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Kettleballz
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Confession Thread
#14480785 - 05/19/11 08:20 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Any dark secrets you've hidden from all? Time to let them out..
I'll start.. I've never spoken about this to anyone, but it just came to mind. When I was five I had no sense of right or wrong, I can't fathom why I would consider doing this in the first place.. I took a used needle from my diabetic aunt, brought it to school and at recess, crawled under a platform on the play structure and poked a poor random unsuspecting girl.. WTF!
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Edited by Kettleballz (05/19/11 08:28 PM)
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XUL
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My dark regrets are also from when I was young. I dont feel too bad about them though because when you are young you tend to do some pretty heartless things. Its part of growing up and learning.
When I was 10 I stole 100 dollars from a friend (not good friend) who invited me to his birthday party. The week after I lied and said I found it on the road. I think my parents knew but they didnt say anything.
I used to vandalize EVERYTHING. Pushed dumpsters down hills in a town, lit firecrackers on school grounds, toilet papered, corned, spray painted, broke windows, property. And this was all before I was even in highschool!! I thrived off the addrenalin when I was a young lad.
When I was a senior in highschool 4 of my friends on the Varsity swim team got together and plotted against the divers which were connected to our team during swim meets. The divers had a hot tub which they always sat in after their dives. The night before a swim meet we all took turns jacking off into their hot tub. The next day the divers were like... what the hell is all this white stuff??
heh...
If I could go back I wouldnt do that any of that stuff. And I really dont think its funny. Well... The diver thing is still funny to me because it didnt really hurt anyone!! lol!
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Kettleballz
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Re: Confession Thread [Re: XUL]
#14480942 - 05/19/11 08:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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When I was 7-8 I stole a thousand dollars worth of pogs from a Zellers over an extended period of time. A few times a week I would go and carry as much as I could, hide under a clothes rack and empty them out into my shoes and pockets! It took them months to finally catch on, they had an undercover officer come in.. I knew something was up with this woman, she kept popping up everywhere I went.. I did my thing and just as I was about to exit, there she was with her badge pulled out haha!
In junior high the gang would get together and light dumpsters a fire, trash yards, steal gnomes. At school stink bombs were busted off in the washrooms/hallways, even in the gym during an assembly once... oh can't forget the one that went into the ventilation system haha! all the regular stuff.. absolutely horrible behavior lol. Stink
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R.J. Schiffler
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I drank every day my senior year of high school.
I was so nervous i didnt know what else to do.
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Kettleballz
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You could have gotten blazed every lunch hour/spare, as I did throughout highschool haha as relaxing as getting blazed is it could bring on a pretty paranoid mindset in those settings!
just reminded myself of the time one of my friends was expelled.. He's in class just after blazing, He's hiding behind his text book he had propped up on his desk, munching on ketchup chips he snuck in.. The principal walks in and notices his text book is placed upside down, calls him over, eyes are red as fuck, arms covered in chip spices up to his elbow! hahahaha
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Cognitive_Shift
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Quote:
R.J. Schiffler said: I drank every day my senior year of high school.
I was so nervous i didnt know what else to do.
It's called Alcohol Withdrawal. Nervousness is just one of many symptoms...
I'm a heroin addict (in recovery now) so this game isn't fun for me...
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Kettleballz
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Quote:
Cognitive_Shift said:
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R.J. Schiffler said: I drank every day my senior year of high school.
I was so nervous i didnt know what else to do.
It's called Alcohol Withdrawal. Nervousness is just one of many symptoms...
I'm a heroin addict (in recovery now) so this game isn't fun for me...
Good luck man! that's got to be the hardest thing to drop.. How's the process coming along?
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Cognitive_Shift
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Pretty damn well, i have had a few slips here and there but life is actually livable now.
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Kettleballz
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Good to hear, Keep it up!
Ok another confession.. I was the ultimate shit disturber.. So I was like ten and had some friends over when my parents weren't around.. We got into my dads guns and I came up with the bright idea just to load a cap in his muzzle loader and scare the shit out of this one kid we didn't like.. So before he came over I decided to do a test shot thank god!.. there was residue left in the barrel, ended up basically blowing a hole through the wall!
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I was a pretty good kid as a pre-teen. When I hit my teens I just smoked a lot of weed and drove my parents crazy, as most teens do.
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Re: Confession Thread [Re: Le_Canard]
#14490083 - 05/21/11 03:14 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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when i was in high school, there was some gothy kid that really liked me- i mindfucked him alot and he got really depressed. there were many times where he hinted out suicide (i.e "i'm always tempted to shoot myself whenever i come home everyday") and it started to worry me... eventually i worked up the courage to talk to a counselor at the school's health clinic
i got pulled out of class by the counselor that i talked to earlier, and she looked like she was on the verge of crying when she told me that they had people come over to his house- they found a gun in his room and suicidal things written on a lot of random ass papers. she thanked me over and over for being concerned, because he would've ended up committing suicide or something silly
i felt guilty for ratting him out on it
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Re: Confession Thread [Re: elliev]
#14490214 - 05/21/11 03:42 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Don't feel guilty. Why should you? You may have saved his life.
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Re: Confession Thread [Re: Le_Canard]
#14490316 - 05/21/11 04:06 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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i think because his friends became more bitter towards me after the incident
it was confusing because it made me think that they would have thought he was better off dead or something
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R.J. Schiffler
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Quote:
Cognitive_Shift said:
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R.J. Schiffler said: I drank every day my senior year of high school.
I was so nervous i didnt know what else to do.
It's called Alcohol Withdrawal. Nervousness is just one of many symptoms...
I'm a heroin addict (in recovery now) so this game isn't fun for me...
I feel like the nervousness came first and alcohol was the cure.
Every now and again I have bad nights and drink my ass off and then I usually come on here and post stupid shit. Alcohol is hard to stop I cant imagine trying to get off herion. .
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what/who does confession serve?
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Re: Confession Thread [Re: hoodbran]
#14493295 - 05/22/11 10:03 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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hoodbran said: what/who does confession serve?
yourself
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hoodbran
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Quote:
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hoodbran said: what/who does confession serve?
yourself
in what way?
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Re: Confession Thread [Re: hoodbran]
#14495098 - 05/22/11 05:21 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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hoodbran said:
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R.J. Schiffler said:
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hoodbran said: what/who does confession serve?
yourself
in what way?
I'd say it's like a way to releive pressure, especially if the secret was troubling the person. It can be about wanting to show responsibility or cope with guilt.
Lol, with that said, I used to steal pills from my grandma's cabinet- she has a large family and was a nurse, so whenever a sibling died she got their medicine. I'd take a few from a bottle- shit like Xanax and ambien. Idk, the opportunity was there and my grandma didnt use em, but it makes me wonder about my drug habits.
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When I was in high school I stole about a grand from my unsuspecting grandmother for drugs, wow how shitty is that. Still feel like shit for doing that; karma met me a few years later down the road when I ended up in rehab twice for my evil passion with prescription pills. Haven't taken one since, learned my lesson and will never go back. Drugs take the journey out of people; nature and the beautiful plants she produces keeps the journey alive and thriving
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Re: Confession Thread [Re: don_vedo]
#14497357 - 05/23/11 01:52 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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In high school there was this kid we would laugh at. I still dont know his name. He looked like the bitter beer face guy. He could pull the face off exactly. Wed see him in the halls and be like "yeah man do it!! Bitter beer face!!"...he would, and wed all have a laugh.
He hung himself on mothers day. Im not sure what his family/home life was like. Im not sure of his reasons, or if he even left a note or not. But god damn....I feel bad about making fun of that kid
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