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takethehits

Registered: 05/09/11
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Please Stop Controlling Me! *DELETED*
#14454488 - 05/15/11 01:13 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Post deleted by takethehitsReason for deletion: Life.
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AbstraKt_I_Am


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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14454503 - 05/15/11 01:17 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Normally I don't. Put I'm pming you a solution.
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atomicshaman
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14454742 - 05/15/11 03:11 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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i feel your pain ... the conventional wisdom says psychedelics aren't addictive , but they be my favourite thing too . i love acid but can only rarely find super weak shit .
-------------------- I only do legal drugs like alcohol , tobacco and valium so fuck off and die
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Libertin
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: atomicshaman]
#14454828 - 05/15/11 04:24 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Why are you hiding it from your wife? This is a terrible situation. Tell her, then grow your own mushrooms or extract some DMT. YOU have to make it happen, don't expect it to fall into your lap.
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iluvfungi



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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14454887 - 05/15/11 05:02 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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takethehits said: Maybe it's my OCD, but I go crazy about not being able to get what I want, or need.
Really? Hum. You cannot get what you need.... I like that song from the Rolling Stones, sometimes you can't get what you want, but you get what you need? You must not need it.
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Nature Boy
Stranger than most



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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: Libertin]
#14454891 - 05/15/11 05:03 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Libertin said: Why are you hiding it from your wife? This is a terrible situation.
You're kidding me, right???? I hide my psychedelic drug use (DMT, pharmahuasca, shrooms) from MY wife of 25+ years, and for a shit ton of VERY good reasons.
First off, she is as poisoned by the propaganda as anyone, and I'd never hear the end of it. Next, any time we might have a legitimate argument or fight, she'd blame the drugs. If she got REALLY pissed, she'd turn me in (we have a LOT of money and assets) as a possible way of getting rid of me.
Even if NONE of those things happened - she has a very nasty habit of telling her mother, sister, co-workers and best friend all manner of private things...ESPECIALLY when she's been drinking. Wouldn't be two weeks after she was told that the fucking world would know and the Feds would be busting down our door in the wee hours of the morning.
No thanks, I'll keep my secret. PLUS...since I have very limited opportunity to take 'em due to her ignorance, there's no opportunity to over-do them. So...its not all bad.
N.B.
-------------------- All submitted posts under this user name are works of pure fiction or outright lies. Any information, statement, or assertion contained therein should be considered pure unadulterated bullshit. Note well: Sorry, but I do not answer PM's unless you are a long-time trusted friend. If you have a question, ask it in the appropriate thread.
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FUTURIST
In another land...


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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14454924 - 05/15/11 05:27 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Order some Cactus dude!
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Samuel L Jackson
Bad Motherfucker


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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: Nature Boy]
#14455156 - 05/15/11 07:42 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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sounds like your wife sucks.
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Nature Boy
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Not really...she has her strong points. Its just that major psychedelics are SO illegal and the punishment for possession SO draconian, that disclosure is not an option. Its not so much HER as the state of the law in this fucked-up country.
If possession were a $100 fine, I'd not have to keep any secrets. But, that's not the reality, so my use is obligatorily clandestine.
N.B.
-------------------- All submitted posts under this user name are works of pure fiction or outright lies. Any information, statement, or assertion contained therein should be considered pure unadulterated bullshit. Note well: Sorry, but I do not answer PM's unless you are a long-time trusted friend. If you have a question, ask it in the appropriate thread.
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AcidStrippedMind
The Sunshine Fix



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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: Nature Boy]
#14455452 - 05/15/11 09:37 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I couldn't stand hiding something I find so much value in. I do from family, but not from my girl. To me, it seems like a real relationship consists of no secrets between the two. But that's just my opinion. And we're 'on the rocks' right now, so maybe your way is better.
To OP PM me maybe I could help you set up some kind of clandestine grow or something? Let me know if you don't work something out with Abstrakt.
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joemolloy
DMT is Bullshit


Registered: 04/12/09
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14455494 - 05/15/11 09:55 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Psychedelics are not addictive or habit forming to most drug users. However, on a forum like Shroomery you are likely to find psychedelic enthusiasts who span the spectrum of casual use to abusive use. The extreme corner of the abusive spectrum probably shares many traits with harder drugs. As I've said before, you won't suck dick for psychedelics, but they can consume your thoughts, monopolize your time, and dominate all of your activities. Is that addiction? I don't think we should split hairs on words, but imagine you were someone else watching you. What would they say about your thoughts and actions as they pertain to these drugs? Imagine it were you watching you before you became enmeshed in the drug world and its culture, would the old you be shocked and appalled or pleased? The answers might vary depending on how honest you are.
Takethehits, you aren't tripping enough to have a drug problem. But imagine when you finally have access to all the drugs you dream about. Your current preoccupation with your "obsession" is a warning. Once you have the means to feed your desires, you'll find out whether or not it will be a problem. These drugs do have anti-addictive properties that surface after a while, although it can take years of consistent tripping before you get sick of it and by then you might have permanently altered your thought processes. While many on here will feel these alterations make you a proud graduate of the psychedelic school, others may feel you've acquired a dunce cap and are too far gone to realize you're a fool.
-------------------- Don't PM me with bullshit. I don't sell or trade cactus and I don't know where you can get any, other than your mother's ass.
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gnome respect
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14455512 - 05/15/11 10:03 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Sounds like it's time for a secret outdoor grow! If you kept your drug use a secret for this long, you should have no problem keeping a grow a secret. Cultivate enough shrooms for the year and you are set.
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joemolloy
DMT is Bullshit


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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: Nature Boy]
#14455518 - 05/15/11 10:06 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Nature Boy said:
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Libertin said: Why are you hiding it from your wife? This is a terrible situation.
You're kidding me, right???? I hide my psychedelic drug use (DMT, pharmahuasca, shrooms) from MY wife of 25+ years, and for a shit ton of VERY good reasons.
First off, she is as poisoned by the propaganda as anyone, and I'd never hear the end of it. Next, any time we might have a legitimate argument or fight, she'd blame the drugs. If she got REALLY pissed, she'd turn me in (we have a LOT of money and assets) as a possible way of getting rid of me.
Even if NONE of those things happened - she has a very nasty habit of telling her mother, sister, co-workers and best friend all manner of private things...ESPECIALLY when she's been drinking. Wouldn't be two weeks after she was told that the fucking world would know and the Feds would be busting down our door in the wee hours of the morning.
No thanks, I'll keep my secret. PLUS...since I have very limited opportunity to take 'em due to her ignorance, there's no opportunity to over-do them. So...its not all bad.
N.B.
Take it easy on her, NB. The other reasons why she would probably flip out is because you are taking powerful chemicals that have the potential to turn you into a psychedelic casualty who is beyond the reach of consensus reality. She has been fed information from the anti-drug side, but don't forget that much of that information is gleaned from years of observational studies that show how prolonged and consistent drug use tends to fuck people up. NatureBoy, at your age and with your drug use, you are the poster child of responsible recreational drug taking. How many of you do you think there are around these parts? You're a gem and a rare one.
If your wife blabbed to her family about your drug use, I doubt it would be for a salacious gossipy rumor motive but it would be seeking advice as she tried to save her husband from wearing tye-dye shirts as he built a space ship to ready himself for 2012.
-------------------- Don't PM me with bullshit. I don't sell or trade cactus and I don't know where you can get any, other than your mother's ass.
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takethehits

Registered: 05/09/11
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! *DELETED* [Re: joemolloy]
#14455712 - 05/15/11 11:15 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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joemolloy
DMT is Bullshit


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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14455749 - 05/15/11 11:27 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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takethehits said: After a good trip and experience, I feel so refreshed and alive. I talk about positivity and spreading the love in this world, but now I feel so drained and negative now.
Do you think that these positive feelings are just the limited anti-depressant after-effects of the powerful drugs that you've ingested? There is no doubt in my mind that the afterglow from a good trip is not derived from the psychological content of that trip, but from the altered brain chemistry that seems to linger for a few days. If that is the case, maybe you'd get what you need from a good anti-depressant. That's a heretical thought around here, so let me rephrase it and advise that you research caapi and drink it from time to time because that plant is a natural anti-depressant.
-------------------- Don't PM me with bullshit. I don't sell or trade cactus and I don't know where you can get any, other than your mother's ass.
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gabbaganchi
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: joemolloy]
#14455801 - 05/15/11 11:40 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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i wouldn't marry someone who didn't have complimentary brain chemistry.
then again, i'm lucky enough to be a fully bought-in psychonaught before jumping under the bus. or maybe my love isn't blind enough
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takethehits

Registered: 05/09/11
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! *DELETED* [Re: joemolloy]
#14455806 - 05/15/11 11:41 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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AbstraKt_I_Am


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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: joemolloy]
#14455879 - 05/15/11 11:56 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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joemolloy said:
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takethehits said: After a good trip and experience, I feel so refreshed and alive. I talk about positivity and spreading the love in this world, but now I feel so drained and negative now.
Do you think that these positive feelings are just the limited anti-depressant after-effects of the powerful drugs that you've ingested? There is no doubt in my mind that the afterglow from a good trip is not derived from the psychological content of that trip, but from the altered brain chemistry that seems to linger for a few days. If that is the case, maybe you'd get what you need from a good anti-depressant. That's a heretical thought around here, so let me rephrase it and advise that you research caapi and drink it from time to time because that plant is a natural anti-depressant.
Not to say your not right. I think you are. But certain experiences happen in trips which I think impact some people for up to years. My first LSD trip left me with an after glow for months. A shroom trip I had with a then stranger led to me and him pouring our souls out, it ended up forming a bond of best friendship that day that hasn't faded a bit since. I read an article though about how people who drink ayahausca were having seratonin levels "balanced" for a few months after each session.
Yesterday I tripped hard on mush. It felt like god or something else was in the room. Do I believe that though, not really. Is it all the effects of drugs and in our heads? Could be. But from time to time these substances refresh my outlook on life, as well as a lot of others. For a day I get my ass kicked and repent. My egos back within no time, but I have the experience to remind me to be more conscious about who I am and how I think, feel, react and behave.
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Miles513
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14455897 - 05/15/11 12:00 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Hows your Diet?
Emerging Studies have shown that Sugar re-wires Serotonin/Dopamine Receptors, and Grains re-wire Opiate Receptors in your brain, which increases your chances of becoming addicted.
I notice people who eat Junk Food (Which usually are combination of Grains and Sugar) seem to spiral harder into addiction than people with cleaner diets based on Fats + Protien.
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Dawks
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Re: Please Stop Controlling Me! [Re: takethehits]
#14456015 - 05/15/11 12:32 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Geeze, I kinda feel bad for you guys that have to hide such important things your wives. Aren't you essentially cheating on your wives with psychedelics?
To me, being a man involves being a strong, confidant, intelligent leader. Not "hiding" from friends and family. Be proud of who you are, don't fear condemnation. It's not the psychedelics that are controlling you, it's your fear of the people that should respect you.
I support mutual respect. I don't believe in forcing your opinion down other peoples throats BUT that certainly doesn't mean you should bend to their will. People that trust each other should trust their choices and differences.
Anyway OP - try to make friends within the local psychedelic community. Everywhere has hippies, and hippies have friends and they have LSD.
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