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Psychopathic666
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#14490985 - 05/21/11 07:03 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I just got diagnosed with a bad case of schizophrenia. It is horrible. They put me on pills and they don't do shit. What I'm worried about is if I'll ever be able to take hallucinogens ever again. I always used to take LSD, DMT, LSA, Mescaline and Psilocybin. Will I ever be able to do that stuff again?
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I'd be CAREFUL about it. Wait until you get used to your new label to trip again.
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I'd be curious to know your symptoms.
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Vsnares.Zappa said: I'd be curious to know your symptoms.
Me too. Psych stuff is always interesting.
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Psychopathic666
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If you really want to know, I'll tell. I hear a voice, which is a little girl and she hates me, but I don't know why. She tells me weird things. I also have delusional episodes sometimes. Usually I think that people are trying to kill or harm me. Sometimes I don't know what I'm saying, bu somehow I keep talking. I don't notice it, and people have to tell me when my words are getting mixed. I get really agitated and want to hurt people sometimes. I also don't like talking to people, even though I talk to my family members all the time when they're not there. Doctor put me on a combination of Anti-Psychotics for it, but they don't do anything.
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Psychopathic666 said: If you really want to know, I'll tell. I hear a voice, which is a little girl and she hates me, but I don't know why. She tells me weird things. I also have delusional episodes sometimes. Usually I think that people are trying to kill or harm me. Sometimes I don't know what I'm saying, bu somehow I keep talking. I don't notice it, and people have to tell me when my words are getting mixed. I get really agitated and want to hurt people sometimes. I also don't like talking to people, even though I talk to my family members all the time when they're not there. Doctor put me on a combination of Anti-Psychotics for it, but they don't do anything.
That sounds intense but one thing that is good is that you recognize the problem. A lady I work with told me her son has schizophrenia. She said he is successful because he learned to deal with it. She admited he was a little strange at times but he is still functional and apparently happy.
I would stay away from psychedelics though..
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#14492406 - 05/22/11 01:56 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I wouldn't suggest doing any psychedelics, and if you do, to at least wait quite awhile to see how your prescriptions effect you after having been on them at least a couple months. Sometimes it can take awhile for prescription drugs to start to take effect, whether they help or not, time will tell.
I send you good vibes and wish you luck.
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Good Luck man. I know people who have these problems but the key is, to make the best of what you have in this world. Some people I work with find expressing their experiences via creative stuff really helps to assimilate what's going on. Music recording, chopping and screwing music, creative writing, drawing...
Can I share this video? I think it may help with some perspective...
Another thread discusses the meaning of normaility
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hoodbran said: Good Luck man. I know people who have these problems but the key is, to make the best of what you have in this world. Some people I work with find expressing their experiences via creative stuff really helps to assimilate what's going on. Music recording, chopping and screwing music, creative writing, drawing...
Can I share this video? I think it may help with some perspective...
Another thread discusses the meaning of normaility

Great video
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Sending you good vibes my friend. I do not have much experience with this topic myself but I would say stay away from psychedelics and keep with the medicines that are being prescribed to you. Personally my belief is that this age we live in, the iron age is coming to an end and many people are starting to be diagnosed with similar symptoms; as our reality and the new realities that are to come merge into each other strange things happen to good people that modern medicine cannot fully understand, which is why labels such as these are given. I would encourage you to find someone who has knowledge in meditation, and possibly take up yoga to help deal with this newly acquired stress. I also encourage you to follow your heart and not your head; know that you are no different then anyone else, know that although you have been labeled sycophantic you have the ability to control it, know that you are the creator of your thoughts, your feelings, and your emotions, know that you are an infinite being and that you have the power to make the choices that will create the reality you live in. Follow your heart and you will find your way. Lah'Kesh
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Honestly i would say if you think psychedelics help, even though the general consensus is it doesn't, then do them in what you feel is safe amounts if you feel you can still control yourself on them. The rest of your problems seems like some lack of control the wanting to hurt people especially. Just because you have those thoughts doesn't mean shit unless you want to act on them. Sometimes if you have those bad thoughts of that girl see if there could be any truth to it or have a purpose might help it dissipate. My only question is did this stuff start happening from a trip and now just hasn't gone away? Your meds should start to do something after a month of regular use if you still feel like they don't do anything maybe try a new med if you think thats not the one for you.
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I had the same problem when my schizophrenia was first triggered. Best thing you can do that I've learned is to listen to the voices but do not respond in any sort of way, if you respond the wrong way you will then dig yourself deeper, it is hard at first to keep silent and not respond to them, but over time you will learn to overcome them, mine have never went away but when I started they were extremely negative, and now they are more so positive, look into buddhism.
I am antisocial also, as you are, you will have to realize that it isn't a 'bad' thing, as people will tell you that it is a 'bad' thing to be. It is better at sometimes to be antisocial, for your behavior may be very 'weird' when you are around other people, so think of your antisocial behavior as a safety net for your self esteem.
I would suggest triggering an ego death if you can handle it. You may want to wait a little to do that as you aren't comfortable with the voices. Don't think of schizophrenia as a disease, think of it as a gift. Do not let the opinion of other people affect your mood in any such way, it can be very 'hurtful'. And always remember what doesn't kill you will make you stronger.
Watch yourself when it comes to delusions, they seem like a great thing but as you believe your delusions more and more, then you end up at some point figuring they were just a delusion you may get extremely depressed.
If you need anymore help or have questions post in this thread and I will respond as soon as possible. Good luck.
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Re: ): [Re: giza]
#14512469 - 05/25/11 10:33 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Hey OP... Did you ever post something about a girl telling you bad things before? it seems like i remember reading something about that before... If true, post that thread. It would help people further, to help you.
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