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Wiccan_Seeker said:
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maybe you get 72 virgins!!
Ask not, how to get the 72 virgins.. Ask, why they still are virgins.
If I ask my subconscious/inner dialogue I get the following answers:
-I will die a relatively sudden death, too sudden to build up a state of prologed suffering. Cigarettes won't kill me, I won't whither away as some wretched old man in a nursing home, no suicide or other chosen death, none of that hardship. The three likely candidates I see but I was told not to press on, are cardiac arrest, traffic accident and death by violence. Thats me assuming things though.
-beyond death apparently something is waiting for me that is more beautiful than my wildest dreams, and I have some pretty wild dreams. Based on some info I got one might well become a God (or THE God) when dying and that this is more than can be imagined from the human perspective.
There I hit a singularity and the buck stops there, you can't reason beyond the event horizon of transcending all human boundaries. What would a God do? Theres no frame of reference but blind assumption.
I was told I shouldnt press on, instead it would be shown to me when I'm ready to receive it.
I did get the hint I'm going to be united with everyone I ever cared for, personally or abstractly, for all eternity, but this can take the form of reincarnating forever in the same worlds, be the God of their universe and care for them or both. My guess is both.
...but then again, maybe when I die I'm gonna open my eyes and will be faced with my closest friend in a world I have long since forgotten exclaiming: "What did I tell you? Is that strong shit or what?!"
when I reached singularity I asked what happens when I die, this answer came back 'If its one thing you should of learned on earth its that you have to wait until that moment'. Damn singularity
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Im down for nothing. Lifes hard. Some rest would be nice.
Followed by another chance of being conscious. I kinda like that. Dead for a while, alive for a blink, and then dead again.
I dont sweat it because I feel like itll be just like how it was before i was born, and since i cant tell if that was a time of good or bad, then death would be just as good.
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