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owls
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Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week..
#14406165 - 05/05/11 04:34 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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the title pretty much says it all...
we hadn't really been talking much in the past two months.. i wasn't doing very well and was getting out of control with drugs and i pissed him off... we decided to stop talking for awhile.
well, we started talking a little again a few weeks ago... he was going to give me a ride to a local show but it didn't work out. we talked for a little while after that and i suddenly stopped hearing from him. we were planning on reuniting when he got done with finals and it would've been real cool cause i've been in a better place myself.. he personally was planning on moving to the Netherlands this November and i was really excited for him...
then today, after him not responding to my messages and his phone being off for about a week, i call his stepdad. i could tell something was wrong by the tone of his voice and i asked about his stepson.. "you haven't heard what happened?" was his response. "no..." i said, "what's wrong?" he replies "_______ passed away last week."
i'm still in shock.. i had been worried about him lately and wondering how he was doing.. and now this he was pretty depressed about some stuff but i thought he was doing better.. fuck.. i swear everything went completely downhill after he tried freebasing MDPV. stay away from that bullshit
he had such a beautiful spirit and SO much potential... all the good ones do really die young it seems... i'm still completely blown away by this.. i know he is in a better place now 
as far as the exact cause of death, i'm not completely certain yet. the autopsy results have yet to come back. i suspect it might have been a mix of alcohol and downers, but who knows. he was messing around with different RC's and apparently got really out of control with the MDPV 
positive vibes ya'll
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Anthony917
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: owls]
#14406189 - 05/05/11 04:38 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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wow man I'm really sorry to hear that...
I lost someone cause of a drug OD, I feel for ya
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: Anthony917] 1
#14406194 - 05/05/11 04:39 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I've heard nothing but negatives about that MDPV crap
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owls
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
#14406222 - 05/05/11 04:45 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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word. the first time he got it, he said it sucked. said it wasn't very euphoric, more like a straight adrenaline rush. so he flushed the rest of his stash..
then the next thing i know he had ordered more 
god i feel so bad, i feel like i should've been able to do more to help, but i know i really couldn't have done much..
he had started taking a lot of vyvanse too and had a bit of an alcohol addiction which all obviously contributed to his instability... but there's no doubt in my mind the MDPV is what pushed him over the edge
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Patlal
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
#14406229 - 05/05/11 04:46 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm very sorry for your lost. I had a friend who shot himself cause of coke...
I know the feeling.
Drugs are all fun and games until someone dies...
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: Patlal]
#14406302 - 05/05/11 05:03 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Sorry, owls. I've only lost like one good friend of mine, and it was a lot harder then I ever thought it would have been. Anyways, just deal with it however you can.....we be here for you.
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: unam sanctum]
#14406312 - 05/05/11 05:05 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: Big Worm]
#14406444 - 05/05/11 05:42 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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My sympathies go out to you and everyone involved.
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: SprewellSleeve]
#14406564 - 05/05/11 06:05 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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god i feel so bad, i feel like i should've been able to do more to help, but i know i really couldn't have done much..
you shouldn't feel like you could have done any thing more, it will only make this acceptance a worse process and it is not true.
Drugs are all fun and games until someone dies...
This is exactly what psychoactive substances are not, and an idea that usually may lead to situations such as this. If people want to explore mind altering substances they should above all be aware of what they're doing and respect the substance.
owls death can always be a difficult situation, specially when completely unexpected, I don't know if it's the first time you're experiencing this and hope you all the luck coping with it, but never blame yourself for things you know not to be your fault.
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: pouihi]
#14406602 - 05/05/11 06:12 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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this is why i smoke weed and take mushrooms
not drugs
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: pfxtc]
#14406664 - 05/05/11 06:27 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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really sorry man
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owls
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: pouihi]
#14407379 - 05/05/11 08:45 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
pouihi said: god i feel so bad, i feel like i should've been able to do more to help, but i know i really couldn't have done much..
you shouldn't feel like you could have done any thing more, it will only make this acceptance a worse process and it is not true.
Drugs are all fun and games until someone dies...
This is exactly what psychoactive substances are not, and an idea that usually may lead to situations such as this. If people want to explore mind altering substances they should above all be aware of what they're doing and respect the substance.
owls death can always be a difficult situation, specially when completely unexpected, I don't know if it's the first time you're experiencing this and hope you all the luck coping with it, but never blame yourself for things you know not to be your fault.
thanks man. i agree with everything you said
i think i'll get over it and grow stronger from it
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: owls]
#14407417 - 05/05/11 08:56 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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You will probably remember it forever. I had a friend die from bad / mislabeled drugs back in high school. Not cool at all. Very hard to get through emotionally for everyone. Her boyfriend took it the hardest of all. He just wasn't right for a long time after her passing I hear.
That stuff sounds like crap from what I read online. I'm sorry to hear about it, it made me cry. I've been in your shoes, having someone tell me someone so close to me is no longer. There is nothing you can do except scream and cry and that won't bring them back.
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: Raw]
#14407562 - 05/05/11 09:25 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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yeh i just still can't believe he's gone... i know i'll remember it forever. i think it will change me forever
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: owls]
#14407566 - 05/05/11 09:26 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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really makes you wanna go rail some coke doesn't it?
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: Patlal]
#14407749 - 05/05/11 10:05 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Patlal said: I'm very sorry for your lost. I had a friend who shot himself cause of coke...
I know the feeling.
Drugs are all fun and games until someone dies...
 owl, im sorry to hear about your friend
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: s0nny]
#14407836 - 05/05/11 10:28 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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since i forgot to mention, i wanted to thank everybody for the kind words shared about my friend..
thanks guys
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: s0nny]
#14407840 - 05/05/11 10:29 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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crazy shit man i'm so sorry to hear about your friend.. a friend of mine (and another shoomerite here) just had his 1 year death anniversary a few days ago, he had an OD as well. it's so insane thinking back about how many times i could have myself..
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owls
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: dwtk]
#14407850 - 05/05/11 10:31 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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yeh od's just happen i guess. i probably should've died a few times myself ..
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Re: Just found out one of my best friends died of a drug OD last week.. [Re: owls]
#14407921 - 05/05/11 10:49 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear about that.
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