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Cyanescens level 4 journey
    #14407042 - 05/05/11 07:44 PM (12 years, 8 months ago)

Hey all
So it was my 4th time doing mushrooms and all of the times I was doing same ones: Copelandia Cyanescens, as we only have these ones here in Bali where I live at the moment.
Before I had one strong difficult trip (first one), cuz I had NO idea what to expect, did it with a guy I barely knew in a crowded unnown location and then, when things started going intense (to another level 4 trip), he just left me alone in wonderland so I spent 3 hours in the survival mode with visuals all over the place and the thought I'd just stay that crazy forever, with all that multi-dimensional thinking.
Two other trips were easy, I had mild visuals and no real deep crazy mind-widening, though it was very pleasant and mellow, with very spiritual afterglow lasting for days.
Just to clarify, I'm using mushrooms not for recreation but to explore, I'm very spiritual, meditate a lot, and try to analyze the world we live in. I eat raw vegan which makes you xTimes more sensitive to everything that surrounds us including people's feelings, energy or substances.
So yesterday after a surfing session I got home, cleaned my appartment (what is extremely important when you do mushrooms as you don't want anything to look nasty), took shower, wore the clothes I like and ate about 7-8 grams fresh wet cyans (I always eat them as they are: they actually taste pretty good, though with a bit bitter aftertaste, never had any digesting discomfort). My mindset was fine, but not 100%, as I had few disctracting things on it and needed to cancel few appointments. Also I've decided to put on some music after I take the substance, but the discs I planned to listen to ended up not working on my technics, which was weird, and I was already starting tripping by that time.
So in about 15 minutes I started feeling mild body high and visuals like movements on the surfaces and color brightening. I was a bit restless and unsure about which music I wanted to play or where I wanted to sit. Guess my mistake was that I forgot about the rule not to expect anything and just go with the flow.
I started peaking in about 40 minutes. My mind got pretty crazy by that time. I had this heavy pressing waves all over my body, as well as on the face, which indicated the peak. The flower and leaf pattern on my sofa began moving, glowing and growing, my mind got mutli-dimensional. Next thing I remember is lying on the bed with my mind as deep as the rabbit hole from Wonderland. That's not thinking, that can hardly can be described as "perceiving" as well...you TRY to register some % of the things you perceive but there's just too much. Every smallest thought immediately turns into a complete form consisting of attitude, visual, influence and sound aspects. I saw god-like patterns, with many eyes and some special energy, it felt like something out of my mind, something external what made me feel even more weird. The way I dealt with that feeling was accepting and letting it go. During the peak I only had one nice and mellow track constantly playing on repeat as changing music didn't feel safe at all. I've tried to put something different, the What else is there track by Royksopp, but it's form happened to be something like metallic shihing violet-colored smooth chicken legs with black claws on the end, which wasn't a very good vibe thing, so I went back to my Cafe del Mar track. I wanted to experience the mushrooms...but basically they were experiencing me.

Then I "decided" to move the location and travelled to the living room with a green floral-patterned prints on the sofa, surfboards everywhere, warm colors and bright-colored fruit juices on the coffee table.
At some point I tried to give my trip a direction and recalled few people who I wanted to get some info on. But, of course, the answer was "IT DOESN'T MATTER". Some people here wrote that it was shocking for them realizing that, for example, parents don't seem like making that much sense when you are deep in the astro-mind jungle, but I'm used to that and accept that in the everyday life as well so just accepted the answer and went with the flow again, not really intending to ask more questions as they just felt shallow and so 1-dimension-like.
Then I went to the phase of multi-dimensional movies with no theater. For example, the word "mishki" came on my mind. The attitude, colors and sounds of the surroundings immediately changed into something brown-green-orange, and I was this aztec girl. With another music track it was like a crystals, snow and ice realm, I was fragile and sort of cold (not temperature-wise). So for approximately 2 hours I was there watching these mental movies, involving all the senses imaginable. I also felt very fragile mind-wise, I was realizing that my subconsсious was widely opened by that time and that I couldn't let any negativity or just stupid, not well-thought information enter it. Some people write they watch TV on mushrooms...guess they just don't get deep.
At that point I could already handle closing my eyes for longer time (before it lead to super intense flow of mental and visual information which I couldn't handle). Closed eyes gave me also the moving experiences like going by small boat across the river or flying over the steep.
In few hours in started getting more mellow, the room started having less dimensions, I started recognizing things and having "thoughts", not a caleidoskop of complete mixed-sensed forms.

Well, I haven't achieved what I wanted during that trip. I didn't have a full ego-loss, though there were some moments. Also I came to the conclusion that it is better to trip outside, with the nature, as man-made things can have very different energy, from good to bad, and you become super sensitive to that. Also I guess tripping with someone you love is amazing, on some point I recalled this guy who we had a beautiful love-story with, and it gave a super warm and loving feeling, though already on the later part of the trip, as on the peak people don't really matter.

So thanks for reading if you got to the end...and be aware of what you write down into your subconscious during the trips and make it work for you.

:psychsplit:


Edited by M-Spiral (05/05/11 07:58 PM)


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