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thebehnjamin
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the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life 1
#14423733 - 05/09/11 09:30 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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well ive just run out weed. and as im sure most of you know, its resin collectin time!! nasty to smoke, nasty to taste, but I always enjoy it because I have a little resin ritual, I like to sit down and mull over everything I've experienced, everyone I've spent time with and everything I've learnt while smoking The collected resin of my life if you will..
As this last bag has taken me on an amazing journey over the last little while I feel the need to do something a little different with my ritual by writing about where I think my life-situation is heading...why not? after recently changing my life, mindset, paradigm and life again... everything that I thought was what I wanted, turns out to be exactly where I am heading, but just for different reasons!
so where am i heading, i am heading in the direction of society separated from the current society of bad vibes i dislike my inseccant dependence on "illicit" impure drugs, food and entertainment to arouse my perception to specific levels of state i wish to be among people that are willing to explore other states of consciousness as tools to learn more to be taught everything i am reading about instead from a person who has been where i am and can guide me further along my journey i believe for me to help the current world dramas in anyway as part of my point in current time it is ominously dark, and i want it to be filled with so much love and excitement for life. it pains me to watch most formats of mass media, i get quite painful headaches just from being around it or centres for it i dislike that my water is tainted and my access to food is horribly wasteful and processed i want to be in a community that understands this and produces their own or has access to essentials that are untainted by the current horribly oppressive grip on this world i want to learn everything i can to better my self as my point of cognition in this realm of self to have as much control over my exterior as possible, and as much control over my interior so i am alwasy working from a point of love, excitement and awe to be able to fix all the bad in the world i must first fix myself i need to get out of my current situation which is trapped, voiceless and uneducated in the current mind system i need to escape, to free myself from its bonds to experience my full potential in every direction BOOYAH!
the more people that realise this, the better everything becomes people wanting everything to be amazing as possible, we will not overpower, but we will inspire. plant seeds for others to grow. so i want to be involved somewhere that is loving of psychedelics and shamanism as powerful tools in the realisation of the self as part of the greater collective. some sort of permaculture community where i could work for my food and shelter in equal share or alternatives a community type where alot of teaching, music, group meditation, meals and activities are all shared. all beings existing on a level of equality i guess.
i dont know, i am well high right now, BOOYAH TO RESIN DAY and this has turned into more of a ramble of my conscious thoughts... so I guess what I am trying to say right HERE is does anyone know about or are involved with any sort of community teaching self sufficient community built on loving, respect, unity and action? Australian or overseas (maybe :$)
I hope this is not an in-appropriate post...I haven't been a member here for very long and wrote this in .txt so sorry abtou the spelling :P
Thanks for putting YOUR TIME into reading MY MIND
Edited by thebehnjamin (05/09/11 12:10 PM)
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sunset_mission
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: thebehnjamin]
#14423792 - 05/09/11 09:52 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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This was a very interesting and awesome read; entire 3rd paragraph and
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so i want to be involved somewhere that is loving of psychedelics and shamanism as powerful tools in the realisation of the self as part of the greater collective.
that line especially.
funnily enough I've also been hitting the weed/dmt resin from my bowl these past few days (been completely dry for a while) but goddamn are they efficient.
enjoy your day, friend  
Edited by sunset_mission (05/09/11 09:53 AM)
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: thebehnjamin]
#14423809 - 05/09/11 09:59 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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C(g)oo(d)l (th)read.
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sporesmores420
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#14423856 - 05/09/11 10:15 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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resin is bad for you and doesnt contain any cannabinoids.
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: thebehnjamin]
#14423861 - 05/09/11 10:16 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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The touch The feel
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#14423863 - 05/09/11 10:17 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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i did enjoy that read. excellent post. +5
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: sporesmores420]
#14423865 - 05/09/11 10:17 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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sporesmores420 said: resin is bad for you and doesnt contain any cannabinoids.
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mantis90
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#14423907 - 05/09/11 10:28 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Right on
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#14423921 - 05/09/11 10:30 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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That was a great read! Thanks for sharing, thebehnjamin.
Sorry to hear about your dry status, but I'm very happy to hear you're making the most out of it.
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: OmnerMG]
#14424461 - 05/09/11 12:41 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I cried a little
good thread.
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: Patlal]
#14424639 - 05/09/11 01:24 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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At least you get your resin. My partner gets mine. Haha. But as for living in a "community" have you thought of looking it up on the net? You know where has a great feel to it for a city in Australia? Perth!
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: Jiji]
#14424706 - 05/09/11 01:37 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I really appreciated this post man. Recollecting the times you've spent with friends and experiences is something that I need to do more often. I hope you figure out where you're headed or at the very least have fun in the process
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thebehnjamin
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Re: the resin of my bowl, the resin of my life [Re: Rocker232]
#14433682 - 05/11/11 07:29 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Thanks for the kind replies guys  I've been reading around and found something that I could have written myself i shed a joyous tear or two while reading it, its just that spot on. Thought I would share it with you rave-theawakening I am smitten, but it was written back in 2005 and has no links to anything recent... So I am kind of at a dead end after searching through all the old links haha Anyone have any insight?
Besides that, I got a new bag of smokables last night  went for a midnight ride to pick it up and then rode up to the obelisk where you can see over the whole of Newcastle and the beach such a clear night after looking at the stars for a while, the very slow movement lets you kind of get a feel of the distance of things, I found myself being able to tell the planet apart from the stars, and what i felt to be even further away from the stars in our galaxy to top it all off a shooting star just before i packed up to go 
to be thinking in a context of such extreme space for a time, and then to bring myself back to earth size and civilisation size while riding slowly through the streets, almost feeling the people all snug in their homes returning to my own cosy warm home and connect to the internet connect to everyone in their own private worlds exhilarating.
such a surprisingly good first smoke i LOVE this shit at the moment just instant awesome conscious state in plant form
also for any psytrance lovers out there
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