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DeadHearts


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Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin??
#14482349 - 05/20/11 01:43 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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You just get a feeling like you want to depart from the existence that is your current body and or mind all at once??
Edited by DeadHearts (05/20/11 02:51 AM)
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Epilson Lyrae
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14482390 - 05/20/11 01:52 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yep. All the time. I also question if what I'm seeing/living/believing is real. I wonder why I signed up for this mess and if there's any hope of hope or salvation. Or if i've really fucked up so bad that this is all that there is.
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DeadHearts


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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: Epilson Lyrae]
#14482403 - 05/20/11 01:55 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Epilson Lyrae said: Yep. All the time. I also question if what I'm seeing/living/believing is real. I wonder why I signed up for this mess and if there's any hope of hope or salvation. Or if i've really fucked up so bad that this is all that there is.
I was wondering the same today. Actually standing at a four way stop holding a small extremely new green leaf in my hand. It was so vibrant against everything else around me it seemed at the time.
Things like that are keeping me grounded. Not much else.
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14482438 - 05/20/11 02:04 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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All the time, I often wish my existence annihilated, my being disassembled into the unaware state of matter.
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Epilson Lyrae
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14482445 - 05/20/11 02:05 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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If you are serious and not just rattling chains then what you are feeling is not unique, nor are you alone. In my mind it means that you are growing and expanding in consciousness. With or without drugs. I was thinking something today, "There is more to drugs than life."
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: Epilson Lyrae]
#14482459 - 05/20/11 02:10 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Bodhi of Ankou said: All the time, I often wish my existence annihilated, my being disassembled into the unaware state of matter.
Ive been there.
Artificial or not I dont think it matters.
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Epilson Lyrae said: If you are serious and not just rattling chains then what you are feeling is not unique, nor are you alone. In my mind it means that you are growing and expanding in consciousness. With or without drugs. I was thinking something today, "There is more to drugs than life."
Kinda just makes sense.
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14482467 - 05/20/11 02:11 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I felt like that 5 minutes ago.
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: Devlish2]
#14482510 - 05/20/11 02:24 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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DeadHearts


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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#14482516 - 05/20/11 02:27 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Im watching now but the first 16 seconds is exactly what it "felt" like I was after eathing a gram of some PE I grew.
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14482579 - 05/20/11 02:47 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I know that feeling well first time I dropped some cubes I was chilling for what seemed like hours and I was starting to think I got ripped off when I started to feel a bit strange and as I got up to go to the bathroom I could feel my awareness erupt out of the confines of my head in a wave till I was one with the universe. It knocked me on my ass and I fell back into my bed laughing manically for a good ten minutes. The feeling stuck with me for months
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14482799 - 05/20/11 04:41 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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LOL yeah right now 
I told my family I'm going traveliing for a few weeks and because I used the word traveling instead of holiday suddenly theres 100 people that expect to go around the country and say bye to them all. This is exactly the type of shit I was trying to get away from for a while ffs lol
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: nice1]
#14482819 - 05/20/11 04:55 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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i did that a couple nights ago w/ dmt again .
dying feels good man
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#14483077 - 05/20/11 07:08 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Bodhi of Ankou said: All the time, I often wish my existence annihilated, my being disassembled into the unaware state of matter.
Matter is definitely aware. Beyond that I second what you said.
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14483087 - 05/20/11 07:12 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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everytime i miss and/or am late on my Suboxone Dose
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14483198 - 05/20/11 07:43 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Dude we all feel like that, all the time.
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DeadHearts


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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: Brugman]
#14483744 - 05/20/11 10:42 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Brugman said: Dude we all feel like that, all the time.

Not allllll the time man
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Re: Ever just want to explode out of youre own skin?? [Re: DeadHearts]
#14483773 - 05/20/11 10:50 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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