting to form on him, and his face looked like he was a bit older and extremely dignified, and i associated it with the kind of face one would expect to see on a centaur... I closed my eyes and relaxed again, and i was going back into trance, but at this time i found myself thinking of the amount of shrooms that we'd both taken, i tried to think of what the reason was for our doing it, what we had been expecting to find... i started seeing it all as some kind of test we had to take, but couldn't understand what it is that we were testing ourselves on... was it a test of our love for each other? or maybe just to find out whether our souls can take this... i went back into trance, but i couldn't stop myself thinking of my soulmate. I figured that if he had managed to skip to the otherworld with me, then i was going to find him. i could hear the music everywhere and it was constantly changing as i felt like i was whooshing from portal to portal... but it was silly even if there was a chance of my finding him theres no way i'd know how to recognise him here! or maybe if we loved each other so much we'd be able to recognise each other... i could hear myself calling for him psychically, telling him how much i loved him and how i wanted to take him with me through the journey... at this point i started feeling myself being pulled around my invisible forces again... it felt incredible... my mind completely emptied out at this point... i was back to the floaty dancing place with the beautiful music, somewhere high up in the night sky.... i cant quite understand what happened after this... quite a lot of time here is blanked out, but i seemed to have stumbled across someplace where some crazy interstellar battle was going on, maybe something kind of like in star wars where they fight the clones and it felt like those invisible forces pulling me around had turned into invisible lazers that the people fighting were shooting at each other... and it hurt like blazes, but it wasnt killing me or harming me, just hurting me a lot. i was very scared at this point... i couldn't understand how i'd gotten here... i felt like a big square of lazer beams piercing right through my chest, and i called for my soulmate again, over and over, i felt like i needed help getting out of here... suddenly the pain stopped and i was somewhere that looked a lot like the matrix screen with all the bright green writing flowing all over it, but rather than up and down it was flying everywhere and every line was made of many different colours rather than just green... i kept calling him and calling him i felt completely lost, and i opened my eyes here and found him looking at me. i was shaking and i realised that i had probably been moving around quite a lot as i was very sweaty. i was so relieved to see him, his third eye was still showing strongly as ever. he was smiling at me and i thought he looked so dark and so beautiful... his face was morphing again... at times he looked a bit alien like, at other times i thought i could see through his skin and see his skull, and then it looked like he had grown a lot of white fair and he looked like the big flying dog from The Neverending Story, still always with the third eye seemingly wide open, and even though some of the images i got of him were quite dark I could feel our love flowing through us both and I could feel a benevolent force in his darkness, and that he had indeed been protecting me through all this. He stroked my face then put his hand on my forhead and started kind of stroking my forhead, until now i cant quite understand what kind of movements he was making but i could feel that his arm was kind of a passageway for our energies to meet. The more time passed the bigger his hand felt until i felt that it was bigger than my whole body... i tried to see whether that was true but i could only see darkness... i let myself feel the sensations of what was happening and i felt myself getting lost again in the vibrations of the room and of my own body... i have absolutely no idea what happened here for a while. I'm sure it will come to me eventually, or maybe it wont, and really i suddenly get a feeling that i probably got the timing wrong for a few of these events too, but i distinctly remember coming to again, and for quite a while just staring at my soulmate, looking at all the different forms his face was morphing to... I thought i saw him as pan at some point, i could almost picture him frolicking around in the forest with his pan pipes... i saw the centaur again, and at one point a very beautiful elven figure, i saw him in many other forms but im not quite sure how to describe any of them. Throughout all of this i could constantly feel myself vibrating and some bits and pieces are quite blank, i guess i may have been moving in and out of my body quite a bit here, and i do remember seeing him sticking his tongue out at me. he told me later that he had actually seen me leave my body and had stuck his tongue out at where he thought i was at that time... it sounds a little bit farfetched but it actually does make sense cos he was morphing so much and sometimes it did feel like i was looking at him from an entirely different angle. The room was shaking quite a bit all through this... After this point i don't remember anything for a while... i think i went back into trance i couldn't possibly tell for how long or what happened in it, i think at this point my soulmate probably knows more than i do about what was going on... i just remember coming back at some point, and the first thing i saw was Goa Patrick with his bright pink and blue colours, and it felt like i had come to the light at the end of the tunnel for a minute and that i may possibly be dead... My soulmate said he was going to the bathroom and whilst he was there i remember sitting up on the bed and swaying round and round and round and it felt pretty good... he came back and we were talking about what had happened... i was so dazed by the whole experience i couldn't understand at all where i had been or anything that i had seen or felt... he told me how he had been with me all through it... initially i felt terribly guilty i felt like there was something that he needed and i had taken it away from him... but as time passed and he described his experience to me i felt better and better about what had happened... every time we touched each other felt like low voltages of electricity were flowing through us both into each other... it was simply amasing and i was so happy to be back in the room with him, hugging and holding him, revelling in the feeling of his physical presence being so close to me. His face was still morphing... he was constantly changing, and whilst we were talking his third eye always seemed to be wide open as well... i found myself wondering whether i had morphed at all as well... one thing was certain and that was that i felt closer than ever to him and i loved him more than ever before, and i realised that if he had not been around, my trip would probably have been very different. Whilst he was talking to me i could see his third eye changing shape, sometimes flashing... it flashed at one point and i felt the vibrations again for a second, and then he told me that we had met before, and that he felt he may have been my father at some point. It sounds crazy, but it made so much sense at that time, that he had been protecting me through the whole trip, and that i had felt so small sometimes, that i had been calling for him... he thought he may be delusional and that the shroom trip may have possibly brought about some form of psychosis, but really it all felt so real at the time, and i always thought that just because someone else doesn't see what you see doesn't mean it's not there... Talked and cuddled for a bit more, we were both hungry and thirsty but i soooo didnt want to leave the room to get things, i just wanted to be there cosy and happy with the man i loved for ever and ever. I eventually got round to going downstairs to get some food and water, and the kitchen started scaring me. Normally i like the kitchen, I'll spend ages floating around cooking, even if its just to make a sandwich, today the sounds made by the fridge sounded loud and threatening, the lights looked cold and there were a few flies which i wasnt sure where they'd come from but i was quite sure i was being attacked by the little bastards. I eventaully took everything upstairs and made a sandwich on the bed. My loved one meanwhile had prepared us a spliff laced with opium... i thought if anything that should chill us out. Strangely enough it seemed to have the opposite effect on me. We lay down to watch some cartoons, and i found that the cartoons were somehow making me feel sick... the opium had brought my shroominess back, but in a dark sickening way and i suddenly felt terrible. i wanted to tell my soulmate what i was feeling but i couldn't find the words. i wanted to hug him and hold him but i didn't have the strength... although i think he understood... in the end, after turning off the cartoons we tried to get to sleep all huddled up together and i could feel the vibrations that i had been feeling before taking me over again... but i didn't really want them then... i was tired and i just wanted to be cosy and safe with my soulmate really... i blacked out shortly after and i dont remember any dreams from that night, but in the morning he told me that i had been vibrating for maybe an hour... Next day was a strange one, we discovered the shroom hangover isn't the nicest one in the world, my soulmate had a terrible terrible headache and it did get scary for a minute. i would have done anything to have had the healing powers he said id brought back with me the night before!! One thing i can say thought when he did a bit better and we finally had sex... It was the best sex ever!! each movement and each little touch was like electricity flowing through our bodies and i was lost in rapture in the excitement his touch brought to my body and my soul... i felt that we had been eternally bonded by the experience, and nothing, not even our lovemaking, will ever be the same again...
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Stranger Registered: 09/19/08 Posts: 2,486 Last seen: 5 years, 2 months |
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Quote: Wilderness trips are best suited for low doses in my experience. On 5 grams give me a dark room with a bed, notebook, and a guitar...
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FleshCap Registered: 11/10/08 Posts: 685 Loc: Cali Underground |
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Nice report. Don't concern yourself with trying to be rational. The experience is irrational by nature.
Who knows, perhaps the visions are real and it's the doubts that are in our head? --------------------
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McKenna's "Heroic Dose" ( |
21,400 | 60 | 04/08/18 11:42 PM by defleron | ||
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trip reports reactions please | 5,774 | 8 | 11/25/16 12:58 PM by acidninja | ||
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Re: Heroic Dose | 2,599 | 7 | 04/02/01 03:52 AM by holographic mind | ||
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anyone have any sclerotia trip reports? | 3,518 | 11 | 04/22/06 02:24 PM by psyillyazul | ||
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Is God really an Octopus? A level 5 trip report! ( |
8,030 | 20 | 01/26/24 12:15 PM by stareatclouds | ||
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Stop the stupid trip reports ( |
12,735 | 41 | 10/13/19 09:55 PM by LogicaL Chaos |
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