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MisterMuscaria



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EMC
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Bodhi of Ankou
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Ive been awake long enough to see the start of LNC and EMC I think its about that time
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MisterMuscaria



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Hit it and forget it kid.
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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up early, reading Manga, drinking coffee. back to the burbs i go today. after i bake an awesome brownie for a birthday  4th day without a cigarette, 3rd day without a hit of THC. ive decided to stop. i need to bury myself in things to keep my mind off of it. reading really helps. once i stop and have time to think i get depressed. with everything else going on, im at the point where i cant listen to any of my music right now. it evokes to much emotion, most of it reduces me to tears
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MisterMuscaria



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Ive had to quit smokes because Ive got severe bronchitis and might even have pneumonia. Shit sucks. Ive not been able to really do anything and had quit my job due to breathing in all the particles on the job
I cant let myself think either.
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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oh thats terrible Mister but quitting is a good thing 
im going to be at a party tonite. need willpower. ive decided not to even take 1 toke even though it will be free. i just dont want to set myself back, a few tokes among a dozen people isnt worth it since it wont do anything anyway.
im happy with quitting. ive noticed since i havent been using substances, i havent needed to deal with the people associated with it. whom i could never stand anyway. becoming an addict made me Loathe drug dealers as much as i loathe politicians. im just so fed up with the lifestyle, and being forced to rely on them.
i have no problems with substance users or average dealers. i will never become self righteous in sobriety like ive known so many others to do. but i hate the ghetto banging ganksta drug dealers here they totally take advantage of you and are a plague to society.
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MisterMuscaria



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I dont think Im even gonna be able to smoke pot anymore, but id like to get a vape. Im on probation anyway. I cant smoke anything right now because my lungs wont let me and need an air purifier to sleep (for 2 hours or however much i can). Im having trippy lucid dreams lately though.
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Mello Kitty
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oh me too. i dont sleep much and im always so exhausted now during the day. ive been having these terrible nightmares that cause me to thrash about. 2 nites ago was so horrible someone woke me up and i was so happy to be saved from that nitemare. when i was using i was totally empty of dreams. maybe its the vitamins and protein shakes ive been drinking.
but hey on another note, breathing is better than smoking.. i think
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Caine
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I'm having a mushroom and onion burger with swiss cheese for breakfast.
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MisterMuscaria



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I went completely drug and alcohol free for over half a year. Now Im just only doing it every once in a while. what sucks is the sketchy drugs get out of your system fast but the cool ones stay in there forever.
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propensity
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Quote:
ellenallien said: but hey on another note, breathing is better than smoking.. i think 
Haha I respectfully disagree
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Mello Kitty
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Quote:
MisterMuscaria said: what sucks is the sketchy drugs get out of your system fast but the cool ones stay in there forever.
so true!! oh the irony.. coke = 72 hours cannabis = months
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MisterMuscaria



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it's not that i wont get high again, it's just the method of ingestion. im coughing up blood right now and am taking antibiotics for a lung infection.
Ill be able to eat ganja food and vape all I want, just no more smoking.
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Yall niggas need some Byerk in your morning
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Mello Kitty
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bjork always 
so for nitemares will melatonin work? or make things worse? i have a bag of melatonin pills a friend gave me a while ago
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Caine
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Yall niggas need some Dylan in your morning
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Re: EMC [Re: Caine]
#14418369 - 05/08/11 06:22 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Caine said: Yall niggas need some Dylan in your morning

@Ellen: I've always heard that melatonin increases the intensity of dreams, might not be a good idea
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Re: EMC [Re: Caine]
#14418372 - 05/08/11 06:24 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I was just thinking about smoking a cigarette.

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MisterMuscaria



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Melatonin doesnt do squat for me, but l-tryptophan helps. My dreams dont bother me though, I love them.
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gerryjarcia
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Re: EMC [Re: Caine]
#14418375 - 05/08/11 06:25 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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got up, took care of the animals (two dogs, one cat), ingesting coffee ( ) and then it's off to the store for a little food shopping/find a mothers day card.
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"We are all intoxicated. We were born into an insane asylum, a world crazy-making. We believe what we see and hear. The real myth is the myth of sanity, of rationality: it's a disease that is eating away at the earth. All the poisons flow from our denial. We deny madness, we forget our crimes, we dismember the corpse, we imprison our children. We need poison to poison the poison, to remember the sacred nature of intoxication, the green body of the young god." ~ Dale Pendell
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