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Bumm
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Shit keeps piling up and taking me down
#14445010 - 05/13/11 11:22 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'm really getting frustrated lately... My summer is off to a shitacular start. First on my quest to find some psychedelics I get a speeding ticket(while going up to Boulder, where I was sure I would find something)that now has me -100$ in my bank account. I've tried many things and put the word out to all my friends in the scene but I can't find LSD or Mushrooms, let alone (after said speeding ticket) afford them right now.
On top of all this I have been trying to find a second and new job for the summer, but that has been a hassle too. I have applied to many places and interviewed about 8 times now and still haven't gotten shit for work. I've paid off rent and worked my ass off exercising trying to lose weight and get in better shape. What really doesn't help is I've watched my friends basically have girlfriends being dropped in there laps, while I can't get a second look from any girl. It really doesn't help me feel any better when I watch my roommates drink beer,play video games and hang out with there girlfriends all day long while there parents pay their rent either.
I know they say Lucy will find you and that when the time is right psychedelics will come. But fucking A I really need a pick me up of some sort because all the shit that has been happening lately has been putting me way down. I'm depressed and I'm trying to get past it but I feel like life just keeps kicking me in the face, while dishing out happiness to everyone I know.
I don't care if you reply or think I am being a whiny bitch I just had to type this down get it off my chest and start the process of being able to move past it, Cause I am just fed up with this shit keeping me down. Time to move on in my Pursuit of Happiness.
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thodub

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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: Bumm]
#14445047 - 05/13/11 11:28 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Go to some shows or something man or a festival that's near...you should be able to find some psychedelics there...look for the fuckin hippies man.
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Cyclohexylamine
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: thodub]
#14445065 - 05/13/11 11:31 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Honestly man psychedelics are the LAST thing you need right now...
If you really want drugs, do MDMA or something.
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Bumm
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: thodub]
#14445070 - 05/13/11 11:32 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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thodub said: Go to some shows or something man or a festival that's near...you should be able to find some psychedelics there...look for the fuckin hippies man.
That was my whole reasoning for going to Boulder. There was a Sphongle show. I asked around at the show and only found shit tons of molly floating around everywhere. My second plan if I can't find any soon is to go to the Mile High Music Festival and search there. But thats like a month off.
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: Bumm]
#14445093 - 05/13/11 11:37 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Bumm said: I'm really getting frustrated lately... My summer is off to a shitacular start. First on my quest to find some psychedelics I get a speeding ticket(while going up to Boulder, where I was sure I would find something)that now has me -100$ in my bank account. I've tried many things and put the word out to all my friends in the scene but I can't find LSD or Mushrooms, let alone (after said speeding ticket) afford them right now.
On top of all this I have been trying to find a second and new job for the summer, but that has been a hassle too. I have applied to many places and interviewed about 8 times now and still haven't gotten shit for work. I've paid off rent and worked my ass off exercising trying to lose weight and get in better shape. What really doesn't help is I've watched my friends basically have girlfriends being dropped in there laps, while I can't get a second look from any girl. It really doesn't help me feel any better when I watch my roommates drink beer,play video games and hang out with there girlfriends all day long while there parents pay their rent either.
I know they say Lucy will find you and that when the time is right psychedelics will come. But fucking A I really need a pick me up of some sort because all the shit that has been happening lately has been putting me way down. I'm depressed and I'm trying to get past it but I feel like life just keeps kicking me in the face, while dishing out happiness to everyone I know.
I don't care if you reply or think I am being a whiny bitch I just had to type this down get it off my chest and start the process of being able to move past it, Cause I am just fed up with this shit keeping me down. Time to move on in my Pursuit of Happiness.
That is what I call 'life testing your patience'
Things will turn around, and suddenly everything will fall in place for you. Unless you deliberately fuck things up.
Im kinda in the same situation right now.
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thodub

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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: Bumm]
#14445104 - 05/13/11 11:40 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Just keep working out man and focus on improving yourself a little bit everyday...good things are bound to come. Why were you speeding anyway?? I know we all do but the cops stop you when you least expect learn to live life slow and follow the laws or at least some of em anyway. Or you could just buy a speed detector.
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: thodub]
#14445142 - 05/13/11 11:48 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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thodub said: Just keep working out man and focus on improving yourself a little bit everyday...good things are bound to come. Why were you speeding anyway?? I know we all do but the cops stop you when you least expect learn to live life slow and follow the laws or at least some of em anyway. Or you could just buy a speed detector.
Thats another thing that pissed me off. I try not to speed. At the time it happened a good song came on, I honestly didn't realize my speed increased, and I thought I was in a 65 when I was in a 55. I honestly had no idea that I had climbed to 74 mph. So yeah I'm guilty but it was just a quick 10 second mistake that I ended up paying for.
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: Bumm]
#14446035 - 05/13/11 03:18 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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When I got a speeding ticket I got an extension on paying it. You should have done that rather than overdrawing from the bank.
Fuck doing MDMA when you're already feeling like shit, psychedelics all the way. Insight and motivation is going to benefit you more than a five hour mood lift.
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: AlmostAsCoolAs]
#14446987 - 05/13/11 06:18 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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AlmostAsCoolAs said: When I got a speeding ticket I got an extension on paying it. You should have done that rather than overdrawing from the bank.
Fuck doing MDMA when you're already feeling like shit, psychedelics all the way. Insight and motivation is going to benefit you more than a five hour mood lift.
I agree. I wanna stay away from MDMA
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: Bumm]
#14447006 - 05/13/11 06:21 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Or he can not use drugs to deal with shit?
Jesus, drugs are fun and can be insightful, but they aren't gonna fix his shit.
Anyway, I'm sorry to hear that. Speeding tickets SUCK.
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Newlord
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Re: Shit keeps piling up and taking me down [Re: Bumm]
#14447092 - 05/13/11 06:38 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Bumm said: I'm really getting frustrated lately... My summer is off to a shitacular start. First on my quest to find some psychedelics I get a speeding ticket(while going up to Boulder, where I was sure I would find something)that now has me -100$ in my bank account. I've tried many things and put the word out to all my friends in the scene but I can't find LSD or Mushrooms, let alone (after said speeding ticket) afford them right now.
On top of all this I have been trying to find a second and new job for the summer, but that has been a hassle too. I have applied to many places and interviewed about 8 times now and still haven't gotten shit for work. I've paid off rent and worked my ass off exercising trying to lose weight and get in better shape. What really doesn't help is I've watched my friends basically have girlfriends being dropped in there laps, while I can't get a second look from any girl. It really doesn't help me feel any better when I watch my roommates drink beer,play video games and hang out with there girlfriends all day long while there parents pay their rent either.
I know they say Lucy will find you and that when the time is right psychedelics will come. But fucking A I really need a pick me up of some sort because all the shit that has been happening lately has been putting me way down. I'm depressed and I'm trying to get past it but I feel like life just keeps kicking me in the face, while dishing out happiness to everyone I know.
I don't care if you reply or think I am being a whiny bitch I just had to type this down get it off my chest and start the process of being able to move past it, Cause I am just fed up with this shit keeping me down. Time to move on in my Pursuit of Happiness.
Don't speed and you wont get $100 speeding tickets.
Your statement has a bit of resentment regarding your friends having girlfriends as well as a place of residence. Perhaps you are jealous? It's not up to other women to throw themselves at you. Genetics dictate that a man must perform social rituals to earn a mate.
I think you need to get your emotional shit taken care of first before you start messing around with psychedelics.
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Edited by Newlord (05/13/11 06:40 PM)
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