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XUL
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The Rage!!
#14407183 - 05/05/11 08:10 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well. I have been a peaceful guy all my life. I usually stay cool and laid back in any situation.
Lately I have been lifting the heaviest weights I ever did in my life and I also noticed that I have become irritable, pissed off, and angry. Not all the time, just sometimes. I used to be a nice hippy who spread peace and love, but now when someone looks at me the wrong way I tend to explode and welcome the rage.
When I was driving to work the other day there was a man standing in the middle of the road with a leaf blower. I couldn't drive by him so I slowly creeped up on him and hoped he would see me. Well he did and he leaped out of the way like I was going 90 miles per hour and going to kill him. I parked at my workplace and he struts over and starts bitching and yelling about going the speed limit and how I almost killed him. Usually I would say.. yes sir, sorry. And then walk away.
This time I stormed right up in his face and said bullshit. I said your wrong, I was not speeding. He insisted I was and I then began to tell him that unless he had clocked my speed then he is full of shit. He offered a compromise, lowered his voice, and said.. ok, just please dont speed ok?. I walked away without answering.
He did it to me again the next day and I wanted to rip into him so bad but I was late for work. I was literally going to explode on him.
The mentally challenged people I work with. I dont abuse them but there is one snotty 200 pounds kid who thinks he is hot shit. Sure he is retarded but he knows exactly what hes doing. He likes to hit and piss off the staff. When nobody is around I get vicious. If he starts being a dick I puff out my chest and storm at him like im going to kill him. Its so funny to watch him cower.. especially after he just punched me in the back and thought he was hot shit.
Is it possible to have a kind of natural increased testosterone induced rage at age 25?
Edited by XUL (05/05/11 08:12 PM)
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14407349 - 05/05/11 08:38 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Testosterone gives a sense of well being. The agggression that comes with testosterone is more like, competition type aggression and things like that. LACK of testosterone can actually cause moodiness. 
Not saying that's what it is though, sounds sub-conscience to me.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14407835 - 05/05/11 10:27 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Don't fight the rage. Get a punching bag and beat the shit out of it.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14409149 - 05/06/11 09:02 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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How do mentally challenged people get hired at your work?
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While I apologies for your dilemma, I got great lulz at imagining you and your retarded co-worker.
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Mind Transcribing said: How do mentally challenged people get hired at your work?
no no. What I do is take care of mentally challenged children and adluts.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14416682 - 05/07/11 09:31 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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This threat just got...idk, 10x better now that we know OP works in an establishment for mentally disabled people and then harrasses them when no ones around.
Love it.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: 2Cents]
#14416705 - 05/07/11 09:37 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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haha , im a ragaholic too . it aint your fault everyone needs a beating . 9 out of ten people need to be put in thier box . maintain the rage !
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Are you taking any supplements along with weight lifting?
It sounds like an increase in testosterone to me. I went through something similar when I was weight lifting and taking supplements. No steroid use, just drink mixes and pills.
Personally I like the peace/love nice hippie types of people, and also the type of person that I prefer myself to be. Being angry and acting like I've got something to prove is such a waste of time to me.
Thats just my . I did enjoy having the extra strength though.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: TheEnd]
#14417659 - 05/08/11 01:02 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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No supplements.
Just 6 meals a day. One of my meals is a half gallon of milk.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14418161 - 05/08/11 04:07 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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How's it going with the retarded fellow?
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14421537 - 05/08/11 08:14 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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XUL said: No supplements.
Just 6 meals a day. One of my meals is a half gallon of milk.
What the fuck do you eat dude. :O
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: MoxyOx]
#14424042 - 05/09/11 11:05 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Usually I feel peace from my workouts. In fact most of the time if I dont get to lift THATS when I start to lose my shit. If your already feeling irritable and moody I would suggest steering clear of the roids. You may already have a natural disposition towards anger and rage (from what it sounds like)
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: 2Cents]
#14424057 - 05/09/11 11:07 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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2Cents said: This threat just got...idk, 10x better now that we know OP works in an establishment for mentally disabled people and then harrasses them when no ones around.
Love it.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14426460 - 05/09/11 07:38 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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XUL said: No supplements.
Just 6 meals a day. One of my meals is a half gallon of milk.
Testosterone production is dependent on zinc and vitamin B, both of which are abundant in certain foods.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: MoxyOx]
#14426579 - 05/09/11 08:06 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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MoxyOx said:
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XUL said: No supplements.
Just 6 meals a day. One of my meals is a half gallon of milk.
What the fuck do you eat dude. :O
1/2 gallon milk
2 servings old fashioned oats with 1 cup raisins and 1 spoon of peanut butter
1 chicken breast, baked potato, dark greens
1 cut of beef, rice, greens, cheese
2 hamburgers
1 pork chop, 2 baked potatos, cheese
supplemented: multi vitamin, flaxseed oil
Thats a typical day of eating for me.
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Hey XuL how long you been lifting??
That is a serious fucking diet 
I have been weight lifting serious and i bet if i stayed on a diet like that, id be swole as fuck.
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Big Worm said:
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2Cents said: This threat just got...idk, 10x better now that we know OP works in an establishment for mentally disabled people and then harrasses them when no ones around.
Love it.

hahahha shit yea now were talking
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Quote:
Big Worm said:
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2Cents said: This threat just got...idk, 10x better now that we know OP works in an establishment for mentally disabled people and then harrasses them when no ones around.
Love it.

Good shit, lol!
Damn you's a beast!
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: shLong]
#14430629 - 05/10/11 04:17 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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So how retarded is he? One of these days he will unleash his retard strength and bring his mighty hand down on you. But until then lets hear more about you and this dude. Comical gold.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: dshow]
#14431612 - 05/10/11 07:59 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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dshow,
I have been lifting for like 4 years but I have only been lifting correctly for 1.5 years. I it took me 2.5 years to learn how to lift correctly. Of course I have I a strong understanding of lifting but I am still far from where I would like to be. Either way it is absolutely my favorite thing to do as I learn something new about my body or form every time I lift! 
2cents,
He is a 200 pound autistic boy. He is mute other than his loud guttural yells. He only eats processed fatty foods like pizza rolls and that is all the company will feed him. They say its abuse if they feed him something healthy that he doesn't like because he wont eat and therefore be abused. I say its abuse to kill him by feeding him junk. If he is hungry enough he will eat any form of food. Just give it 2 days. Hell, he is only 14 and he is 200 pounds.
When he is angry he bites his hands. They are calloused and swollen with bite marks. He consistently pounds on everything. For example, when I give him a bath he will punch the side of the tub.
The other day was rather nice for me though. When I got to work at 2 o'clock they told me he had been up since 1 o clock in the morning. They also increased his dose of Klonopin and then we took his pudginess on a hike in the hills. He ran down a giant hill and didnt realize he had to walk back up. 10 steps up the hill he fell down on his ass. We had to pep talk him up the hill and eventually I had to escort him and help him walk up. lol. That night, after all the adventure and combination of circumstances, he was so tired and slow. It was peacfull!
All in all he is a good kid. The thing is he lacks major discipline. Before he came to the company his mother used to let him do ANYTHING. All he ate every day when he was with her was Wendy's. EVERY DAY. She let him burn things in the microwave, break things, and just be a brat. We are not supposed to discipline him in any way, or well, maybe just a little. That is the problem because if he doesn't learn some manners he will be a brat his entire life. Or else when he becomes more dangerous the doctors will dose him up with more drugs. But shit, with his diet, and the rate his health is deteriorating, I doubt he will live too long.
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14431628 - 05/10/11 08:02 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Thats cool. well I..... POWERLIFT
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: dshow]
#14431704 - 05/10/11 08:18 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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dshow said: Thats cool. well I..... POWERLIFT 
Tell me about your routine. I am interested. What reps, sets, rest periods, tempo (negative)?
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Re: The Rage!! [Re: XUL]
#14432539 - 05/10/11 11:00 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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