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T+ 11:00h (+7h + 5h) just cooked a meal and ate it. I'm still quite under the influence of the dissociative anesthetic but now its very stable and calm. I feel about 5-6 beers in in terms of general degree of intoxication. Drinking a half cup of gourmet coffee since I figure I'll be up for a bit longer. The session was utterly amazing!  I have the feeling that a minimum of a month between sessions is prudent, if not more, there was no tolerance noticed - in fact I felt I was a lot stronger than last month at comparative doses, or at least depthwise.

What an AMAZINGLY INTENSE drug! At the hight of it you're down for the count, as if drinking a suicidal amount of booze, and yet you're clearheaded. Then the outrageous stuff starts happening. Inner dialogue steps up, your thoughts start flowing in twisted patterns, closed eye visuals are not very frequent but either dreamlike in realism, or abstract in a kind of anime way, very Daturalike but less vivid. The ascent is nonlinear and takes place over 2 hours with often 2 spurts, one 00:30-01:00h and one 01:30-02:00h. the most magical time is roughly between 00:45-02:30h after a modest sublingual dose, but it all stretches out when doses are higher or when you stack dose on dose. Descent starts roughly 4 hours after and carriues on some hours more. 2 hours in is a good boosting time if you want to continue the ascent, 4 hours in works well for initiating a new one, at least in modest doses. I felt that 15mg --2h--> 30mg was a lot like 45mg that just took 4 hours to come on, its much more additive than when doing this with lets say shrooms.

I am prone to redosing sprees with MDMA-type drugs. I was worried in that regard about Methoxetamine but I'm happy to report that once you had an Ultimate experience of sorts, theres no harsh comedown or any urge to redose, at least now for me.

It was very enjoyable and deeply spiritual in nature. I didnt even hole at the 3rd dose but oh my was it intense and deep.

The heartrate adjustment when moving around got a LOT better with the subsequent boosts, the heart adjusts to the thing MXE does to it in the first dose and then is better prepared for a next dose.

As to side effects this held true too to an extent, so starting with a not-too-high initial dose and then stacking on top of it seems the way to go.

Most annoying side effect was sound-activated tinnitus, I can imagine this nuisance being a real bother in a club with loud music.

This is not a club drug, a bit too much and it puts you on your ass (or the floor) and you get way loopy.

25 years ago I started my drug career with inhaling Ether. Coming up on 30mg I had great huffing nostalgia by using the corner of my sheet as a faux huffing hanky, the comeup of strong MXE is SO MUCH LIKE ETHER its unbelievable. It does have nitrous sparkles but all in all I'd say it resembles ether most.

This was SO SPIRITUAL! I did a lot of spiritual work, including shooting prayers and blessings in all directions, merging with inorganic parts of the universe, surfed the Dreamers Internet, communicated with my subconscious, allowing it to sit in God's chair, went halfway delusional, manic, megalomanic the whole DSM while keeping the cheer felt great, struggled to remain conscious, in my body, out of body, reflected on my life, saw a bigger picture, the works!

T+ 12:00h (+8h +6h) Im now clearly in the descent, about 4-5 drinks in, feeling like coming to your senses after heavy drinking, yet with a smile and good spirits.  Light dull headache. Still a bit of tinnitus. All in all feeling a bit tired but fine   The 1/2 cup coffee was a good addition.
I'm very happoy with all this, what a great substance

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druqs said:try masturbating on 50mg plus, TAKES A FUCKIN WEEK!

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dwtk said:

Does eating it really make a difference over snorting?

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